nort or kukos or to most, plain hazera

Plans! Plans! Plans!

2012-01-08T23:22:00.005+08:00

This is unplanned, really?!! ihiks..I vowed to make plans and do it!! So, my list of plans this year (a very growing list)..as below:

1) post a picture a day (currently, quite successful! :D)

2) i dont know why, i'm back on manual camera and film..well, it's quite fulfilling..and I will get my hands on that polaroid, definitely!! err, my 2nd try on my Smena 8m..a little blur here and there, but love it!

3) arts & crafts projects on the way..to ensure projects if not every week, every months!!

4) to schedule my blogging hours..hehe

5) work hards, play hards, live life to the fullest!!

6) enjoy music more

7) definitely gonna make myself more visible..ihiks

ok, as of now..i like this song..the lyric video is amazing :)
(owh, i didnt know we cant link videos here, i meant together with the details..haha)

so, here's the lyric to Christina Perri-A thousand years and click here to watch the beautiful lyric video!

Heartbeats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave
How can I love when I’m afraid to fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow

One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don’t be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I’ll love you for a thousand more

Time stands still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything take away
What’s standing in front of me
Every breath
Every hour has come to this

One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don’t be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I’ll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed that I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I’ll love you for a thousand more

Goodnight, and have a great week ahead, peeps!

Hello, 2012!! *and this time, I mean it!

2012-01-03T23:21:00.002+08:00

Yes, it's 2012 and my blog-life for the year 2011 is pathetic!! with 4 posts..haha..only, my life-life is not..so, to begin the year, I'm going to share what's have go-going-gone (definitely not in order):

1. Last semester of MBA :)
2. and I managed to tick one of my to-do..Graduate before turning 3-0..Alhamdulillah!!
3. Series of bonding together2 with best friends, friends and everyone...but never managed to catch up with mamat tu :p
4. Ok, actually a bit depressed too with him..
5. Alhamdulillah, berjaya bawak mak & bapak to Singapore in May..first time Mak naik plane..
6. Took a plunge in Fujitsu scholarship..Alhamdulillah, shortlisted to interview..masih berdebar tunggu result..kalau dapat, mmg syukur..kalau tak dapat, bukan rezekilah :)
7. Oh, family trip to Singapore again..USS here we came!!! best~!! but, actually the main reason for the trip is cousin's wedding..hehe
8. Oh, to think of it..actually he does includes me in his life..news of his father's passing. which have made me thinking about life, and a postcard. :)
9. Talking about postcards, actively send and receive postcards via postcrossing!! i like~!
10. Have a blast on my 30th and beyond!! got to meet mas duta personally~! <3
11. oh, i did have a blast with bffs for post-convo photo session~!!
12. Bought an analog camera and maybe one more this year..argh~!!
13. My housemate aka bff moved out. sedih gile dowh! rasa cam nk mati jek..tp alhamdulillah tak mati lg..:)
14. Owh, how could i forget!! a series of personal computer breakdown...and now, I own an iMac!! love it to bits~!!

for 2012, i have not list down (yet! properly!) what i want to do..but basically become a better person and blog more~!! I must have a schedule..ihiks. and right now, I'm off to my bed and read Jan 2012's Cleo..Zooey is in the cover! shoot~!!

So, goodnite! Here's to new year, new resolutions, new and old and the only dreams!

gpoyw?

2011-10-19T00:41:00.006+08:00

Stars - Heart

2011-09-24T01:38:00.002+08:00

Time can take its toll on the best of us
Look at you, you're growing old so young
Traffic lights blink at you in the evening
You tilt your head and turn it to the sun

Sometimes the TV is like a lover
Singing softly as you fall asleep
You wake up in the morning and it's still there
Adding up the things you'll never be

Alright, I can say what you want me to
Alright, I can do all the things you do
Alright, I'll make it all up for you
I'm still in love with you
I'm still in love with you

Time can take its toll on the best of us
Look at you, you're growing old so young
Traffic lights blink at you in the evening
You tilt your head and turn it to the setting sun

You disembark the latest flight from paradise
You almost turn your ankle in the snow
You fall back into where you started
Make up words to songs you used to know

Alright, I can say what you want me to
Alright, I can do all the things you do
Alright, I'll make it all up for you
I'm still in love with you
I'm still in love with you

The hard rock god, he never had a chance, you know
Incurable romantics never do
He held a flame I wasn't born to carry
I'll leave the dying young stuff up to you

You get back on the latest flight to paradise
I found out from a note taped to the door
I think I saw your airplane in the sky tonight
Through my window lying on the kitchen floor

Alright, I can say what you want me to
(I want more)
Alright, I can do all the things you do
(Give me more)
Alright, I'll make it all up for you
I'm still in love with you
I'm still in love with you
(I want more)

Alright, I'll say what you want me to
(Give me more)
Alright, I'll do all the things you do
(I want more from you)
Alright, I'll make it all up for you
I'm still in love with you
I'm still in love with you

I'm still in love with you

*lyrics posted depicted what I currently feel, and maybe I'll update once i can get out from this mess
**thank you Stars for the song <3

hey hey!!

2011-03-23T09:52:00.002+08:00

referring to last post, hooray! i did most of the stuff..hehe

appraisal was so-so, but who am i to comment. syukran for the rezki, try again nxt yr!

i bought too many. tee-hee.

please have the courage to do dissertation :-)

so, i can proceed to what's next in line.

happy morning!

oh, i lost my cdma phone. barred already. where to find cheaper one?

Hola 2011~!

2011-02-18T09:09:00.003+08:00

18 February 2011, today is! haha..I've been away too long. Miss it, but do not feel like writing in cyberspace or in my physical journal, either. I missed quite number of pages and also months but I do try to jot things down (mostly in my secret place..haha) Nah, just kidding~

Anyway, this year started off (well) slow~ and fast at the same time. It's been almost Wk 8 in my final semester (I hope!) and I still have not finalized the dissertation title! huhu. I hope today's meeting with the Supervisor bear some fruits. :D I really want to graduate this year, before the turning of BIG 3-0. Argh, just the thoughts of it makes inner me wish for a time machine for a different path of life..ok ok, that just wishful thinking..

Works seems so-so. Nothing much to say.. and it's appraisal time~! So, let's see where I go from here.. *cricket cricket*

I'm still stuck here..and I don't like it. Seems like nothing I could do, but I don't know what else to do. I don't see any light in this never-ending tunnel, I feel like I want to give up..but the question is, why?? Haha..I have now in my plate, a full study-career-wants-needs-envy-self inflicted injury, i might have to forget it just yet. :D I've waited almost my adolescence life..I can wait couple of years more. haha. Even on the 8th, I have totally forgotten about it!

So, today is my supposed lucky day~ oh, I feel it! and I'm gonna start off my 2011's entry with..

WEEKEND TO-DO

Saturday

Tidy up that lil' back room aka Alvin's toilet
Stop by at SS2 for Alv's litter
Diana+Faezal's Wedding
Finance Proforma Class
new bedsheets (heart)
Watch Bones
Thesis activities
Zumba's beginner (maybe!)

Sunday

Watch new Glee
Strategic's assignment
Finance's reading and understanding
Zumba..again, maybe? haha (if Zumba's on Saturday didn't happen..just ignore the "again"..haha)

p/s: I hope I manage to do all this. *cross fingers*

ALWAYS BE THINKING ABOUT THESE THINGS

2010-12-14T12:26:00.002+08:00

I find an interesting read on "Always be thinking about these things". Makes me wander.

I've just got a call from Penang, suddenly. About the damned event that had happened during Raya eve. Well, suffice to say..I am damned, pissed and tensed and feel like I have no one I can confide to. It's highly likely I have to pay for the damage done and pricey too. I don't have it, seriously. Now, I really hate my day. I cannot say life, as I would've lied.

So, let's go through what to think:

Dreams. Yes, with that un-interesting event..I might have to postpone my dreams. Heck, I have lots of it. It would be suck. :( But I have make a list about it. Hip hip hooray for that.

Living. Hmm..I'm living life but I feel a bit like loser now.

Influences. Many, I'll think later.

Relationships (near and far). Because relationships are central to everything else. Is there a phone call you need to make? What can you do to help someone, or at least show them you care? <-- What can I do to help me? I'm super annoying.

Passion. Because life is short, you might as well spend it doing things you’re excited about. It’s only an overused word because most people don’t know what it is. <-- I cannot chose one, pathetic.

Destinations. Because you need to know where are you going, whether it’s a real destination or a representative one. (If you don’t know where you’re going, you’ll probably end up somewhere else.) <-- I dont know where I'll end up, really.

Deliverables. Because producing something worthwhile leads to a meaningful life. Every day you can wake up and think, what’s next? It’s often easier to focus on deliverables than a time schedule that may vary depending on what else is going on. <-- I have a list now.

Growth. Because it’s not about growth for the sake of itself, but if you have something good and you can build it further without losing anything, why not grow? <-- maybe, I just dont want to grow up :(

Metrics. Because you need a way to measure your journey. <-- hmm, later maybe?

Legacy. Because this is the most important thing! What are you building? What is the story of your life, and what will be its ultimate impact on the world? <-- I still working on it. :(

I hate this feelings.

It's my birthday...

2010-10-18T09:06:00.003+08:00

and what I got is the news that my beloved Brad has died, 4 days after, 2 days ago. It was the worst present ever, thank you.

Devastated, I was. Still do, I am.

So, I don't know how to celebrate my birthday.

Do you?

glee's finale perfect ending~

2010-06-11T00:35:00.003+08:00

to end it with this are just wonderful~ makes me wishing upon stars. and judy garland, oh was she just fabulous? i'm so watching wizard of oz~

---

Somewhere over the rainbow

Way up high,

There's a land that I heard of

Once in a lullaby.

Somewhere over the rainbow

Skies are blue,

And the dreams that you dare to dream

Really do come true.

Someday I'll wish

upon a star

And wake up where the clouds are far

Behind me.

Where troubles melt like lemon drops

Away above the chimney tops

That's where you'll find me.

Somewhere over the rainbow

Bluebirds fly.

Birds fly over the rainbow.

Why then, oh why can't I?

If happy little bluebirds fly

Beyond the rainbow

Why, oh why can't I?

well, it's gleeks time..ok la tu! haha

you are...my hero?

2010-05-27T14:26:00.003+08:00

via le love

Obsessive Consumption: What Did You Buy Today?

2010-05-19T14:10:00.002+08:00

1901's at 19th May 2010 with bff, her treat~! Thanks beb~!

And here I'd like to thank bff for her approval and her superpower to make my WANT a reality. :)

OK, enough shopping. Time for house cleaning, pronto! I vowed by this weekend my part of the house would be cleaned and organized. Yes for better house and living~!

Always~

2010-05-17T12:02:00.002+08:00

Bon Jovi's Always is currently haunting my head now~ "Now I can't sing a love song like the way it's meant to be. Well, I guess I'm not that good anymore but baby, that's just me..~"

There's someone I'm missing now, terribly. I don't know what to do. I feel somewhat gummy all inside. It is as though nothing is ever right for the time being. Hmm.. I have nothing good to say, I should leave it at that! argh, still..a miss is a miss. darn~!

