i lost a friend.

The Fray - How to save a Life

Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
And pray to God he hears you

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

How to save a life
How to save a life

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

How to save a life

watsup~

tired~ expectedly. :D balik2 bekerja terus kerja bertimbun. ahaks. so later. nk uplod gambar pon mcm beso la plak file. later~

whatever happen in December 2006.

Heya. Banyak perkara berlaku rupanya pada Disember. Eh, sebenarnya suku tahun akhir 2006. Tapi, aku nak senaraikan untuk bulan Disember je. :D

1 Dec - My dear sis birthday, beloved Ina. She's 23. Will be married earlier than me, that's positive. :D
8 Dec - Yanti + Yatoque sleep over. Bercanda sampai malam tengah malam dan pagi plak. haha.
9 Dec - Family Day TM. tp pegi bersama rakan2. ahaha. Petang tu, masak dinner for Yanti. Tempe, ikan Bilis, kentang sambal...mmg mengancam..sedapppppp~
10 Dec - Met up with Mak, Bapak n Abg Dan's family. Not to forget my bro, Abang. terpaksa lone ranger, k.Nora n Nabil ke Johor. eh lupa my dear sis Yanti and anak2 sedara yang comot2 tu (Bila, Syahid n Hafiz)
11 Dec - Tgk Barnyard dgn yatoque. Sleep over @her house.
12 Dec ( 9 am - 1 pm) - melepak @ opis Yatoque dn beli tix to Bali. Cant hardly wait~ :x
12-15 Dec - The best camping ever. Got to meet great people and it felt so wonderful.
16 Dec - Terlepas Rock The World + Words & Tunes @ BORDERS TS. the day I found out about her being pregnant. :|
17 Dec - Terlepas Troubadors @Atrium sbb tersalah dengar dan pergi ke Ikano. a long story actually. haha. ignore the spelling mistakes, malas nk check. :D
18 Dec - my childhood friend's birthday, Ina. A mother with a beautiful daughter, turned 25.
19 Dec - Outing with Kekure n Habri. Watched Glastonbury. Enlightening. Sounds fun to go to the Carnival. Cumanya, sanggup kah? :>
20 Dec - Got extraction. Sakit siottt....hopefully bertahan sampai akhirnya. ok. no more tooth decay~! ever~!
21 Dec - Go to Singapore hooray~! catch up later about that after Christmas.

ps: did I ever tell ya I love Christmas~! ehehehe

The first to know?

No, I guess not. She is 13 weeks & 5 days pregnant as at Dec 16, 2006; and i'm still not on her list to be informed. Well, the first to know? You decide.

coba

Terlalu Singkat Untaian rasa yg kuselitkan.. Semoga mampu 'tuk meluluhkan.. Hati pemilik senyum itu.. Perbagai cara akan ku coba.. Agar aku takkan kehilangan.. Pandangan dari senyum itu.. Dan di saat ku katakan “jadi kekasihku” akan membuat kau jauh lagi hebat.. Percaya padaku…. Percaya padaku…. Jiwaku untukmu.... Hidup terlalu singkat… Untuk kamu lewatkan tanpa mencoba cintaku…

Don’t you wanna feel my skin on your skin?

The Killers - Sam's Town

I love the album despice Brandon's new look! tk comel dah. :D but neway, i just love'em. it's like falling again for Mr. Flower. :D

Enjoy~!

Bones

(Come with me)
We took a back road, we’re gonna look at the stars
We took a back road in my car
Down to the ocean, it’s only water and sand
And in the ocean, we’ll hold hands
But I don’t really like you, apologetically dressed
In the best put on the heartbeat line
Without an answer, the thunder speaks from the sky
And on the cold, wet dirt I cry
And on the cold, wet dirt I cry

Don’t you wanna come with me?
Don’t you wanna feel my bones on your bones?
It’s only natural

A cinematic vision, ensued
Like the holiest dream
There’s someone calling, an angel whispers my name
But the message relayed is the same
Wait till tomorrow, you'll be fine
And it's gone to the dogs in my mind
I always hear them
When the dead of night, comes calling
Save me from this fight
But they can never wrong this right

Don’t you wanna come with me?
Don’t you wanna feel my bones on your bones?
It’s only natural
Don’t you wanna swim with me?
Don’t you wanna feel my skin on your skin?
It’s only natural
I never had a lover
I never had soul
I never had a good time
I never got gold

Don’t you wanna come with me?
Don’t you wanna feel my bones on your bones?
It’s only natural
Don’t you wanna swim with me?
Don’t you wanna feel my skin on your skin?
It’s only natural

"I don't love you, like I loved you, yesterday"

yeah~! the title doesnt potray my feeling. hehe. i'm just so happy i finally got my hands on my new precious~!!!!! my precious~ ok, ok~! you all can picture me as gollum~! wakaka. just bought myself the special packaging of the black parade~! it was awesome! i have not finish harrassing it yet, well got the whole CSI to be finished off first, then I'll "berchenta" with it~ imaji ini ya, gwe berinternet dulu, sambil dengerin satu rakaman MCR di situs nya~! ahaha! seriously, they sounds awesome!~ ok, try to hear it all @ www.theblackparade.com. sorry ya gang~! malas mau link kan~! got lots of work to do~! ahahaha. oh ya, cant wait too for my present~! kekure, mana ni? hep hep~! oops..thanx my dear yatoque for the present~! i really love it~! muwahss

yes, i think i forgot few things. firstly~! Selamat Hari Raya & Maaf Zahir Batin~! Happy Eid to all Muslim all over the globe~ May all our brothers & sisters live happy and safe altogether. peace~!

