Just a quick one!

If you know me, I'm the most un-organized person, even when I try to be one. :>

So, following advise from Nubby from her post Organization Methods: Tips and Tricks from A Virgo (from ages ago); I'm very determined to be organized for a bit. Ok, maybe not solely from her..I'll take some bits and pieces from my dear hommie/bff advise too (who's a Virgo, too!). Oh, nampaknya memang si Virgo memang seorang yang organized~ hehe and also, my Capricorn bff. :) and of course, internet! Informations' heaven.

As, I want to invite them over, someday. And that someday was too long ago..Hence, I MUST do something. So, this weekend is my HOME time. 

To transform from this, 

from cartoonstock.com

to this :)

from cartoonstock.com

Or somewhat likely. Hehe.

DAMN GOOD ADVICE

(for people with talent!) by George Lois. Hehe, seems like a very mad book! Yes, I got the book yesterday because of the promotion. Bought it with Azlina, and with the promo of 50% for second book and also another 10% off because of Borders card, we end up got the book for a mere RM20!! A very good bargain!! Yes, I'm mad now..haha.

Speaking about mad, I came to know about a series, Mad Men, just going to it's 5th season in US yesterday because of Joanna's post on the Mad Men Love. The clips of Don Draper saying "What" was just freaking hilarious and awesome at the same time. Hehe. Well, could be in my list to watch, dapper! Hopeful for a not busy year. Yeay, right! Oh, let's see the face of Don Draper, and the video shall we?

via Cup of Jo

Ok, back to the book..DAMN GOOD ADVICE~ I just read a few pages, and it seems interesting. I hope I could finish it up quick and grab the very DAMN GOOD ADVICE :) George Lois seems a very very mad man..and, the Esquire covers does have an aura in it. 

credit to phaidon.com

The publisher is Phaidon, and the cover of the book is just like the one by Paul Arden..wow, I love!! Psst, that's the post draft about. Ah, I hope I have the will to post about that. For now, I just enjoy the new book, and maybe, the new found old series.

On another notes, it has been quite a week for me. A few weeks back, has been down..and then up again. A few bad news and more good news. Alhamdulillah :) Now, I'm a happy woman, not so mad. 

I love Paper!!

Actually, I have another post in draft..but this cannot wait..haha..*takut terlupa*

Just now, I've been looking for paper cutter in Malaysia and by that, I mean online..:) Then, I find this blog, which is surprisingly nice..on craft..and a Malaysian! How cool is that? I know one, by one, I mean my bff..hehe.

This blog, with a name of miyyah@kertas is a very interesting crafts made by paper. So comel!! The crafts has made me itching to do one of those quilling. (Well, still need to do some research about that!) But, sooooo Cute!! See below for pictures..:)

*all pictures are property of miyyah@kertas

OK!! I must stop now..haha..too many eye-candy! chow!

I have new addiction, that is.......

Neon Trees! or, is it Tyler~! *blush*

Image Credit: Tyler Glenn

cute, heh? Well, he's some sort of bad boy that I would like :>

and, my current tunes...Everybody Talks!! don't they?

I just have viewed their animated music video and they are just rad and cute!!! oh, I love cute..:>

and the lyrics...awesome!

hey baby won't you look my way,i could be your new addictionhey baby what you got to say,all you're giving me is fictioni'm a sorry sucker and this happens all the timei find out thateverybody talkseverybody talkseverybody talks

chorus:it started with a whisperand that was when i kissed herand then she made my lips hurti can hear the chit-chattake me to your love shackmama's always got a backtrackwhen everybody talks back

hey honey you could be my drugyou could be my new prescriptiontoo much, get me an overdoseall this trash talk make me itchingoh my my shiteverybody talkseverybody talkseverybody talkstoo much

never thought i'd live to see the daywhen everybody's words got in the way

hey sugar show me all your loveall you're giving me is frictionhey sugar what you got to say

Ok, off now..I'm quite stressed..and can't wait to be home!! 


update: Oh, I'm still in flow..haha..just found out that actually, the official music video's out!!! argh, can't see it now, hopefully to watch it soon..i bet it's totally rad..50s, drive-in, and zombies!? awesome, obviously~!