On other news, my Coastal Scents's 78 piece makeup palette has arrived~! That was super fast! Now, bffs and me can go all crazy with all the colors on the palette. Talk about girls and makeups~! haha.

click here for details

4th may 2010.

2010-05-05T09:52:00.003+08:00

oh gosh, what happen to me? one post a month? so depressing..hahaha..or is it life offline is better than online..ahaks..i wish la kan~!

anyway..i'm just happy :)

happy birthday~!!!

2010-04-09T15:42:00.002+08:00

i heart you forever and always~!

pic from here

placeboRocks~!

2010-03-17T14:05:00.008+08:00

last nite was a blast, i love it! placebo has done well with their 20 songs old and new in 90minutes performance! abg brian mmg sgt mantap dgn suara yg sgt baik! the sounds is very authentic, not too loud..overall, i love la~! maybe some of the discography, i didnt manage to catch it up~! but more than 50% i know of~! not bad for a one day extensive learning~! haha

the songlist~

it was hard :(

2010-03-16T16:10:00.004+08:00

after a long hesitation, i did it! :( and now, i'm feeling like parts of me have vanished. no, lost.
devastated, i am..tapi hidup mesti terus! lets make new memories, keep the past lost or maybe locked somewhere in between. here's to new life of mi corazón!

untuk kita!

2010-03-09T14:08:00.002+08:00

Menarilah dan terus tertawa
walau dunia tak seindah surga
Bersyukurlah pada yang Kuasa
Cinta kita di dunia
selamanya..

Cinta kepada hidup
memberikan senyuman abadi
walau hidup kadang tak adil
tapi cinta lengkapi kita.

dont leave me.

2010-03-08T16:02:00.003+08:00

Ne me quitte pas
Il faut oublier
Tout peut s'oublier
Qui s'enfuit déjà
Oublier le temps
Des malentendus
Et le temps perdu
A savoir comment
Oublier ces heures
Qui tuaient parfois
A coups de pourquoi
Le coeur du bonheur

posting this in tears, for missing KakMin..for whatever happen on Saturday, Sunday..today. for hommie, for myself..i am scared.

from le love.

2010-03-04T12:56:00.005+08:00

thanks for sharing

Fade Kitchen Bowls

2010-03-04T12:36:00.002+08:00

I should buy myself a house, so I can keep all the things that I like and I want and use them! uhuhu

Nice Fade bowls which is uberCool! via swissmiss

this polaroid was taken on my birthday..

2010-03-03T16:26:00.003+08:00

somewhere else away from home. I found out about late Jamie Livington through Zana while she was looking for Polaroid filmpacks (not that I know why..hehe)

it's amazing to see how life captured everyday in Polaroid film and in a way, make us wonder about death..well live and let live before death come and take you away.

Bermimpilah, maka Tuhan akan memeluk mimpi-mimpimu

2010-02-25T09:10:00.002+08:00

saya mahu tonton ini... kerana sejak akhir2 ni, teringat sungai lenggang. :)

The Nuffnang Footprints!!

2010-02-24T10:58:00.002+08:00

wow, just found out beloved Nuffnang have a wall, click here for more info. bff, jom snail mail photo!! hehe..

hey, fellow nuffnangers! here is one info you dont want to miss..the address for the snail mail!!

The Nuffnang Footprints Guardian
Nuffnang Sdn Bhd
12B-5 & 12B-6, Heritage House,
33 Jalan Yap Ah Shak,
50300 Kuala Lumpur,
Malaysia.

lama tak menggunakan perkhidmatan pos malaysia, mungkin inilah masanya. <3

i miss you. i miss you. i miss you.

2010-02-22T16:35:00.001+08:00

a heart that hurts is a heart that works.

2010-02-18T08:39:00.004+08:00

[pix curik dr kekure..hehe..amik tau beb ;) ]

i'm savoring placebo - bright lights cause love hurts! and today's 182. i heart, no..i love it!!

Cast your mind back to the days,
When I pretend' I was OK.
I had so very much to say,
About my crazy livin'.
Now that I've stared into the void,
So many people, I've annoyed.
I have to find a middle way,
A better way of livin'.

So I haven't given up,
That all my choices, my good luck...
Appear to go and get me stuck,
In an open prison.
Now I am tryin' to break free,
In a state of empathy.
Find the true and enemy,
Eradicate this prison.

No-one can take it away from me,
And no-one can tear it apart.
'Cause a heart that hurts,
Is a heart that works.
A heart that hurts,
Is a heart that works.

A heart that hurts,
Is a heart that works.
No-one can take it away from me,
No-one can tear it apart.
Maybe ' an elaborate fantasy,
But it's the perfect place to start.

'Cause a heart that hurts,
Is a heart that works.
A heart that hurts,
Is a heart that... works.

just wow!

2010-02-12T10:21:00.005+08:00

Site-hopping from swissmiss, and find this drawings by Marco Fusinato just fascinating and WOW; investigating if there is a connection between sound, vibrations and physical reality?

Humm, does it? they should have eh..as we human does vibrate when we move, talk even with sleeping. Vibrations lead to sound. Does it just amazing to know about it? Even amazed when the connection is drawn~! oh, i think i miss drawing..

my heart is filled with you.

2010-02-10T21:24:00.002+08:00

bff told me that this song's reflects me..well i'd say it does reflect me..lots!!

(pix courtesy of it rightful owner, nice one!)

Colbie Caillat - You Got Me

You're stuck on me and my laughing eyes
I can't pretend though I try to hide - I like you
I like you.

I think I felt my heart skip a beat
I'm standing here and I can hardly breathe - you got me
You got me.

The way you take my hand is just so sweet
And that crooked smile of yours it knocks me off my feet

Oh, I just can't get enough
I'm a stoup[? ] I need to fill me up.
It feels so good it must be love
It's everything that I've been dreaming of.
I give up. I give in. I let go. Let's begin.
Cause no matter what I do,
Oh (oh) my heart is filled with you.

I can't imagine what it'd be like
Livin everyday in this life - without you.
Without you.
One look from you I know you understand
This mess we're in you know is just so out of hand.

Oh, I just can't get enough
I'm a stoup[? ] I need to fill me up.
It feels so good it must be love
It's everything that I've been dreaming of.
I give up. I give in. I let go. Let's begin.
Cause no matter what I do,

Oh, I just can't get enough
I'm a stoup[? ] I need to fill me up.
It feels so good it must be love
It's everything that I've been dreaming of.
I give up. I give in. I let go. Let's begin.
Cause no matter what I do,
Oh (oh) my heart is filled with you.

Oh (oh)
You got me. You got me.
Oh (oh)
You got me. You got me.

oh, gosh~!

2010-02-08T13:45:00.000+08:00

it's been almost 3 years already..it was about 8pm something kot i called. ahaha.

huhu..ain't it something, awak?

a lovely story from a tragedy.

2010-02-05T11:29:00.003+08:00

i've watched this last nite, with my sis :yana: i do not cry, not because it is not sad..but maybe i have enough crying lately. even watching few of csi's i tend to shed a tear. maybe, it just me being sensitive lately.

the book by alice sebold of course has deeper meaning..but, peter jackson has definitely succeded to bring this story with magical experience with a few tweaks here and there. and i definitely do not like mr harvey..

watch this if you've read the book and want to see latest addition of mr jackson. 4.5 stars from me (as grandma lynn+buckley and the rests deserves more, but how would you cramp all in a movie? hehe)

I just haven't met you yet.

2010-01-29T16:23:00.000+08:00

I'm not surprised.
Not everything lasts.
I've broken my heart so many times I stopped keeping track.
Talk myself in.
I talk myself out.
I get all worked up, then I let myself down.

I tried so very hard not to lose it.
I came up with a million excuses.
I thought I thought of every possibility.

And I know someday that it'll all turn out.
You'll make me work so we can work to work it out.
And promise you, kid, that I'll give so much more than I get.
I just haven't met you yet.

Mmmm...

I might have to wait.
I'll never give up.
I guess it's half timing,
And the other half's luck.
Wherever you are.
Whenever it's right.
You'll come out of nowhere and into my life.

And I know that we can be so amazing.
And baby your love is gonna change me.
And now I can see every possibility.

Mmmm...

But somehow I know that it'll all turn out.
And you'll make me work so we can work to work it out.
And I promise you, kid, I'll give so much more than I get.
I just haven't met you yet.

They say all's fair.
In love and war.
But I won't need to fight it.
We'll get it right and,
We'll be united.

And I know that we can be so amazing.
And being in your life is gonna change me.
And now I can see every single possibility, mmmm.

And someday I know it'll all turn out.
And I'll work to work it out.
Promise you, kid, I'll give more than I get,
Than I get, than I get, than I get.

Ohhh!

You know it'll all turn out.
And you'll make me work so we can work to work it out.
And I promise you, kid, to give so much more than I get.
I just haven't met you yet.

I just haven't met you yet.
Ohh, promise you, kid, to give so much than I get.

(I said love, love, love, love...)
I just haven't met you yet

I just haven't met you yet.

lovely weekends with bffs.

2010-01-14T22:50:00.022+08:00

Last weekend was the best weekend ever to spend with bffs in two separate occasions. ;) i like! first being "Digi Internet Pimp My Day" with Yatoque on Saturday and second, AJL24 with Fila on Sunday.

So, my Saturday can be considered quite a slow one, have problems waking up but have to wake up due to 9.30am appointment with bugsman to check our house. After that only, I got ready for the event of the day!!! High with hopes and full of p
ositivity that I could make myself proud..i dragged myself at the wee 1.45pm to meet up with "Barbie Army", my team. We're Team 1.. (memang sesuatu betul! haha) and sorry girls I was late, but we sure make an impression..ihiks.

