"I don't love you, like I loved you, yesterday"

yeah~! the title doesnt potray my feeling. hehe. i'm just so happy i finally got my hands on my new precious~!!!!! my precious~ ok, ok~! you all can picture me as gollum~! wakaka. just bought myself the special packaging of the black parade~! it was awesome! i have not finish harrassing it yet, well got the whole CSI to be finished off first, then I'll "berchenta" with it~ imaji ini ya, gwe berinternet dulu, sambil dengerin satu rakaman MCR di situs nya~! ahaha! seriously, they sounds awesome!~ ok, try to hear it all @ www.theblackparade.com. sorry ya gang~! malas mau link kan~! got lots of work to do~! ahahaha. oh ya, cant wait too for my present~! kekure, mana ni? hep hep~! oops..thanx my dear yatoque for the present~! i really love it~! muwahss

yes, i think i forgot few things. firstly~! Selamat Hari Raya & Maaf Zahir Batin~! Happy Eid to all Muslim all over the globe~ May all our brothers & sisters live happy and safe altogether. peace~!

secondly, i totally forgot to visit my dear old friend~! thanx to the three moist choc cake that my sisters and i bake yesterday! sorry dear. i'll try to make it up to you another 2 weeks. hope you and baby still at kampung~! :D (ps:/ my cake is yummy~! ahahaha..more calory to burn~!)

thirdly, all the CDs and books that I lend/borrow. huhu...have to make a list~! :D

think that's all that i can list down~! wanna continue watching and harrassing~!

taking care everyone~! 3 cheers~!

friday the 13th

i just post it for the sake of just posting. hehe. when shall i meet my match made in heaven ya? takde kene mengena ok dgn subjek. haha.

adam's song

This is me being depressed..ahaha. but really, what he said make sense. we are to die alone, we're such a loner in this over-crowded world. please humor me friends, i might need some~

while you do that, kindly meet my forever-huggable-never-be-mine-boyfriend~ he's cute neh! somebody's husband with kids, he is. haha~ so, if you meet somebody look-like him...please tell him, "hazera kimsalam~!" ahaha..eh, i'm not so depressed anymore la. cool! happy fasting everyone!

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I never thought I'd die alone
I laughed the loudest who'd have known
I traced the cord back to the wall
No wonder it was never plugged in at all
I took my time, I hurried up
The choice was mine, I didn't think enough
I'm too depressed, to go on
You'll be sorry when I'm gone

I never conquered, rarely came
16 just held such better days
Days when I still felt alive
We couldn't wait to get outside
The world was wide, too late to try
The tour was over we'd survived
I couldn't wait till I got home
To pass the time in my room alone

I never thought I'd die alone
Another six months I'll be unknown
Give all my things to all my friends
You'll never set foot in my room again
You'll close it off, board it up
Remember the time that I spilled the cup
Of apple juice in the hall
Please tell mom this is not her fault

imok~

Has nobody asked you how you are?
You look like you might not last the day
I wouldn't have made it very far
So we'd make a good team right away
I've not made amends for yesterday
My lip won't get me out of it
Waking up dreading hearing tales
Of all my nightmares being true
I take a breath and grab the phone
Secretly hoping you're not home
I'd leave a message - I was out
Out of my mind on drink and drugs