Surat untuk awak.

Dear Awak,

"I was born to love you..with every single beats of my heart"-Freddie Mercury

I always believed that..and I hope someday, yes, someday you can see that. Well, I always love you, kot..definitely with every single beats of my heart. :) Since, from that time when I was still young and naive (eh, I still am-lah..young and naive..ok, maybe not so young and not so naive, but I'm still that girl that would sheepishly giggle and "malu sendiri" whenever I see or even talk to you. OK, even fb-chat with you. :D 

Yes, I want to tell you this. Oh, how I wish you're already married so that I can at least moved on. But, being as stubborn as I can be, I would not budge this feeling until you at least married or whatever. But, if you are married to me, of course the feeling would be cemented in my heart forever. *wink* And, if there are never us, that would heartbreaking (totally!); but, I will be strong enough you don't have to worry about me. 

Last four years, at this date..if you remember, I have asked you a question. You must have felt how crazy this girl are. Well, I am at that time. Crazy over you. :p (OK, still am~) Then, I wait and wait..till I dont know what I'm waiting for. I thought I don't have to ask again, I mean, maybe you're married, have someone special and all..That's the line I won't cross. I won't get in between someone's marriage or relationship, not you..not everyone else. 

This year, my heart begs me to ask; but my head's thinking rationally..huhu. Until now, the head oblige me NOT to ask. Maybe, I won't ask at all. And then, blank! I just got back from hours of finding the perfect Fiyero on youtube. Sorry. I was blank, I don't know what to do. Sometimes, I just wonder why don't you just say no. hmm..eh, you did! But, I did not accept the rejection and bounce back. Ah, I'm blank again..great! I mean, you did say no, but in my heart that does not feel right. It is not like NO-NO, when there seems to be something more in this. Am I a fool to think that you even like me? There, I said it. 

Now, I really don't know what to say. I should stop this now.

Have a great leap day!

- Saya    
    

DIY vanilla extract

I have 2 pods of vanilla beans..huhu and yet to do something about it. Then, I saw this at abeautifulmess.typepad.com and I was excited to try it out, and the ingredients are as simple as vanilla bean and vodka! Huhu..but, as a Muslim, I cannot consume liquor..:(

So, I searched for alternative of vodka, and found that glycerine will do just fine. Hmm, what is that? I'm a bit sceptical about it, I mean what would it taste like, would it be good enough, etc. But, I hope the soon-to-do extract would be nice! So, I can use it for baking cookies, cakes, and all the desserts that I could get my hands on. :)

See how beautiful the extract is..
Picture credits to abeautifulmess.typepad.com

Till the next update, y'all!

p/s: Where does they got all the beautiful bottle eh? huhu..always a cute one~ I like~!!

A very short trip to Singapore.

Alhamdulillah, perjalanan pergi dan balik ke Kota Singa lancar. :) Pertama sekali, terima kasih tak terhingga kepada Fila, my dear bff. Well, we can conclude the short trip was a success. Here are the snippets (at least some of it):

1. Yeay, awake at 4.20am..check!! (ok, sepatutnya bangun pukul 4am ye. sedikit lewat)

2. To LCCT at 5am..check!! both Fila and me was so in time to get ready..I like~!

3. Arrive at LCCT about 5.45am kot..sampai2 terus carik surau..Subuh katanya. :)

4. Sedikit kekeliruan berlaku di sini. Rupanya Gate to SG sudah bertukar tempat baru dan di dalam tiada surau..and no toilet!! So, have to settle of our business before document check and customs. Alhamdulillah, selesai solat dan a very "pantas" breakfast!

5. Get to the boarding gate and wait till they let us in the flight.

6. Around 7am we got in and sit, and my my..the aunties in front and also at the back of us was sooooo chatty. We need our sleeps :( So, have to bear along the flight.

7. Yeay! Arrived at Changi airport around 8.20am. Get ready and swoosh we go to Orchard to find stuff for Yatoque.

8.  It takes us almost 1 hour from airport to the city..after how many train changes. lalala.

9. Got lost a bit to Lucky Plaza and the shop..hehe. Luckily, we got what we come after and Victoria Secret body mist!! Hooray~!! 