Anyway, this is us, "Barbie Army"

Emy, me, Yatoque, and Fiza

First thing first, tangkap gambar group..haha..and then, we got goodie which is a broadband modem powered by Digi as our companion. (of courselah kan, the tagline is "Broadband done right") After about 45mins wait, we go in and got brief. err, didnt i tell you that the location is at Mardi Gras, and we are about to go round and round OU. i didnt eh!? but anyway..that's where we're at. hehe..anyway, the game is like we have to complete sets of challenges whereby challenging!! tak tipu! and how glad we all were, we managed to complete all but one challenges due to time limitation..:D

and now, the challenges! first, we opted for swatch challenge, where we are to create one 30 sec ad creatively with swatch and digi of course (you can check it out at fb..like i'm gonna link it here, malu seh!). the second one quite easy, pose at your best with Quiksilver clothing! check us out! i got this sweater which was sooo warm!!

then, the hardest challenge...we have to run 800m which is equivalent to 2 rounds of stadium ok! definitely have to get fit pronto~! but i managed to finish it up in less than 10mins. a record for me, but behold the consequences..ahaha.

then, we were quite loss in finding the digi store. not so cool, but anyway, we manage to find 2 separate challenges in one place, Rainforest; first being Bulls Eye (where we have to sumpit menyumpit, sorry i sucks at this) and second, dictionary @ur hand..hehe ..oklah we survive that!! than we go back to Mardi Gras, to have the most embrassing moment in life where we have to pole-dance creatively with theme, athletic. (well, my idea of athletic changed completely when seeing with my own eyes how the pro did it, marvellous ok! tak sangka lak boleh terlekat haa kt pole tu! guys mmg enjoying it without a blink..akaka)

done with that, and we were still gigih to find that digi store (psal lah susah sgt nk carikkan?!), but when that's not happening..we're off to Home Run, but we have to wait till 6pm!!! that cannot la..so, masih cube untuk gigih lagi...akhirnya, we found the digi store!! FINALLY~!! heheehe. then after create playlist of Akon+Lady Gaga..we were contemplating whether to go baseball or to finish it all to check point without completing all challenges? The latter won discussion. So, back we were to Mardi Gras @6.13pm and try to complete our last challenge, blogpost of what we've did before 7.30pm. well, we managed to do it. Thanks Yatoque!!! gigih sungguh kamu! well, the night ended at about 9.30pm with new experiences! Who would have thought this was tiring but at the same time fun!!! we're all home with Digi Limited Prepaid Internet (which was what I'm using now. the 5 days limit nk dkat habis pon..TQ digi)

I would like to thanks all my team for the efforts and fun!! Digi and Nuffnang for the chances and exprience~!! boleh buat lagi..ekeke

oh, i planned to go to frinjan after that but en habri mcm hesitant to let me go there as it was raining heavily!! siot betul..but okla as i think i have enough challenge for the day too. and my present takde lagi..menambahkan rasa malas nk pegi. :P

and off to second ocassions!! firstly, thanks to kekure for the tix. pandai ye ko tknak jumpe org tu..:p anyway, i have great fun with missfila (who-no-longer-has-a-blog). Sunday started off quite mundane too as I woke up nearly err..hehehe..and we layan-ed dvd first (which i forgot which title) and then siap tido nap segala before gerak! and worse come to worst from the we-got-ticket-or-not-hiatus to jam-packed people towards entrance, then no bottle inside stadium damn rules which make us drink 3/4 bottle. ahaks. seb baik tak terasa nk terkucil hehe..anyway thanks fila! sbb ala2 dah penat dan broadband prepaid pon mcm nk habis masa kan, aku upload gamba jek la! ;) tapi mcm gigih jek lagi broadband ku ini...jadilah marilah sambung sementara tgh upload gamba! ehehe.

masih comel ha masing2. ramaikan?

mmg ramai gile nk mampus ok org2 kat stadium tu..macam semut pon ada dah semuanya...dari yg tua ke muda, kurus dan gemok, pelbagai rupalah dan sikap kat sana..pape pon it all turns out ok! persembahan yang mantap2 dari semua contestant. saya dan fila mewakili aliyah berbesar hati untuk menyatakan sokongan kami yg hebat untuk anda. you go, girl!!

di tempat duduksaujana ha mata memandang!

huhu..gubra!!

i dont know why i always forgetting the first band, what's their name again? oh, estranged! if wasnt for andy, the drummer..confirm mmg tk igt! hiks..then, aliyah! hooray!!! pastu, hafiz kot!! :D:D oh, tertinggal misha omar.

then, bunkface (i like!!!!) i see my own gerard in sam. sorry, husband! didnt meant to cheat. ur still in my heart bebeh!! and bunkface can really rock stadium, man!! then, stacey, pastu aizat "kau pergi". well, i spend the whole song crying like mad. really miss you, kak min.

next round, hujan..the flash mob cool! tomok, you can do better lah! en black with aku rindu sayang kamu!!! memang tersangat aku rindu sayang kamu sungguh!!!! then, akim.

another round, yuna dan sebenarnya..aizat kau dan aku and last, abg faizal dgn bencinta! applause applause! semua best!!

everyone seems to beat their own beast in AJL24. overall mmg best..

eh, intro pon sgt cool tau!!! dato' siti (artis feveret jasmin ni) nyanyi "tak tahan, tak tahan tak tahannn~!" EHEHE. masa balada rasa mcm nk lari jek stadium..tp bile tang ngan en lan ex-MUH now azlan n typewriter..mmg cool habis!!! i love!!!!

dan biasalah selingan2 muzik antara zaman ni...70s groove with jeffrydin..disco with jay jay..rock kapak with search (mmg hebat) and x paham konsep apa wth MUH. but overall..OK!!

tgk live mmg best tp lepas ni, kene pastikan dpt tix VVIP baru boleh pegi..haha..kalo tk berebut la masuk entrance level 4 tu.. :D

itulah kisah hari minggu saya bersama kawan baik selamanya. sekian, terima kasih!

nota kaki: masih terkenang semasa lagu juara berkumandang dan tk puas hati bunkface tk menang jugak! :( but everything must be politically involved, how?

updates!

2010-01-08T14:56:00.001+08:00

yes, we made it to the game. so, again..wish us luck!! going to let digi pimp our day.ehehehe

anyway, as of now..i'm having a very bad flu symptoms which i suspected due to coldness last nite. i want to go home!

nothing to do with anything, this is lyric of "Derita Merindu" by Ahli Fiqir.

oh, such pain in love but why miss it?

Kau katakan cinta gunakan akal
Bila aku gunakan, kau yang menyangkal
Bagaimana nak kekal
Kau katakan cinta gunakan minda
Bila aku gunakan, kau yang tak percaya
Bagaimana nak bahagia

Maafmu tak bererti, kau mudah sesali
Berulang kali telah kau mungkiri
Manis mulut berjanji terpedaya lagi
Menanti biar terus didustai

Kaulah bahagia (bagiku)
Kaulah derita (bagimu)
Esok lusamu
Tak ku kenal lagi engkau siapa

Dan aku cuba sedaya upaya
Telah ku usaha dengan sepenuh jiwa
Bagaimana hendak ku lupa
bayangan wajahmu selalu di depan mata
harum baumu masih dapat ku hidu
Bagaimana ingin aku membencimu
Jikalau setiap hari merindu
Sekiranya derita merinduimu itu sebenarnya bahagia..
Aku pilih derita..

Mungkinkah esok atau lusa walau biarpun lama
Akan ku biar tiada ku tetap kan setia
Entah bila akan tiba sampai jua harimu yang sama
Esok seperti semalaman yang tak berubah

Kaulah tanda tanya.. kau tiada titik noktah
Ku dibuai mimpi lena dikejut igau semula
Kaulah tanda tanya.. kau tiada titik noktah
Ku dibuai mimpi lena dikejut igau semula

Seandainya kau berada di depan mata
Mudah untuk aku berkata-kata
Supaya dapatku melihat seraut wajahmu
Walaupun belum tentu kau mahu bertemu
Apalagi memandangku
Setelah ku turutkan segala kemahuan kau mainkan perasaan
Begitu mudah kau ucapkan terimalah saja kenyataan..
Aku masih terkilan

Maafmu tak bererti, kau mudah sesali
Berulang kali telah kau mungkiri
Manis mulut berjanji terpedaya lagi
Menanti biar terus didustai

Kaulah bahagia (bagiku)
Kaulah derita (bagimu)
Esok lusamu, tak ku kenal lagi engkau siapa
Kaulah bahagia (bagiku)
Kaulah derita (bagimu)
Esok lusamu, tak ku kenal lagi engkau siapa

Jika kau dapat memahami hati seorang perindu
Baru kau tahu derita hatiku
Jika suatu hari nanti giliran kau merindu
Baru kau ingat derita diriku
Segala yang berlaku bukan kemahuanku
Apa gunanya bahgia
Jikalau bahagia bersamamu hanyalah untuk sementara waktu
Aku pilih derita merinduimu

Maafmu tak bererti, kau mudah sesali
Berulang kali telah kau mungkiri
Manis mulut berjanji terpedaya lagi
Menanti biar terus didustai

Kaulah bahagia (bagiku)
Kaulah derita (bagimu)
Esok lusamu, tak ku kenal lagi engkau siapa
Kaulah bahagia (bagiku)
Kaulah derita (bagimu)
Esok lusamu, tak ku kenal lagi engkau siapa

2010 and wishes.

2010-01-04T09:21:00.002+08:00

here, :: The Barbie Army :: goodlucks to us.

happy new year and more to come. it's already 4th Jan 2010. Work already started, and have a grande year, everyone!!

post secret

2009-12-30T11:34:00.001+08:00

sometimes i wish he's getting married, or even gay..so in a way, i could move forward. but that's gonna hurt, lots! :|

saya suka!

2009-12-11T15:29:00.001+08:00

I forgot today is public holiday for Selangor, and was quite confident driving to campus to resit my paper. There, right in front my eyes, I could see that I'm sooo going to be late for my paper! It's not even Jalan Bangsar yet, and I kept on braking~! Cuak satu badan seh!

As I'm quite good in finishing up the story without the climax, haha. all turned out OK! I managed to resit at about 3mins late. rupanya start 10.15am~ huhu, I hope I pass. The result would be out Monday! *cross hands*

But what I really want to highlight here was during that drive, I was listening to Nadia fly.fm rumbling about show stopper hits, and this song was the winner! and to think about it, mungkin ini memang jalan takdirku~ ;|

Mungkin ini memang jalan takdirku
Mengagumi tanpa dicintai
Tak mengapa bagiku asal kau pun bahagia
Dengan hidupmu, dalam hidupmu

Telah lama ku pendam perasaan itu
Menunggu hatimu menyambut diriku
Tak mengapa bagiku cintaimu pun adalah
Bahagia untukku, bahagia untukku

Ku ingin kau tahu diriku di sini menanti dirimu
Meski ku tunggu hingga hujung waktuku
Dan berharap rasa ini kan abadi untuk selamanya
Dan izinkan aku memeluk dirimu kali ini saja
Tuk ucapkan selamat tinggal untuk selamanya
Dan biarkan rasa ini bahagia untuk sekejap saja

RM102.93 and re-sit Econ paper. huhu

2009-12-10T17:56:00.001+08:00

this few days was hectic with personal issues caused by yours truly and also work..and news in the study department. huhu. but Alhamdulillah that personal issues has been a success after calls after calls to machines and bebelan tk sudah..haha. and thank you for the rebate, and i will surely come again. <3

works quite sucks, no doubt about it..but of course after not much toughts, just bear with it. hehe

in that study department..before lunch yesterday, it was great news..and right after lunch~ I have to re-sit! huhu..so goodlucks to me!

i'm quite happy with myself anyway, as my 2009 journal's quite filled with stuff. turn out, I dont have such a boring life! haha.

holiday party plans?

2009-12-04T18:05:00.001+08:00

what holiday?
what party?
what plans?

Thanks but NO, thanks.

2009-11-24T10:26:00.001+08:00

I have lots in my mind to ponder out, really! but i was and am quite pissed to those who had make being a guarantor, a pain in the ass~!! I mean those who didn't pay loans etc2 and thanks to them, most people felt that it's not beneficial to be one. In the end, you will kene one..they thought.

And now, I have no one willing to be my guarantor~ Not like I'm going to run away pon kan?..I'm not like ppl I've known..but never mind, this is just me feeling frustrated. So, who would care rite? I think I have been a guarantor..ah, yes..for my sisters scholarship, and oh yeah, my colleague's company loan. Well, that's where I draw the line I guess. OKla, i should have learned my lessons.

Never to assume~! even, when really, what you want is to help out a friend.