secondly, i totally forgot to visit my dear old friend~! thanx to the three moist choc cake that my sisters and i bake yesterday! sorry dear. i'll try to make it up to you another 2 weeks. hope you and baby still at kampung~! :D (ps:/ my cake is yummy~! ahahaha..more calory to burn~!)

thirdly, all the CDs and books that I lend/borrow. huhu...have to make a list~! :D

think that's all that i can list down~! wanna continue watching and harrassing~!

taking care everyone~! 3 cheers~!

friday the 13th

i just post it for the sake of just posting. hehe. when shall i meet my match made in heaven ya? takde kene mengena ok dgn subjek. haha.

adam's song

This is me being depressed..ahaha. but really, what he said make sense. we are to die alone, we're such a loner in this over-crowded world. please humor me friends, i might need some~

while you do that, kindly meet my forever-huggable-never-be-mine-boyfriend~ he's cute neh! somebody's husband with kids, he is. haha~ so, if you meet somebody look-like him...please tell him, "hazera kimsalam~!" ahaha..eh, i'm not so depressed anymore la. cool! happy fasting everyone!

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I never thought I'd die alone
I laughed the loudest who'd have known
I traced the cord back to the wall
No wonder it was never plugged in at all
I took my time, I hurried up
The choice was mine, I didn't think enough
I'm too depressed, to go on
You'll be sorry when I'm gone

I never conquered, rarely came
16 just held such better days
Days when I still felt alive
We couldn't wait to get outside
The world was wide, too late to try
The tour was over we'd survived
I couldn't wait till I got home
To pass the time in my room alone

I never thought I'd die alone
Another six months I'll be unknown
Give all my things to all my friends
You'll never set foot in my room again
You'll close it off, board it up
Remember the time that I spilled the cup
Of apple juice in the hall
Please tell mom this is not her fault

imok~

Has nobody asked you how you are?
You look like you might not last the day
I wouldn't have made it very far
So we'd make a good team right away
I've not made amends for yesterday
My lip won't get me out of it
Waking up dreading hearing tales
Of all my nightmares being true
I take a breath and grab the phone
Secretly hoping you're not home
I'd leave a message - I was out
Out of my mind on drink and drugs

sudah jumpa apa yang dicari?

belum lagi.

Welcome to the Black Parade~

My Chemical Romance shall bring out their alter ego out in Black Parade some times soon, 24th OCT 2006 to be exact. Just cant wait! I just heard their EP, Welcome to the Black Parade. Awesome! Still didnt lost their MCRs sounds, more dark, i presume! more japanese i think! haha. Even Gerard's with his sick face, i still love him! ahaha. all of them! and bob getting thin, (tk puas hati!), Mikey has lost his speck, frank is more crazier than ever and ray, stick to his afro with a twist. haha. either, they all look great! and dark, of course! huhu just cant wait, really! cant stop talking about it. just called up my dear sis to share with her. hehe. and just watch their performance via youtube at the recent MTV VMAs. wow, magnificent! i missed it! argh~

ok, all in all. that CD is in my wishlist. for my birthday, if i may. so, please..anyone! that's all i wanted for my birthday! i dont ask for MCR personally, not even gerard. I just want that CD. hehe. TQ!

oops..gtg! will talk more (i hope!) about it. xoxo

Rufus Wainwright - Cigarette & Chocolate Milk

cigarettes and chocolate milk
these are just a couple of my cravings
everything it seems i like's a little bit stronger
a little bit thicker
a little bit harmful for me

if i should buy jellybeans
have to eat them all in just one sitting
everything it seems i like's a little bit sweeter
a little bit fatter
a little bit harmful for me

and then there's those other things
which for several reasons we won't mention
everything about them is a little bit stranger
a little bit harder
a little bit deadly

it isn't very smart
tends to make one part so broken-hearted

sitting here remembering me
always been a shoe made for the city
go ahead, accuse me of just singing about places
with scrappy boys faces
have general run of the town
playing with prodigal songs
takes a lot of sentimental valiums
can't expect the world to be your raggedy andy
while running on empty
you little old doll with a frown

you got to keep in the game
maintaining mystique while facing forward
i suggest a reading of 'a lesson in tightropes'
or 'surfing your high hopes' or 'adios kansas'

it isn't very smart
tends to make one part so broken-hearted

still there's not a show on my back
holes or a friendly intervention
i'm just a little bit heiress, a little bit irish
a little bit tower of pisa whenever i see you
so please be kind if i'm a mess
cigarettes and chocolate milk

hoyeah~

bon jour~ nothing to write, really! today's the day when it felt like, the utmost waiting. see, i'm quite shy you know. tk semestinya korang tgk aku huha huha, aku 'nga malu. hehe..malu seh. mcm semalam, this someone has been trying to ask me for a photo, which i frankly prefer not to. uhuks. malu seh~ tah apa la nk dimalukannya..aku pun tk sure. hoho, apa la yang aku cuba sampaikan ni ya? humm, okla~ i did give out my most decent pic, which one? mmg paling decent weh, pakai baju kurung, kain kapas lg~ ahaha! err.. tuh je la kot, dh kasi gamba~ pastu? tunggu aje la.

i remember replied, "saje je". what's that in english eh? nothing much? err..mcm bukan, uhuks. i wish i did learnt my "bahasa" well. haha. tk igt dah kenapa aku tulis ni..ahaks. tp yg pastinya, that someone stop texting. well, nvm. dunia tk berhenti berputar pon kan? haha. gila optimis. baik~ mari update2 blog. i shall update those draft. ngee~

ahaha

my utmost attempt to create a new blog, since my modblog cannot publish pix. will write more later. since then, taking care! daa!