10. Breakfast + Lunch at Rasa Indonesia..hmm..betul ke tu? ekeke lupa plak..Fila have Ayam Bakar and me, Dinding Daging. *lupa nk tangkap gambar, sbb sgt lapar dan penat. OK, I must admit that at this time, I was already tired. huhu

11. Spent some times bought souvenirs. Love!! SGD10 for three items.

12. At 12 something we were already on our way to Marina Bay Sands (MBS) for the main event of the day, Wicked! The anxiousness was overwhelming..~! hehe. It takes us almost 30 minutes to arrive there.

13. We have a very long walk from the stations to the theatre..So long! haha. MBS is so big and there have like some sort of river in the middle (at least at one side of the mall) and even have sampan ride for SGD10 per person. Well, quite expensive for my taste. I might as well go to the real river in Malaysia. :) Oh, I thought we already got lost when the signboard to theatre playing hide and seek with us. Then, walla..just right in front of us! hooray~!

14. Fila get us the tickets and just look at how excited we were!

15. At 1.15pm we get to our seating. Luckily we bought it quite early..almost a month ago. We got the  highest place of all, ie. the cheapest..and we are next to spotlight, which means the seats besides me are empty..hooray!! I can see the stage clearly, but my eyes have imperfect vision..so, I'm just happy at where I was. Hehe. Beggar dont have to choose ya. :) OK, at this time..I can tell you honestly that my feet are so sore..I wish I dont have to walk anywhere..haha. OK, on other note, MBS has free wi-fi..Hooray!!! That explains my tweets frenzy ya, everyone! And Fila has already take a nap. She's tired, and we all were. I can't thank her enough that she had agreed to take this trip! Hooray for bff!

16. Exactly at 1.30pm, what we have come for has started! Wicked!!! I'm so excited, I cannot think much..haha. And trying to enjoy the story as much as I can. Galinda was so "gedik" I swear i could hit her if she was anywhere near me. hehe. But, she's fine..ihiks..it's like "gedik-gedik manja gitu", with her feet swing upright, always! aw! ehehe. Elphaba~!! She's so misunderstood. Oh, actually I have read the book, Wicked. I love it! and after seeing the theatre, I love it even more..Elphie's character is so misunderstood, that she have become scapegoat of the scandals in Oz..which was, unexpectedly the doing of his own father. Padan muka Wizard of Oz, jahat sangat! Well, I did shed some tears during the best friends part..aduh..tersensitif..ihiks..and also, the last part. ok, don't judge..I am sensitive. ihiks

17. Wicked ended at about 4.30pm, and I am confused why no one at our seatings give standing ovation..huhu. Jadi, tak boleh lah jakun sangat terus tepuk tangan jek lah. But, it was a very good one! I'm determined to watch it again, and this time at Gershwin Theatre, NY. Cross hands that the production will run until I'm wealthy enough to catch it..hehe. Amin!! *oh, I should do a list on what to do before I die..eh, I MUST!* oh, back to the standing ovation, yes..Fila did mention about it too. huhu. and we both go with the flow..haha

18. After that, toilet breaks..sorry Fila, terbanyak pulak gi toilet..minum air byk sgt kot..hehe. and the best adventure of all~ Before, we came I have researched on where to pray for our jamak Zohor and Asar. To no avail, there are none! Unbelievable! I also has emailed inquiry to MBS and they replied the same. So, I wish and hope that in future the management would provide a prayer room. It doesn't have to be big, but clean enough for us, Muslims to perform prayers. Thank you. Oh. tak habis cerita..as we walk here and there to find prayer room, and no avail..sampai sakit kaki lagi nie..:( and, lastly decided to pray at the Exit stairs. Luckily, I have taken the newspaper at Orchard. Kalau tak, memang takde alas lah kitorg solat. Yes, that was tad adventurous. 