*be nice to ppl

let's move on~

2009-11-12T10:17:00.001+08:00

i lost a friend on the net.. :( it's a shame, but worry not. real world is where we shall meet, and YM (occasionally)

or, this one? huhu

2009-11-09T16:05:00.002+08:00

i like this.

2009-11-09T16:04:00.002+08:00

myHalloween!!

2009-11-02T14:31:00.007+08:00

yeehaa!! have a blast with tyson and the boys along with THE entourage namely kekura, harry, nana and sistas!!! my halloween's cool! next year i'm thinking COSTUME PARTY!!!! hommie, can or not? hehehe

oh, happy birthday ADIK!! congratulations NURUL!! and I have quite an insight at National Art Gallery!! definitely going back soon!

oh, again! i got a surprise from NY Film Academy. I never tought I would get THE booklet, since they are @NY and me @here and I've already downloaded the .pdf. anyway, maybe that's where I'm gonna be someday, who knows~!

ain't tyson's one hella guy~!? :x I bet he stinks! ahaks~

I've been tagged~! here goes..

2009-10-29T13:33:00.002+08:00

1. MOST WORN Lipstick/ Lipgloss
for lipstick Benefit my treat or Estee Lauder Pure Color Crystal Lipstick, whichever reachable first, Avon Lips Defense for moisture, Anna Sui Lip Gloss (x igt no) but I love the rose smell of the gloss

2. MOST WORN Earrings/ Necklace
I dont do earrings, haha..for necklace I love my used to be once a year wear, during raya..as it was kept by Mak and I claim it mine..which is mine, really...my heart shaped gold pendant with unique gold chain. I want to replace the chain to another one, since I tend to snap it..but till now, did not find the right one.

3. MOST WORN Shirt/ Top
my KLue subscription give-away t-shirt. it's time to find a new one. haha

4. MOST WORN Nail Polish (changing this to my wrist watch)
same as my bffs, i change it to my wrist watch..but, wait a minute~!! i dont wear one~! haha i stop wearing it quite a while now, for unknown reason.

5. MOST WORN Shoes
currently, Crocs Olivia. eventhough its an imitation, but its comfy.

6. MOST WORN Hair Products
since i'm lazy mood dependently, i used shampoo+plus conditioner all the time. haha

7. MOST WORN Perfume
I love DKNY Be Delicious, but I tend to wear whatever easy to grab. Depends on my mood, it would be DKNY Be Delicious, CK One, CH Chic, Tommy Girl and new addition, thanks to bff aka roomie, CK Eternity.oh, I'm wearing it now..:D

8. MOST WORN Handbag
hmm, this is hard. I hardly wore one this few weeks. beg TM, boleh? I keep bringing laptop, and the bag keep all my stuff together. hehe. again, mood dependently, I go with my red bag, my black bag, Estee bag, oh..I love my purple Cleef bag too. today, I go big with my free Estee black bag. hehe. and I hope in future, my most worn handbag would be one's from miu miu. cant wait to get my hands on one, even if that would be in 4 years time..ahahaha

there, my MOST WORN~! thanks hommie

2009-10-21T16:34:00.001+08:00

i love blue, but i have tendency to pick red, own purple clothing, black item. sometimes, i wore green and yellow..but really, i love blue. <3

a blast week-ends for a 28.

2009-10-20T08:43:00.000+08:00

yea yea yea. 28 years and 2 days old I am. hehe. not much to brag about.. families who loves unconditionally, BFF, lovely friends, not too much to love colleagues (boring office), oh yea..my two cats (ye fila, derang bila aku ada mula lah melompat2 mintak attention gitu..blah la..no more love for both of you), stupid obsession with that guy, and bla bla bla...

overall, life can be draggy and damn and whatever..but we must not give up. it's too short to be filled by nonsense, ahaha. and i have a blast last weekend. a very long weekend~!

friday: i have allergy and take injection. :( sleep all day, and back hometown at about 8 something, or was it 9 something.. CSI was attentive! sampai rumah terus tido! walaupun lapar sebenarnya, yelah satu hari makan bubur nasi, ikan bilis pedas + lobak masin je..thanks yatoque!!

saturday: woke up early..terus tk tido blk..everyone's busy with kenduri..and me end up helping out with the lamb (huhu) and "kacau"ing gulai kawah..huhuhu. penat jugak la..selamba jek org tu tk datang..eee, geram jugaklah kan. the kenduri was great! met up with makcik2 and pakcik2 and min~ thanks dear!!

sunday: yeayy~!! i turn 28 and i feel 18..ahaha went to teluk batik..well, it was a long drive.. I have a blast tho~! mandi laut tk ingat dunia..lalala

monday: it's time to go back :( if not for the last day of economics class, you can expect me to be home tuesday morn..ahaks..but anyway, my sister and husband and baby afiq go back melaka after months in ipoh (sis and baby, of course), oh my bro off to penang, the kelantanese also went back (my older sister la..ahaha)..and lastly it was me. the other sis hv to stay because of her conditions. she have something in her throat? (i dont know, pity her) the other one want to wait for her boyfriend..mengada! the other one got 1 week off. jealous~! it's all quiet back at home.

and we come to today..where I'll be swamped with office, assignments!~ oh, help me please.. outta here~!

From SE..hehe

2009-09-25T06:24:00.001+08:00

Mencube mende yg dh lama ada,tak buat2 je. Celcom gila smalam menybbkn
aku subscribe bb daily.tp sama je,mmg xleh nk connect pn.skang dedua
dh boleh,kenelah gune fon supaya x rugi.hehe.oklah. Tgh sakit kepala
yg amat ni.huhu. Taa.

--
Sent from my mobile device

in search of Joseph Gordon-Levitt, i found this~!

2009-09-18T13:56:00.005+08:00

which is better, actually..hehe

Hopefully this going to be my new obsession~! dan bukan hangat2 tahi ayam..lalala.

and I'm going to start by "This Is Who I Am". You wait Carrie, gonna reply soon enough! ;)

ok, on other notes..I'm going home tonight to Ipoh..cant wait, really~ if given the chance, I like to flee now..haha..but still at work..lalala.

and please, please, please...let me have what i want~! :D:D

notes, what happened this week~

1.monday class, OK

2.tuesday class, saiko

3.wednesday class, cancelled. 45minutes on the road for a less than 1km distance!!!!

4. in the mood for raya...actually, in the mood for not doing work's work done..ahahaha

Eid Mubarak 1430H

2009-09-17T11:43:00.003+08:00

Quelqu'un M'a Dit

2009-09-16T19:11:00.001+08:00

On me dit que nos vies ne valent pas grand chose,
Elles passent en un instant comme fanent les roses.
On me dit que le temps qui glisse est un salaud que de nos chagrins il s'en fait des manteaux pourtant quelqu'un m'a dit...

Que tu m'aimais encore,
C'est quelqu'un qui m'a dit que tu m'aimais encore.
Serais ce possible alors ?

On me dit que le destin se moque bien de nous
Qu'il ne nous donne rien et qu'il nous promet tout
Parais qu'le bonheur est à portée de main,
Alors on tend la main et on se retrouve fou
Pourtant quelqu'un m'a dit ...

Mais qui est ce qui m'a dit que toujours tu m'aimais?
Je ne me souviens plus c'était tard dans la nuit,
J'entend encore la voix, mais je ne vois plus les traits
"Il vous aime, c'est secret, lui dites pas que j'vous l'ai dit"
Tu vois quelqu'un m'a dit...

Que tu m'aimais encore, me l'a t'on vraiment dit...
Que tu m'aimais encore, serais ce possible alors ?

On me dit que nos vies ne valent pas grand chose,
Elles passent en un instant comme fanent les roses
On me dit que le temps qui glisse est un salaud
Que de nos tristesses il s'en fait des manteaux,
Pourtant quelqu'un m'a dit que...

blind.

2009-09-08T11:25:00.001+08:00

I was young but I wasn't naive
I watched helpless as he turned around to leave
and still I have the pain I have to carry
a past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried

after all this time
I never thought we'd be here
never thought we'd be here
when my love for you was blind
but I couldn't make you see it
couldn't make you see it
that I loved you more than you'll ever know
a part of me died when I let you go

I would fall asleep
only in hopes of dreaming
that everything would be like is was before
but nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
they disappear as reality is crashing to the floor

how can i make you see?

15malaysia

2009-08-20T18:25:00.004+08:00

this has been around for a while now..only myself being the one so lambat to update on this...anyway, only 2 of 15 shorts has been released~! i love both of them!!!!!!!

oh, k.min~! how much i miss you :) Chocolate features the handsome, Kahoe and the ever beautiful, Amani. In less than 3 minutes, the shorts reveal issues in Malaysia..(note that I dont want to discuss it here) and that just the way K.Min sees it~

Potong Saga is by Yu Hang, another familiar name in indie scene.. You should download it..it's funny~! remember Namawee (the guy who makes whole Malaysia angry for the Negaraku song)..he's the main character..being fooled by his friends (kene sunat dulu b4 apply loan with Islamic bank) hahaha

Support Malaysian product!

ps: bitter i must not, when i did not get what i wanted..it may be for the best! :D

Noor Hazera Sohri says, "Talentime telah membuat dia menangis."

Would I'd be out of line if I said.....

2009-08-14T00:35:00.001+08:00

I miss you~?

with her, you wont need photo imaging! :*

2009-07-27T00:14:00.000+08:00

Blessed with the chance to know the one person with great mind and kindest heart, who connect me to inspiring individuals that later become friends; I thank you K.Min.

You shall never be forgotten and always be missed.

<3

predictably irrational~

2009-07-20T10:18:00.001+08:00

well, there's times when i would become irrational. this is one of the time. i'm broke with RM20++ (kot) in my purse...and i'm about to make payment of not-my-car-first-time-service @sucks service center. (got wi-fi and i cannot connect..heh! and turn up using my own broadband (whch btw surprisingly smooth!)) and the charge would be about RM172.++ huhuhu...hopefully enoughla money in my sis account..lalala.

okla..leave that to that! yea! my other cat at kampung..nanang has gotten herself pregnant..and yesterday nite was the birth of my cucu! got 3 of them...i hope they make it..nanang jaga baby leklok k! hopefully i come back home and gave them names! they are so smalllllll...so fragile...and i'm excited but at the same time scared for them..huhu..hopefully they all survive! rasa mcm tknak blk ok, pagi td! huhu...sanggup tuh..yelah...tatau sapa nk nurse my fragile little kittens..huhu...scaryyyyy! siap call k.mas lagi bgtau...risau plak..boleh ke si nanang yg kecik tu jaga baby..dah la kecikkk jek..tak sampai setahun pon umo..dah tak dara dah..siot tol jantan yg merosakkan dia..huhu..ohh..my sweet little nanang..huhuhu...bila la plak aku nk mengkasikan dia tu..kucing jantan 2 ekor yg debab tu pon tak dikasi2 lagi..huhuhu...ok, brad je xtra debab...si alvin tu harap muke je tembam!

on other notes..tahniah kepada skuad malaysia yg berjaya x memalukan negara sampai MU tk puas hati nk main lagi..hahaha.all the best skuad malaysia malam ni~! aku tgk result jek la esok..:D

apa lagi nie? perjalanan blk pg td alhamdulillah, selamat...smpai tol jln duta dlm kol 6.18am, hantar ila semua, dan smpai vista kol 6.34am..boleh tahan clear la jalan..bagus bagus...td masa nk ke bkt kiara plak..mcm jem jalan nk ke TM..aku suspek mmg UM lah tu..tidak syak lagi..ahahaha.seb baik la..aku cilok federal ke bangsar..alhamdulillah smpat hantar yanti..and now i'm stuck here waiting for the car service.

and i talk rubbish! ahaks..oh, news alert...Frank McCourt, author of "Angela's Ashes", dies at 78. Rest in peace, Mr McCourt.

i better finish up my contemporary economic book! andd.. i havent start my book review yet...wish me luck! even this one is a toughie..i would lurve to score! ihiks..have a good week, everyone..i know mine would be a blast...a so-so most likely...buttttt i want to make it a blast! =)

the Crown Prince gets him to talk.