19. Ok, lepas tanggungjawab selesai, barulah rasa lega siket nk berjalan..pastu, boleh tk kitorg g makan. hehe. kiranya cukuplah makan hari tu..haha..We have our teatime at the food court, mango juice and pies. :)

20. Then, sebab dah tak larat sangat, gi duduk dediam kat depan Art Science Museum, sambil ber-whatsapp dgn Yatoque. That was when we are waiting for the Wonder Full show at 8pm. Yes, we are so tired that we were actually waiting at the wrong place..haiyak!! and end up, not seeing the show properly. Sad. The youtube video was more visible. But, the feelings and experiences was so magical, the bubbles and color. If there are to be next time, I would make sure that we secure the perfect place to watch the show..hehe.

21. OK, then time to go home! Off we go to Changi at around 8.30pm and almost lost our way, as the MRT system has made us confused. huhu. Luckily we managed to arrive at 9.35pm after timeless train change and long walk to Terminal 1. Document checked and customs has let us in. Hooray! Then, we eat. hehe. Yes, we have enough food to fill us but still feel tired. hehe. This time, we had Kiliney bread and half-cooked eggs. I have iced coffee. Oh, no worries, I can still sleep..haha. By this time, Fila has caught some flus due to not enough rest. :(

22. Ah, this is the time I want to vent my frustration. Do you remember, the Victoria Secret's body mist we bought earlier? It was confiscated by the customs in the boarding gate, and I was like..what the???? this is new bought tau...terus2 jek uncle tu amik dan buang! :(:( so sad to see that goes, and I guess Fila was too tired and also frustrated. Her souvenirs also got confiscated. Bengong betul!!! I was a bit sad, as the body mist was meant for my sister. She was the one that asked me to buy and Fila&me has spent time to choose what scent that would suits her. Argh, by this time..I hate customs and their regulation. huhuhuhu. oklah, saya redha..tapi terkilan la jugak. So, reminder to self, if you go anywhere by flight, please make sure that the package is sealed. Sediakan payung sebelum hujan ye..sekian.

23. Done with that, it's time to board the plane..and we have the seats near to the wings of plane. Both of us sleeps all the way. Nasib baik tak banyak gangguan. Oh, even the mamat sebelah i pon tido..so, us three in a row, sleeps all the way..I did woke up a bit, because of some turbulence occured. Huhu, takut sekejap. Dan, pilot bawak kapal terbang laju sgt..830km/jam. Dr patut sampai pukul 12.30, 12 suku dah smpai..Dahla depart pukul 11.45 camtu..huhu..nak kejar apa pon tatau..haha..But, Alhamdulillah selamat sampai.

24. After customs and security, off we go to head home. Sorry Fila, aku tertido sekjappp jek! huhu. Arrived at Fila's crib at about 1.30am. Terus siap2 mandi dan solat dan booomm, tido!! It was definitely a longgggg day~!

Lastly, it is a very long day and we had our fun. Thank you, Fila for everything. Lepas ni mana pulak? Perhentian? Jom Yatoque & Rabby~!!

ps: gambar akan di-update kemudian..
pps: maybe ada lagi kot gambar nk update..kalau rajin..:>

I like the date so much, I have to blog today.

Yes, I love 18 February. Today, it is supposed to be my wedding; but I guess the time has not come yet..so, I'm still waiting for that to happen. :)

Alhamdulillah, today has been very well to me, except of course for a few glitch..but I take it very calmly.  :D So, all the to-do's for today were accomplished and to wrap it up, there will be pictures. Hooray :)

First thing in the morning, it was raining. Very heavily, which has made me so hard to wake up and wish to snuggle in my bed. But, with such a great spirit..woke up and internet..ahaks..watch CSI NY season one a bit, and thought about what dress to wear for the wedding. :D The plan was attend wedding at Keramat->pick up-cake at Bangi->home&change->outing with the girls at Subang. But, of course that does not happened according to plan. I ended up with attend wedding->outing with the girls->pick-up cake. I did not have the chance to be home and change. Hehe, but OK. I still love today. :)

Since, we have promised to be at the wedding at 12, I try to get out from home by 11.45am. hehe..but, being "janji Melayu", I arrived at 1 something because first, I was late and second, I got lost. haha. Well, the wedding invites is through fb event. Dan, dengan sangat bijaknya tidak cetak alamat. Padanlah muka! Anyway, I spent almost 4 hours over there, waiting time for others to arrive and catching up routine. hehe..Well, a good hours spent. :p Tahniah Ayien, and also having the good times with ex-schoolmates.