2009-07-16T09:32:00.001+08:00

whoa~! thanks a lot.it's been a long time since he talk. life is a circle, i guess.

what happen to me? I've managed to finish my second semester..and now in my third. Wish me luck as I am definitely sure, this gonna be a toughie..ihiks. the project i'm working in still not gone live. well, sucks actually. but just try to live it up.

bff get married, friends come and go, oh friends get married too..watch theatres a lot! movies..tv series..the cats FATTER, exclusive of alvin who got problem catching up with brad. but he will, like hommie said.

miss my ipod a lot~ havent heard it the way suppose to listen. currently, it become my external hard disk. haha

walk for 7km in one and a half hour..not bad~! :D

bodoh!

2009-06-10T11:48:00.001+08:00

just enjoy the show~

2009-06-10T08:47:00.002+08:00

"I'm just a little bit caught in the middle, Life is a maze and love is a riddle, I don't know where
to go I can't do it alone I've tried and I don't know why....


I'm just a little girl lost in the moment, I'm so scared but I don't show it, I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know, I've got to let it go and just enjoy the show."

last week was my bff's wedding. 06.06.09. memorable, yes? Alhamdulillah, like in their video presentation..
this going to be a new beginning for them. I wish them a happy life..;)



okok...now, my life still hectic..and i dont like it, at all! i still havent got time to lek lek chill in my room,
kidnap brad, and yada yada.  and i still hasnt submit my assignment..and i crave for makcik kembara's
nasi lemak..which now makcik kembara no more, it's become makcik hilux.
huhu..dh kaya sgt agaknya makcik nie..asik tk bukak jek..:((



 ok, i think i hv to find food la..lgpon, sarapan pagi kan penting~! =) muwahs.

Alhamdulillah~!

2009-05-28T21:02:00.001+08:00

bersyukur...and i must strive harder..and smarter~! ;)

It's been 1 year 4 days~!

2009-05-26T14:54:00.001+08:00

...since addition of Brad+Alvin in the 3-13-1 clan. woo hoo~! ini adalah kes terlupa anniversary, which explains the extra 4 days..hehe.

anyhoo, the cats are fat, phat and alv lost his hair whilst brad grown more..ihiks. and both soooo cuddle-able. (more to brad, actually~!)

ok, keja keja! smpai botak kepala!

hey~ have you heard?

2009-05-20T14:50:00.001+08:00

Blink182 re-unite! huhuhu...i'm definitely head over heels...mcm dah agak cair pon ada nie....I so lurve them very much...

You can read it here, here, here, here, here and actually the lists go on!

Andddd.....it's a MISS i only know it like now..:( but it's ok (ayat sedapkan hati) i still love mark..and he's 37!

teringat plak my post about list of men that i like/love/whatever!

hahaha..mmg sgt pencinta lelakilah saya ni..::x:*

apa yang kita kejar?!

2009-05-20T14:21:00.001+08:00

love? fame? money?

yeay! the song that i like..

2009-05-18T23:07:00.003+08:00

local rupanya..yeay yeay! no more hunting for the song. lalala ..supports local products! yippie!

Excuse Me
Lyrics by Jipie Music by Pesawat

I don't know what you want...
But I would never give up for you...
Do you know what I want?
That I would never wanna give you an excuse...

It seems so easy..
Yet ..so pleasing...
You heard what I've said...
Maybe its never too late...

But it's not over....till its over!

Shed some shine
When you feeling fine..
With somebody (with somebody)
I don't know if I could take this...
To be somebody (be somebody)

You knew ...what I've said
We tend to make a mistake
Believe me all instead...
Maybe it's time for us to bend and break

But it's not over ...till its over!

Shed some shine
When you feeling fine...
With somebody (with somebody)
I don't know if I could take this...
To be somebody (be somebody)

Shed some shine when you feeling fine
With Somebody (with somebody)
I don't know if I could change this...
To be somebody ...be somebody you...love...

Do I love you?

It's not over....till its over...

note: Pix & lyrics "pinjam"ed from Pesawat myspace's blog. TQ.

psst..later la i update on my BKK experience..:x

guess where I'm at!?

2009-05-15T10:30:00.002+08:00

hehehe..maybe it's not a very good time top visit bangkok now...i'm stuck here in the guesthouse lobby! it's been raining the whole morning..and believe me, it's good to snuggle up in bed...butttt, i'm in land of smiles now! i want to visit the grand palace..the wats and i want to go to the night market that we did not manage to go to last nite!

oh, you know what? we have fine dining at indian's cuisine last nite. it stated halal, so we went in..with 25% off ala carte, we spent a bit after hundred there..:( seb baik sedap kecuali silap order kuah lain plak..tuh yg terlebih mahal plak...sooooo, no fine dining after this..hehe..i've been running low in baht deparment..and i have not shop yet at chatuchak! no no no! so, have to jalan2 today..finish up all the sight seeings..before shop til you drop at chatuchak..hehe

ok! cant wait to see you gals at home! and the boys too...huhu..muwahs!

ebony & ivory cheesecake!

2009-05-09T22:11:00.001+08:00

yang dah takde la nak cari kan...butttt, i've been looking for it for
a while now..huhu. the cake was so nice i really love it! and i always
try to search for it whenever i go to starbucks.but always to no
avail...pity me..

humm..well right now, im in starbucks in the hope of
ebony&ivory..hahaha...tk dpt..barulah tau dah tak produce lg. but it's
so yummy!!!!! i really love it! now, i crave for it..huhu..maybe i
should bake it someday...haha...i wonder when would be my someday!
lalala

anyway...today is one of best friend's wedding. lucky, i sms-ed her in
the morning..i really thought her nikah is on the nite! teruk
betul..ahaks..pape pon, Alhamdulillah her ceremony went well...good
good. :x i'm happy for her..harapnya she'll lead happy and good
marriage.

on other notes, this one shopaholic got one confessionnn! i spent way
too much la..how how? how can i curb my sickness of seeing everything
essential and important? ahahahaha..oops oops..serious issue here
please! dont laugh..lalala. uhuks.. got to curb this like...PANTASS!

i vow to myself, the bangkok trip would be end of my lavish
spending..after that only necessary item. kabush! ihiks.

oh, okla..maybe i should be back home i and kemas rumah..or cuddle up
with Alv. hehe..lagipon..this starbucks is too noisy la..if you want
noisy,.outside la, kat dalam ni nk chill2 jek..terganggu internet
i..walaupon senanya tk berjaya gune strbucks wifi :( terpaksalah gune
my already-exceed-5gb-broadband-usage! sgt tk best...oh..terganggu nya
gelak beso minah ni..uhuhu..baik aku belah before more sins is
commited..ahaks..

so, till next time..oh, you know what? terganggu dgn lagu yg taktau
sapa nyanyi ni..dok cari tk jumpe2..so, if anyone..knows who sang song
that goes something like this.."but it's not over till it's
over..bla3.." gimme a buzz! muwahs..thanks! well i heard it 2x already
at Hitz.fm.

oh! i'll start my special sem next week..wish me luck! :) TQ.

what a FINE day~

2009-05-06T19:29:00.001+08:00

yes, it was.. I guess. I miss/wonder what ever happened to hero. :/ but nvm..did make over today and i was glittery all the way..haha. talk about me being glam..:D

and I bought myself 3 color eyeliner for bff wedding (well, actually I bought 2..then what about the guy's side? she asked. :p so in the end, it's 3..hehe) oklah tu..i'm going to use it anyway~

I cant wait for my high-risk trip..but it's hopeful that everything's gonna be find. *cross hands* but InsyaAllah, we'll have the safe go and return and fun and souvenirs <-- ni yang penting nie..I've to do lists of all things to buy there..no one to be missed! that'll include hero (walaupn cam x pnah nk pass brg lagi..haha) so hopefully, everything's OK!

and now, countdown to the trip! bff wedding! and.......my life!

so, take care all..

huhu.

2009-05-04T12:21:00.001+08:00

Alhamdulillah ;)

Re: shopaholic~

2009-04-30T16:58:00.003+08:00

wow! updated..so, might as well I update through email..ahaks..

well, for a start..there've been few things happened previously in my life..being "back-to-art thingy", theatres, movies, crushes, exams! and lots more...and more to come. cant wait for trip to bangkok..hectic weekends for May, definitely~ and please, organized,please!

hehe..among other things! :x

shopaholic~

2009-04-30T16:52:00.001+08:00

yes, i am one quite impulsive shopaholic! will update more, hopefully! this time around..am testing posting thru email! lalala

back to me.

2009-03-23T15:07:00.002+08:00

Hey you
So you never really found your way
Stay true
Did you ever make it through today

That when I think about a day without it
Everyday’s the same
You wish that you could find someone
But I’m the only one to blame

Can’t you see
I beg and plead
Cause when your eyes light up the skies at night
I know you’re gonna find your way back to me

terpana.

2009-03-18T19:41:00.002+08:00

i cant still accept the fact that i'm gonna interview the Mem. huhu. what should i ask? what should i do. already star-stricken upon asking her for an interview session. hahaha. i went all hot and red..can you believe that. maybe that's what would happen should i finally see my husband face to face. haha. oh, btw..she herself update her calendar "discussion with hazera" <-- that's me..omg! this is like next to another other big things gonna happen to me. kan dah ckp, i'm star-struck! gila kan? ahahaha.

huhu.wish me luck, i really need that! in work, studies and life!

oh, i'm planning for something red to be added in my precious, real soon. ahaks.

and beginning to miss hero back. ini semua gara2 mak mertua tegur nie. terpana..

Ada

2009-03-17T09:44:00.000+08:00

Tahukah dirimu, Kawan?

Dalam serpih-serpih cahaya

Dan gerak-gerik halus benda-benda

Tersimpan rahasia

Mengapa kita ini ada

-dari Maryamah Karpov, catatan Andrea Hirata

nota: tetralogi indah penuh insaf saat selesai membacanya. :)

sungai lenggang.