Then, because of the over-run at the wedding, I have to postpone the pick up. (Thanks K.Hazit!) So, straight to Subang Parade I went. Alhamdulillah, smooth ride from hectic KL. Since, it's my first time to Subang Parade (serious!) I was kinda lost to where the parking is and my..my~! quite expensive-lah the parking rate..takboleh datang lagi kalau nk lepak lama..That's RM4.50 yaw! (kalau lepak midveli baru RM3 kot) hiks. I arrived around 5pm and left around 8pm.. So much for the no frill session. haha. I join the girls at the donut place and we continued to chit chat at McD. We are gossiping (offline) as now, what we say on the net stays on the net. But, that for some other post to story about. 

Afterwards, go to nappy change for babyAdy at Parkson and stops at every shop that seems so interesting. Ahaks. i'm a bit worried about the pick up as the place is far at Bangi and I hate driving at night. Not as confident as old days :(

Ok, to keep the story short, I managed to pick up the cake. Alhamdulillah! Tuhan mudahkan urusan hari ini. Dari Subang ke Bangi ke KL tak jam! Memang bersyukur sangat.

And I arrived home sweet home at around 10pm to finish my almost ten hours outside the house..:) Hope your day was great too. Goodnight!

The one about my plans..again! :)

I've delayed updates for so long!! :( Sometimes I have ideas to write, but I don't know how to jot it all down. Haha. My plans of taking picture everyday, quite still successful..hooray!! So, from the last post to now (certainly not in order):

 1. I have learned to bake souffle cheesecake (yippie!!) and diamant vanille (easy!)..and I shall make plans to buy hand-mixer and oven!

2. Bought kitchen accessories..:>

3. Received fridge accessories from bff and buttons!!..thank you beb!!

4. Started my arts project, first being my 2011's album photo cover. *hope to finish it off in my 7 days leave (aka "Cuti Kawin")

 5. Organize kitchen and fridge (and fridge magnets)

6. OK, this is more of a confession..gotta redeem myself at work! *peace sign!

7. To date, today is my third visits to K.Mas's crib..get well soon!! I miss you so much at office :(

8. Oh, bought accessories accessories at Bershka at a very cheap bargain! I hearts bargain..hehe

9. Err, finally I got my hands on the long obsessed green/blue/olive watch :)

10. The newest family addition, babyAlif decided to shorten his favorite bibik's trip to only one night! Can't wait to see you tomorrow, you little munchkin!!

11. Housewarming party at hommie's crib!! so homey~! ihiks..oh, I brought the cake & cookies above!

Plans! Plans! Plans!

This is unplanned, really?!! ihiks..I vowed to make plans and do it!! So, my list of plans this year (a very growing list)..as below:

1) post a picture a day (currently, quite successful! :D)


2) i dont know why, i'm back on manual camera and film..well, it's quite fulfilling..and I will get my hands on that polaroid, definitely!! err, my 2nd try on my Smena 8m..a little blur here and there, but love it!

3) arts & crafts projects on the way..to ensure projects if not every week, every months!!

4) to schedule my blogging hours..hehe

5) work hards, play hards, live life to the fullest!!

6) enjoy music more

7) definitely gonna make myself more visible..ihiks

ok, as of now..i like this song..the lyric video is amazing :)
(owh, i didnt know we cant link videos here, i meant together with the details..haha)

so, here's the lyric to Christina Perri-A thousand years and click here to watch the beautiful lyric video!

Heartbeats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave
How can I love when I’m afraid to fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow

One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don’t be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I’ll love you for a thousand more

Time stands still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything take away
What’s standing in front of me
Every breath
Every hour has come to this

One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don’t be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I’ll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed that I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I’ll love you for a thousand more

Goodnight, and have a great week ahead, peeps!

Hello, 2012!! *and this time, I mean it!

Yes, it's 2012 and my blog-life for the year 2011 is pathetic!! with 4 posts..haha..only, my life-life is not..so, to begin the year, I'm going to share what's have go-going-gone (definitely not in order):

1. Last semester of MBA :)
2. and I managed to tick one of my to-do..Graduate before turning 3-0..Alhamdulillah!!
3. Series of bonding together2 with best friends, friends and everyone...but never managed to catch up with mamat tu :p
4. Ok, actually a bit depressed too with him..
5. Alhamdulillah, berjaya bawak mak & bapak to Singapore in May..first time Mak naik plane..
6. Took a plunge in Fujitsu scholarship..Alhamdulillah, shortlisted to interview..masih berdebar tunggu result..kalau dapat, mmg syukur..kalau tak dapat, bukan rezekilah :)
7. Oh, family trip to Singapore again..USS here we came!!! best~!! but, actually the main reason for the trip is cousin's wedding..hehe
8. Oh, to think of it..actually he does includes me in his life..news of his father's passing. which have made me thinking about life, and a postcard. :)
9. Talking about postcards, actively send and receive postcards via postcrossing!! i like~!
10. Have a blast on my 30th and beyond!! got to meet mas duta personally~! <3
11. oh, i did have a blast with bffs for post-convo photo session~!!
12. Bought an analog camera and maybe one more this year..argh~!!
13. My housemate aka bff moved out. sedih gile dowh! rasa cam nk mati jek..tp alhamdulillah tak mati lg..:)
14. Owh, how could i forget!! a series of personal computer breakdown...and now, I own an iMac!! love it to bits~!!

for 2012, i have not list down (yet! properly!) what i want to do..but basically become a better person and blog more~!! I must have a schedule..ihiks. and right now, I'm off to my bed and read Jan 2012's Cleo..Zooey is in the cover! shoot~!!

So, goodnite! Here's to new year, new resolutions, new and old and the only dreams!

gpoyw?

Stars - Heart

Time can take its toll on the best of us
Look at you, you're growing old so young
Traffic lights blink at you in the evening
You tilt your head and turn it to the sun

Sometimes the TV is like a lover
Singing softly as you fall asleep
You wake up in the morning and it's still there
Adding up the things you'll never be

Alright, I can say what you want me to
Alright, I can do all the things you do
Alright, I'll make it all up for you
I'm still in love with you
I'm still in love with you

Time can take its toll on the best of us
Look at you, you're growing old so young
Traffic lights blink at you in the evening
You tilt your head and turn it to the setting sun

You disembark the latest flight from paradise
You almost turn your ankle in the snow
You fall back into where you started
Make up words to songs you used to know

Alright, I can say what you want me to
Alright, I can do all the things you do
Alright, I'll make it all up for you
I'm still in love with you
I'm still in love with you

The hard rock god, he never had a chance, you know
Incurable romantics never do
He held a flame I wasn't born to carry
I'll leave the dying young stuff up to you

You get back on the latest flight to paradise
I found out from a note taped to the door
I think I saw your airplane in the sky tonight
Through my window lying on the kitchen floor

Alright, I can say what you want me to
(I want more)
Alright, I can do all the things you do
(Give me more)
Alright, I'll make it all up for you
I'm still in love with you
I'm still in love with you
(I want more)

Alright, I'll say what you want me to
(Give me more)
Alright, I'll do all the things you do
(I want more from you)
Alright, I'll make it all up for you
I'm still in love with you
I'm still in love with you

I'm still in love with you

*lyrics posted depicted what I currently feel, and maybe I'll update once i can get out from this mess
**thank you Stars for the song <3

hey hey!!

referring to last post, hooray! i did most of the stuff..hehe

appraisal was so-so, but who am i to comment. syukran for the rezki, try again nxt yr!

i bought too many. tee-hee.

please have the courage to do dissertation :-)

so, i can proceed to what's next in line.

happy morning!

oh, i lost my cdma phone. barred already. where to find cheaper one?

Hola 2011~!