2009-03-13T00:06:00.002+08:00

sangat sayu. dan kuat, penyebab aku tidak akan pernah putus asa InsyaAllah. dan juga akan terus berusaha. teringat pendamping pemberian bff. terima kasih atas ingatan. :)

jadi, bagaimana mau tingkat motivasi diri? sabar, fikir, laku, ingat mak+bapak..andai terlupa, ingat sungai lenggang. ;)

well, this few last weeks..personal life, work and studies have definitely makes me not a person you want to mess with. haha. anyway, i did have fun falling for abang stephen, wish for someone just like abang jason, almost in tears during the last performance in klpac, having the yes and no feelings of stupid thinkings, stress out with work (or maybe the bosses), wish i was far away from here with somebody who love me, my first exam for mba (gila susah, ok! have to read and think more..maybe have to stimulate brain more), oh, assignmentssssss~! :( please learn to say no and meant it, oh..kene marah sbb makin berat..haha. oh, quite sensitive these few weeks (not proud of it, really), unintentionally went out with bff, attend wedding with nani, geng the movie with kekura+habri, pekan sehari@shah alam, among other things.i spent like..more than i can spend..that's horrible. and friend did not pay debt which was under my name.and hv no courtesy to response any of my messages (which is totally uncool!)..i have enough financial problems to think about. i want to buy a house. rumah atas tanah. period.

well, to think about all the above makes my tummy hurts. i believe someday all these probs would be settled. InsyaAllah. ok, nk sambung membaca, semoga dapat sesuatu. terima kasih andrea hirata.

oh ya. it's friday the 13! jatuh bgn sendiri ok! ;)

mati.

2009-03-04T00:06:00.003+08:00

datangnya dalam pelbagai cara, lambat selambat-lambatnya, cepat secepat-cepatnya, senang, susah, mudah, seksa, sakit, payah, muda, tua..ianya pasti berbeza untuk setiap orang.

aku..tak tahu bagaimana aku akan mati kelak. mungkin esok, lusa, tulat..atau entah lah. tak terfikir lagi. tapi memang mati itu benar. sudah tertakluk dalam qada' dan qadar ku. jadi, jika masanya telah tiba..apa yang aku harap, aku gembira dan bahagia dengan hidup yang ditempuh, aku telah bahagiakan mak dan bapak, hutang sudah habis terbayar..dan jika aku ditakdirkan berkeluarga, zuriatku diharap menjadi insan yang berguna di dunia dan akhirat.

satu ingatan pada diri sendiri. :)

kata hati.

2009-02-25T10:16:00.002+08:00

hati..
pujuklah perasaan..
jauhi segala kesangsian..
cinta..walaupun berjauhan..
kan ku kenang senyuman..
kerinduan ku masih..
kepadamu..
kekasih.

siapa yang dirindukan hati ini? sukar. stephen sekadar anganan. gerard sukar dicapai tapi kekal di hati. ahmad bagai impian takkan sampai. apakah hero jawapannya?

masih sukar dimengerti.

takut...

2009-02-17T09:37:00.000+08:00

hari ini dapat tahu, perkara cuci mata di kafetaria budak2 ni. huhu..membuatkan aku lagi sedar, siapalah aku ni, dah la umur berbeza..memang perlu dilupakan saja niat di hati. i just should stick to husband only..:D

anyway, on other notes..just chatted with bff. about her updates..and how i should update mine.
so, here i am..updating.

about nothing, that is. well, i did told her how jealous i am for her LV. bila sy nk jumpa seseorang yang sgt memahami nie..ihiks.

so, that's all! gonna update more for surprises, if any..haha

have a splendid day! xoxo

sounds like fun!

2009-01-30T10:51:00.004+08:00

1. being in love.
2. tie the knots.
3. lots of babies.
4. grow old together.

"will you still love me in the morning?"

"forever and ever, babe~"

:-/

mungkin aku tak bisa.

2009-01-21T22:23:00.002+08:00

tak tahu kenapa lagu ini boleh menghantui aku sekejap. mungkin emosi tak stabil kot. haha.

kenapa?
kenapa?
kenapa?
kenapa?

broadband..here i come!

2009-01-16T00:43:00.002+08:00

yes, goodbyes to dear 03.79551821+nhazera..you guys have served me well, all this almost 4 years. thanks to pencuri kabel yg sgt tk berprihatin lagi jahat..telah menyebabkan aku mengambil keputusan yg sukar untuk dibuat. yea, talian adalah seperti satu perkara yg mesti ada dalam hidup aku. seperti gian dibuatnya, tiada talian di rumah. alhamdulillah, rezeki murah..:) dapatlah aku memulakan penggunaan talian jalur lebar yg sgt lebar nie..ahaks. well, i'm currently using it. okla, dapat juga aku online di rumah..yippie~

oh, adit has make my day after not-a-very-good remark by one of the bosses. :((.thanks you! he said, i look younger than aab. i should always stay that way. of course i will..ihiks, no doubt about it! ihiks. okla, time to sleep. got a long weekend ahead. cables to be put aside, modem+router to be packed..maybe even a room to be painted? ahaks..well, i hope that would come true..since my intention to buy house turned out be"hangat2 tahi ayam"..uhuks..yelah, byk ni nk buat thn ni ok..that would be first on the list for next yr (cross hands!)

so, smile always..even there's no teeth to be shown..;)

situasi.

2009-01-15T11:13:00.001+08:00

diskriminasi menjatuhkan aku
reputasi kini menjadi bisu
dan aku , ku layu disitu
mengharapkan sesuatu yang barui
tulah impian aku
dan bila kau menghilang
musnah la, musnah impian
tuk menggapai bintang
terangi hidup ku
ku mahu kau tahu
engkaulah, destinasiku
dalam ingatanku
kerana diri ini tak daya lagi
menempuh hidup yang ku temui
dan aku , ku tunggu disitu
mengharapkan sesuatu yang baru
itulah impian aku...

i've been tagged~ huks. by hommie.

2009-01-14T18:42:00.003+08:00

THREE NAMES THAT FRIEND CALL YOU
nor
nort/ciknort
hazera

THREE MOST IMPORTANT DATES IN YOUR LIFE
mostly birthdays-so, that would be many. haha
oh, and 18.2

THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY
sleep
bersama kawan2 yg kita suka
good food, definitely~

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AS OF NOW
if it kills me
gotta be somebody
yg terlewatkan

THREE PERSON YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST
cant find anyone

THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE
payung from sfc
malaysia map for my car
new sport rim? haha

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES
sleeping
reading
kacau brad+alvin

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR VACATION
yogyajakarta, minum secangkir teh sambil tgk org lalu lalang di kaki bukit..:x
anywhere gerard is..
anywhere he would be.

THREE FAVORITE CARTOON/ANIME CHARACTER
conan
oggy+three cockroaches..err..that's 5 already~

THREE MALLS YOU USUALLY GO TO
mid valley
klcc
amcorp mall

THREE FAVORITE DRINKS
caramel coffeee frap
extreme mocha
air kosong

THREE THINGS FOUND IN YOUR BAG
purse
handphone
keys

THREE FAVORITE COLOURS
blue
red
purple

TOP THREE FOODS YOU LOVE SO MUCH
humm..i love foods..full stop

TOP THREE ‘THINGS’ SPECIAL TO YOU
everything...past, present, future..:*

TOP THREE ATTITUDES YOU LIKE
good
best
great

TOP THREE FACES YOU LIKE
hommie..i hv to agree with you..derang jek aku dok tgk sejak 2 menjak nie..hehe
brad+alvin and okla..i start to miss gerard back..

THREE THINGS YOU’LL BE DOING TOMORROW
work
try not to date bff..haha (3 kali ok kitorg jumpa arini..kalah adiel..:x)
class? huhuhu..tolonglah jangan menguap2

TOP THREE WHY YOU ARE BUSY AT THIS TIME
thinking why i'm still here..haha..figuratively and literally.
finishing this tag?
why i'm still here?

I’M TAGGING:
uhuhu..i've no one to tag~ :(
perhap g way would like to be tagged? hehe

breakfast tazo green tea + roti.

2009-01-09T08:11:00.004+08:00

it's 09.01.09 8.11am when i started to type this entry. okla, got some time before work. hehe. just few update on my studies. ok, i've already started class on tuesday as my last post presume. Alhamdulillah all went well on registration and all. Syukur. So, I registered for 3 courses (2 core + 1 elective). I've gone to the the 2 core classes, which was OK..agak gerun sket ok..the first class was Mgmt IS. the lecturer is the Dean~ uhuks..i hope i make that course through. then yesterday, went to the HCM class. the lecturer is scary, but in some sense she's OK. so i guess for this class i have to participate/study extra hard..(argh, for every course pon mestilah~) oh, what makes it scary kan, for the first class..we have been warned and briefed on the hardness..and got replacement class some more~! uhuks, there gone my perfect saturday..snuggling with brad and alvin on my perfect bed. :x but, it's ok..it's ok..i'm sure something will come up..saya yakin, InsyaAllah..;) and today, gonna have another class, hope this will be ok too. the lecturer would be a mat saleh. hehehe.

ok, on 07.01.09, i went to klcc to use my rm20 parkson's voucher..that was the expiry date..so, by hook or by crook..i have to spend it..xnak rugi. :D and, after much thinking..i end up buying a case for my ipod in red, i like~! and 6 mini marker pen in colorful combination..ihiks. i like too~!

then i went up to kino to buy the twilight saga. but, sadly enough..only the first book is available. so, i've booked the rest, bought twilight..which i hope the books quickly arrive. :x edward cullen is my current obsession, besides gee+brad+alvin+sesapa lagi lah. ihiks.

more on books..you see, i went to klcc at night right..but previously, during lunchtime..i bought books..uhuks..it's travelog haji+travelog dakwah by same author, whom name i shall not mention here..hehe. well, i spent the whole night reading travelog haji..and this has made me more eager to save money to go..but in the same time feeling a bit scared and confuse..on the readiness of myself and hopefully my parents. so, on this one..i have to self muhasabah and get ready. :)

ok, that's all. i miss the cats. and the title, i havent have them yet. so, good day everyone. hopefully, today is a great day for all ;)

half-moon~

2009-01-06T11:20:00.003+08:00

yeay~! Alhamdulillah.. the moon has come visit..yet another marvellous view from my own bed..i'm moon strucked..ehehe.

anyway, new update..i would finally register today! after lunch..straight off half day for the day..and attend class evening! wish me luck dears.

oh, would someday "layan" twilight saga..:-) vamps is on the loose everyone, beware~ :*

quarter-half moonlight.. shine bright, shine shine.

2009-01-05T08:10:00.004+08:00

:x at about 12.10am, i switched off the light, get ready to bed, with blurry eyes (of course, dh mlm kan? takkan nk pakai spec lg..hehe).. there, i saw it...the most beautiful scenery from my bed i could i ever ask...Subhanallah~ first i saw the blurry bright light..then, i struggle to take back my spec and i saw it~ from the window pane, shadowed by my 3/4 curtain..the brightest quarter half moon shine brightly...first, i thought..photographic memory only la..but then, i get up..and in the darkness..get my manual SLR. and try to snap the moon..went to balcony, still in the darkness..with the boys miawed (sibuk jek org nk melayan ketenangan malam ni!) but i didnt think the SLR would capture it the way my eyes did. Subhanallah~! so, i guess..no pix to show here apart from my memory..:) anyway, it's almost half-month in Hijrah calendar..cant wait to see the full moon..hopefully, the moon would come back again..:*

i feel good, and i hope today would bring good news for me..syukran. apa pon, i'm grateful for what's i already got..and what i did not get. have a great day, everyone~!

Cats with Bells.

2009-01-04T22:58:00.002+08:00

hommie bought bling bling for the cats~ it was like a bell parade at home..haha. ring here ring there..where can you hide, boys? nowhere..lalala..okla, if they are lost (hopefully not), they wouldnt be sent to dogs/cats pound..huhu..taknak la kan...anyway, some pix of them with their new bling..blue of course for brad, and red does look fit with alvin..oh, dear~ tolonglah jgn bertambah boroi..huhu. for more, click here.

dinner time~

apa tah brad buat nie..:D

oh, alvin..behave~

notes to my myself: really cross hands i could register already this wk. waiting is sucks, really~ wish me good. :)
oh, one more thing, rm4.85 is what i got for 30+kg junks. murah je kan? humm..

new year, new layout~

2009-01-03T12:27:00.004+08:00

hehe..yes, it's me with new layout..well, i aim for a simpler me. along these years, i've been collecting what you might have called junks..magazines (lots of it!), brochures, small cards etc etc that has currently resides in my store-room..my room..the living room and such!

starting today (well, actually has started quite some time)..i've been throwing the junks out..(tp mmg sgt sayangggg ni~ :-( )hmm could i call it stuffs..because i have problems you see..i like to collect things..and then i dont seems to treasure it well..but i can see now, i've been creating all this clutters in my life..and i ought to do something about this, right? and being the big M sickness doesnt help either..so, with the start of new year..hijrah and masihi~ i'll be trying to simplify my life..(i even swore not to buy mags, mind me!) and keeping a list of resolution each day (cross-hands~) and try to make it true! hehe..at least, i have one done already (bffs birthday presents for 2009! eh, make that two! lalala)

ok, since i'm quite in a hurry..and actually i hv to do some work (yelah dah ada kat ofis ni..and dear me..hv to listen to that rock music yg sakit telinga nie..there's one boss guy here too..blasting his music!) but it's OK~! i'll be leaving soon..the rain has stopped i think! maybe tomorrow i come again, and see what can be done!

right now, i'm blasting off back home...take all that junks err stuff to recycle centre and clear the clutters in my room! hehe wish me lucks girls~

oh. 'ts not too late right! selamat tahun baru 1430H dan 2009M. semoga tahun baru ini lebih sempurna ibadat kita dan apa yg diimpikan berjaya direalisasikan ;)

lalala. Alhamdulillah~

2008-12-11T10:01:00.000+08:00

lots been happening these past few weeks, being:

1. bought one mean of transport.err~
2. wsb182, i love to have..but only in dreams.
3. settle respective process regarding the above whole-heartedly. tiring!
4. admission letter to mba arrived. yeay~!
5. scholarship interview. huhu.
6. sister's wedding. happy for her! and tired!
7. adi's at sis wedding..thank you!
8. green bag from abg kiki..thank you!
9. a little sad, friends cant make it to sis wedding.
10.still cant drive.:p
11.meeting+work+no mood for work but still hv to.
12.sis wedding at melaka.
13.pd family vacation.
14.nilai-bought kain~ lg?
15.oh, stress tkleh dpt kete utk bawak g melaka. jahat!
16.trip to klcc with yatoque. tempting coach leather bag 1.5k..:(
17.thinking of aab
18.workshop non-stop and still thinking of doing other things.
19.oh, bought coach tag via internet. lalala. parcel from US. still havent received it to-date :( terkandas di kastam malaysia. hopefully takdela kene tax kan. if so, double :((
20.finally, arrival of wsa7035~ after lots of calling. tq. now, for after-delivery makeover..hope x kene tipu! still in waiting~
21.trip to ipoh from kl with lots of pit-stop (kuala selangor-hutan melintang-semesti-teluk intan-cameron highlands) gile test drive..ahaha.(oh, me not driving for the whole trip)
22.raya haji. a good kutbah. about quality over quantity..but seems now more of quantity over quality. semoga kita berada di bawah RAHMAN NYA.
23.trip back to KL.lots of sisters stuff. be a good wife ye, dearest~!
24.after two days, in parkingspot (tepat jangkaan adik ipar, or might i say abg ipar..hehe) i have the guts to drive..with help of dear friend, hani + asnani. thank you dears~! only for about 12km i drove. haha.
25.oh, jai invades home with prison break! dem yuh~ i fell in love again with michael. :x today(11.12.08) on break for undisclosed reason. ehehehe. tk sabanyaaa nk sambung esok..tp, nk main boling pulak.huhuhu..
26.thanks to you for the ipod delivery..muwahs ;x (sumpah, x sengaja~)
27.yeay, successfully drive to and back from office..ihiks..with slight help in the morning for side parking. oh, also parking free at D4 after lunch.. sorryla, a bit lembab, kata test drive kan?..ihiks..thank you, hero for the day~! thanks too, heroins~! yes, i can do it!
28.what else..oh, yes..hv to update the almost dusty blog.
29.oops..i forgot, trip to terengganu~ which is supposed to be no 1 on the list. it's one of my best friend's wedding~! tahniah buchik..hope to see you tomorrow~!
30.if it kills me, is me. :|

that's all, thanks!

hmmm...

2nov08

2008-11-02T20:37:00.008+08:00

hari bersejarah rumetku, cik..eh pn anis..:D

and present from bff, thanks a lot~

sibuk je brad nk tido kat bedsheet baru..ahaha

dan lain-lain perkara yang akan diceritakan tak tahu bila..sekian, terima kasih~!

foot long~

2008-10-29T00:01:00.003+08:00

hehe..happy raya to me~! with no posa ganti this yr, (Alhamdulillah~) sgtlah aku berusaha nk habiskan posa 6...yeay~ terus posa sabtu, ahad, isnin + selasa, mmg tersgt seksa gakla..with me being me...thanks a lot kpd famili dn kawan2 dok support i supaya jgn bukak pose dan harus gigih..ihiks..

well, i definitely know how to fat me up..ahahaha..anyhow, let's pray that's the last time i eat many too much..:D tuh je kot~

trima kasih!

kisah gadis.

2008-10-24T02:11:00.004+08:00

this was supposed to be updated yesterday~ right after the event..but, i dont know why blogger cannot upload the pix. hehe

anyhoo....thanks to hani very much~! having sponsored my tix. muwah muwah..i guess, that was my birthday pressie? hehe..thanks beb..very appreciate it~ oh..what am i talking about? see the tix, and the postcard~? we went all the way to klpac just to watch the premier..ahaks..walaupun tk dpt tiket free, takpelaa...kene usaha lebih lagi nie untk dpt tiket2 free...lalala...sememangnya dasar cheapskate~ well, i believe whatever free, is the best! :)) maybe not all lah kan...but some things does..hehe

oh, about kisah gadis..double bill performance of two story, one being "mangli"- in short about 2 guys..err..one guy one woman? it's start with what seems like a re-union, then turn into conflict, first with the guy, then the woman..then both? interesting story, i say..:D this is the first time ever i watch this as it was actually has been staged before..i dont know when..haha..but it was OK..the actor, tapai who happened to be my senior back in mmu...was awesome. he's the saiko'est ever org gila i ever seen..well, i nvr tot he can digg that..well done~! the woman, tk knall..tp mmg awesome~!

the second one, "gadis jalan burmah", written by rodek..i seen it first last 2 yrs (rasanya) dgn lakonan mengancam gadis itu..it was breathtaking, funny and not suitable for young minds..hehehe..oh, this time the actress was good too..different performance, quite the impact..so i must say, it was awesome too~!

how do i came to watch this? first round, hani ask...then, the director himself, en megat, insist me to come...so, what the heck kan? pegi jek la..ahahhaa...so, doktor "ala tk igt nama dlm sindarela~"tahniah utk arahan kau~! perspektif yg cool pada pendapat aku! ;)

okla..i ought to update more..especially on my last weekend..but it's friday already~ and another long weekend is coming...me going back home ipoh...VERY determine to finish up my puasa 6..cant wait to see and lepak with besties tonite~ and very excited to come to office in the morning..(tolong lah bangun awal~!)

oh oh~ update! i'm accepted~! offer letter hasnt arrived yet, but i'm in...excited? takut lg adalah~! wish me luck kenkawan...muwahs!

another year older~

2008-10-18T00:55:00.002+08:00

yet i still feel young..ahaks..happy birthday to me! thank you! there's plenty of plans going on..but none with besties..what to do~? jz deal with it..and let's go for a fun ride!

i just watched nanny diaries, a nice presentation of mary-poppin style with edges. make me ask myself, who is hazera, really? humm..none comes from me head now! haha..maybe being 27 would somehow give me answer or answers, who knows?..:D still searching though..

so, gonna start today with day-out with 2 of my sistas..after that, dwell in my room trying to ignore the 2 boys, do some thinking..or sleep..might need to study a bit, oh..i still got words to think about, and maybe a bit of thinking again~

on sunday, i might or might not go to open houses (depends on situations)..if not, i shall continue snuggle in my bed doing nothing and try to ignore those 2 boys. oh by this time, i'll be alone..which is not so cool, really~ or i can continue to read paulo coelho..or maybe, love shall knock on my door..ahaha..i dont know..or maybe i can get busy vacuuming house, that would keep the 2 boys lost for a while..that's gotta be good..or maybe i can hang them boys in the locker heh..ahahaha...or get them play dress..ahahaha..i dont wanna cook this week..would be only me who gonna eat it..and i tend to cook for more..that's one reason why i keep gaining weight, which i hv to control..wish me luck in that department..:)) or, i can go out..but that would be sucks..as i dont know where i would end up! haha, now..instead of thinking what i would do tomorrow, i want to go to sleep..and enjoy it! maybe love would come knocking in then..who knows, kan?

thank you besties for the wish..you know i luv ya~

yeay~

2008-10-16T19:36:00.002+08:00

i supposed to write about something...likeee...last sat..but malas..ahaha...

but todayyyy...i'm happy, it's out~ please be normal me self~ please please please..

ehehe..so, i might sambung later...if i rajin, hopefully!

selamat hari raya~

2008-10-03T21:55:00.002+08:00

Masih tidak terlewat kan untuk mengucapkan Selamat Hari Raya dan Maaf Zahir Batin? Selamat Hari Raya OK~!

tahun ini sambutan raya biasa saja..bukan sesuatu yang dinantikan..mungkn sebab kerja..sibuk sedikit..hingga boleh je membeli belah telekung untuk keluarga, buat biskut raya setiap minggu..layan conan, gto, movie tiap malam, keluar ngan kawan2. ahahaha..sgt sibuk saya nie..ahaks~

humm, agak tidak ada ide utk berkata2..ahaha..jd, sampai sini sahaja~ jaga diri semua~!

oh, adam@im not single agak menarik hati~ harapnya jumpa satu hari nnt. :x

birthday present comes early.. very~!

2008-09-25T16:41:00.001+08:00

Thanks hommie~! muwahss!
love it bits~

aiii...waz born, to love youuu~

2008-09-16T22:29:00.002+08:00

the catchy song from which i heard while "layan"ed pride or pe-rai-do~ as per the japanese says. ehehe..i love the song, definitely~! from there, goes my search for who are the singers. turn out it was the late mr freddie mercury himself from QUEEN. the group whose ever popular with "we will rock you"..it's the final countdown~ does that rings a bell?

not from two days ago, i didnt know mr freddie..well, now i dont either..i just know he was one of the other half who sang "under pressure" with mr err..(boleh ke lupa?) one of the rock icon too..but takpela..now, the limelite is to mr freddie. hehe..i know the song pon, of course la from my dear husband who sang it with mr bert. hehe..

okok..enough about mr freddie..all i can say is..his voice is great..no wonder he's one of the great artist..about that song? i'm totally in it..haha..but pity me, got the wrong album..even ask abang for it..but he only got the greatest hit..it's ok, it's ok..plenty of sources..i can always stream..hehe.

"I was born to love you..with every single beat of my heart,
Yes, I was born to take care of you..every single day of my life"

well, now listening to QUEEN's album. and me sgt skeptikal thinking that their album is like rock rock..but this, i can listen too..it's a mix of humm...having a good time songs..ehehe..but anyway...i think i can like this~

ok, now..updates on me..should one to know la kan..seems that bff was so busy she didnt update for quite a while..hehe.. me currently is one selfish bitch at office, i dont know how to control me at all..i dont talk to them, her, him unless about work. sick, i know..but how? do i have to be like sensitive over things..but what i dont like is being left behind..oh, please please..that's sign of insecurities..and what...i wrote that? no way..arghh...okla..loosen up a bit..and see what's tomorrow gonna be..plus kerja berlambak + nk dipelajari pon byk..time mgmt, please honey~

okla..last wk, eh..actually these few days..i bersosial with sisters (yana+ila)..and ina slept over before going back to ipoh. got a request to cook "apa-apa" and that "apa-apa" turned out to be a dish of nasi ayam...yeay, i love~! oh, dipaksa juga masak nasi goreng kampung untuk sahur..sabar jekla adik2 aku nie..oh, thanks ina for the tomyam from her tunang's brother hs. lovely~

what else eh? having graduated from "PRIDE" (as hommie quoted), currently felt like i cant get enough of takuya kimura..ahaha..but then, i dont think i can watch any series, have lots to benkyo about. anyhoo, this should be the end of this entry..the only one who read it would be me..ihiks.

so, minna~ oyasumi!

tomorrow~

2008-09-05T01:06:00.002+08:00

crawling all alone, looking at the skies above..
searching for a bless, for what they called a love.

beaten by the rain, i still the same..
tickle by the wind, i feel the pain..
memories meant to be a misery.

so dont hesitate, if you got nothing to say..
take your promises instead..
tomorrow so far away..
for me and you.

dont you be cruel to me..
dont you be mean to me..
i'm nothing to you..
dont take my breath away.

tomorrow so far away..
for me and you.

--in memories of those "kasih tk smpai"..ahaha..thanks subculture-time knock circa 1998.

psst..cant wait for our yearly event..hiks..muwahs.

i love my once-owned-ibook~

2008-08-30T23:44:00.003+08:00

i did blogged something about my ibook. the first time i used it..humm, i wonder where was it..since my modblog's gone, and i dont know where i put the back-up file..hahaha..

so, to let the bygone be bygones..huhu..byebye dear ibook..it's been almost 5months now since i've last touched you..you've been good..real good. i just hope all the info+pix+memories been deleted by your taker..whoever that is..semoga berbahagia lah dgn harta i..:p

anyhoo..guess who's typing her blog with a new lappy? me is..me is. ahaha...im please to introduce to you all...a proud owner of compaq (murah jek..but it suits me) and a new user of vista (i hope it suits me well too)... dn sgt tk saba...to get my hands on imac (kite tgk jekla bila boleh dpt yg tu..:P) well..with amd and 2gb of memory and 160gb of hard disk..be sure of me to be very intimate with my new gadget..ahaks..oh, so many to update in here..on my lappy of course..mental note, hv to copy my 20gb mp3s from hani..ahaks..my precious~! (ala2..damn tk igt nama...oh, smeagol!) ekeke..

byk juga nk kene diupdate ni..personal+works...huhu..gotta do a list about it..:D oh..updates~!

firstly...lupa plakkk...dear hommie~! selamat hari lahir! semoga panjang umo + murah rezekiii~!! luvya~!

then..i've lepakked at starbucks ita keje..got myself a pack of coffee..tah bila nk stat minummm...and pau dia tgk "babylon a.d." yeayyy~ i like~! vin diesel was sooooo machoooo laa...huhuhu..thanks for making my day, vin! ihiks..boleh ke?

okla..it's gonna be a longgg night now..have to kemas rumah segala..tomorrow hv to go out early for a catch-up session with nani..ihiks..apa nk belanja die ni ye? hum humm..oklaa...taking care all~ selamat hari merdeka?!

muwahs..xoxo

i am doing this...

2008-08-26T20:43:00.003+08:00

beginning of a new beginning~

wish me lucks~!

the hills are alive...

2008-08-26T01:47:00.000+08:00

with the sounds of music~ hahaha..i can sing that song forever..ahaks..well, now it's my time to reminicse those childhood time when i would love to watch the movie, but not being an english-minded movie buff my father was (skang pon), i always cant watch "the sounds of music" on tv..even if i got to watch it, i always slept halfway..as this movie is always at night..you see my bedtime is about 10pm when i was a child..so, say if the movie has to stop at 12midnite for news...of course la my eyes cannot tahan~ so, sleep i was..hahaha..but this movie always be in my favorite..oh, semuanya la feveret..ahaha..but this one, is. :D

dvds is what i bought down south..."rambang mata" has gotten me 2 movies in 1 price (the sound of music+west side story) musicals that was great! i only watch wss for the first time and i find it deserved the oscars for its outstanding performance..it was unexplainable..(sbb malas nk celoteh lebih2)..lalala..and i managed to got my reason to go sg, the black parade is dead! and comes together with not-meant-to-buy 2disc radiohead, the best of..awesome albums! (berbaloi tau!) cant wait to go back sg rokam and layan mcr with sistas~! td dah jeleskan sorang...hahahaha..and check out my fb status..i am married...ahahaha..of course i am kan..to g.a.w, who else..ahaks~!

what else..oh, i bought too ck one perfume~! yeay! 200ml, jgn main2! ari2 nk mandi ngan die..ahaks. itu jekla kot..:D

oh, the trip was a short one..actually, i want to go back at mon..but friend got hal keluarga, so..short it was..and believe me, it was hectic~! penat..and i dont know how i gonna work today~! now being 127am and me not sleep yet~! ini semua sbb extreme mocha la nie..hopefully me OK..hv to do some works n thinking...hopefully tabah la saya, tk tido untuk hari ini. :D

yes, the trip got me to new places, i never been..namely bugis street (is it?) lupe plak..+ other side of little india and sim lim (sg's lowyat)..but it was fun and good. and thanks kazen, bawak kitorg jalan2. :D jasamu dikenang sampai bila2. the trip also saw me being nagged, kene marah by bibik. hehehe. and also the "kenapa makin gemok?", "bila nk kawin", etc etc..ni baru jumpe bibiks ni..kalau jumpe obeks, sure lagi bising..so, the next trip to sg? end of the yr, maybe? i vowed to bring mak over to visits her siblings. ;) insyaAllah, Mother~ i bawak k..:D:D semoga dimurahkan rezeki..;)

today, was my lazy day~! woke up at 10..ker 11? silap besar trus dok dpan PC, i was stuck until 12..chatz+works~! so mcm ingatkan nk gi opis..tp tk dpt la kan...masak nasi goreng patty burger daging..pastu tgk the west side story..sekerat2..pastu terlekat lg dpan PC, chatz+works..huhu
at 6 brlah boleh gerak ke mv, hv to buy cats dearest foods. geram sungguh dgn alvin dok nk mkn smpah jek..huhu..plus he merajuk dgn i..asik kene marah je kan..eee..geram2! dn sy beli kasut sukan..:D yelah nk bersukan nie...hehe..btul~! serius nie..nmpak tk org serius ni? :p

pastuuu...mlm, setelah berhempas pulas bawak 3 plastik brg kucing yg berat (nasib baik lif berfungsi), satu beg plastik roti cheese harga rm8, 1 beg berisi extreme mocha dan satu paper bag kasut sukan....sambung tgk west side...tgkla..2.5 hrs movie cum setengah hari screening nie..apa kes? konon bz lah kan..ahahaha..mmg pon...i was so stress..but i still keep cool about this..:D oh, asnani kata nk anta baju..tp tk jadiii..huhuhu..lmbt lagi la i pakai baju kurung baru nie..:

takpe takpe..nk pakai baju biru nie..to complement my blue handbag..tp mcm nk pakai seluar..rasa gemok..nk pakai baju kurung biru..mcm tkde yg sesuai..hummm~! *thinking* hum humm..tidakkk....tatau nk pakai baju apa? hahaha..

so, might as well i just stop thinking and start working..okla ye~! the hillllllssssss areeee aalllliiiveeeeee....~~~ withhh the sounddd of musiiicccc~!! cheers~!

oh, happy birthday david, budak SI busuk..(hopefully he didnt read my blog~! well he didnt i guess~!) ahahahaha.

oh, cheers to hecticc week~! ;) i LOVE my JOB~!

bon anniversaire~

2008-08-21T16:05:00.001+08:00

hehe..b4 the day end! i would like to announce that it is the 3rd month anniversary me+roomie taking care of not so little kitten..wow, and me thinking it's been years~! ahahaha

saiko kan? no ribbons, no cake, no what-so-ever. me dok belai2 dear alvin+brad aje..ahaks..dh gatal2 i nie..:))

itu aja..nothing much! we talked, but virtually and slow responsively..

please lemme out of this misery..tolong bgn awal esok, plis plis plis..got many errands to do! wake up wake up!

oh, b4 blah..baru jek lpas nonton "forgetting sarah marshall". oklah..:D:D not recommended for the little ones!

ok, take care! semoga hari esok lebih ceria dari hari ini. wish me lucks~!

20082008

2008-08-20T22:33:00.004+08:00

dear you..miss you.

just another day passed by not so greatly. but boss said, i look "berseri" today. "make-up ke?" haha..i was like, humm..almost everyday i wear make-up what. ahaha. yalah...a bit of blusher, gloss, eye-liner + maskara..that's always be my basic. hehe

omg, im listening to fly.fm, flirty@1030. tolonglah..kenapa kene kacau boipren org, pastu..si boipren ni..kene ke berscandal pula? oh gosh! sungguh tk bagus. but whateva..you are who you date. ahaha.

so, on this mostly "mcm sedap" date..hehe..i bid my blog er myself, adieu! i just cant seem to express/story myself clearly. and cant wait to go sg. tabahkan hati ok! everything would go smoothly~!

oh oh oh! lupa~! dh anta my app. to further study. hopefully got it..and pleaseee...tolonglah jgn freeze scholarship! huhuhu! wish me luck, dearest!

and now, i hv to think how to fork up the first sem's bill. *think*think*think*

nk pegi laos lagi~! :-/ *wink@bff* :p kononnya la kan..:D

okla..i would to enjoy the rest of the day by...dok diam2 atas katil! haha

muwahs~! psst..nk tgk vin diesel dlm babylon ad.huhu