18 February 2011, today is! haha..I've been away too long. Miss it, but do not feel like writing in cyberspace or in my physical journal, either. I missed quite number of pages and also months but I do try to jot things down (mostly in my secret place..haha) Nah, just kidding~

Anyway, this year started off (well) slow~ and fast at the same time. It's been almost Wk 8 in my final semester (I hope!) and I still have not finalized the dissertation title! huhu. I hope today's meeting with the Supervisor bear some fruits. :D I really want to graduate this year, before the turning of BIG 3-0. Argh, just the thoughts of it makes inner me wish for a time machine for a different path of life..ok ok, that just wishful thinking..

Works seems so-so. Nothing much to say.. and it's appraisal time~! So, let's see where I go from here.. *cricket cricket*

I'm still stuck here..and I don't like it. Seems like nothing I could do, but I don't know what else to do. I don't see any light in this never-ending tunnel, I feel like I want to give up..but the question is, why?? Haha..I have now in my plate, a full study-career-wants-needs-envy-self inflicted injury, i might have to forget it just yet. :D I've waited almost my adolescence life..I can wait couple of years more. haha. Even on the 8th, I have totally forgotten about it!

So, today is my supposed lucky day~ oh, I feel it! and I'm gonna start off my 2011's entry with..

WEEKEND TO-DO

Saturday

• Tidy up that lil' back room aka Alvin's toilet
• Stop by at SS2 for Alv's litter
• Diana+Faezal's Wedding
• Finance Proforma Class
• new bedsheets (heart)
• Watch Bones
• Thesis activities
• Zumba's beginner (maybe!)

Sunday

• Watch new Glee
• Strategic's assignment
• Finance's reading and understanding
• Zumba..again, maybe? haha (if Zumba's on Saturday didn't happen..just ignore the "again"..haha)

p/s: I hope I manage to do all this. *cross fingers*

ALWAYS BE THINKING ABOUT THESE THINGS

I find an interesting read on "Always be thinking about these things". Makes me wander.

I've just got a call from Penang, suddenly. About the damned event that had happened during Raya eve. Well, suffice to say..I am damned, pissed and tensed and feel like I have no one I can confide to. It's highly likely I have to pay for the damage done and pricey too. I don't have it, seriously. Now, I really hate my day. I cannot say life, as I would've lied.

So, let's go through what to think:

Dreams. Yes, with that un-interesting event..I might have to postpone my dreams. Heck, I have lots of it. It would be suck. :( But I have make a list about it. Hip hip hooray for that.

Living. Hmm..I'm living life but I feel a bit like loser now.

Influences. Many, I'll think later.

Relationships (near and far). Because relationships are central to everything else. Is there a phone call you need to make? What can you do to help someone, or at least show them you care? <-- What can I do to help me? I'm super annoying.

Passion. Because life is short, you might as well spend it doing things you’re excited about. It’s only an overused word because most people don’t know what it is. <-- I cannot chose one, pathetic.

Destinations. Because you need to know where are you going, whether it’s a real destination or a representative one. (If you don’t know where you’re going, you’ll probably end up somewhere else.) <-- I dont know where I'll end up, really.

Deliverables. Because producing something worthwhile leads to a meaningful life. Every day you can wake up and think, what’s next? It’s often easier to focus on deliverables than a time schedule that may vary depending on what else is going on. <-- I have a list now.

Growth. Because it’s not about growth for the sake of itself, but if you have something good and you can build it further without losing anything, why not grow? <-- maybe, I just dont want to grow up :(

Metrics. Because you need a way to measure your journey. <-- hmm, later maybe?

Legacy. Because this is the most important thing! What are you building? What is the story of your life, and what will be its ultimate impact on the world? <-- I still working on it. :(

I hate this feelings.

It's my birthday...

and what I got is the news that my beloved Brad has died, 4 days after, 2 days ago. It was the worst present ever, thank you.

Devastated, I was. Still do, I am.

So, I don't know how to celebrate my birthday.

Do you?

glee's finale perfect ending~

to end it with this are just wonderful~ makes me wishing upon stars. and judy garland, oh was she just fabulous? i'm so watching wizard of oz~

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Somewhere over the rainbow

Way up high,

There's a land that I heard of

Once in a lullaby.

Somewhere over the rainbow

Skies are blue,

And the dreams that you dare to dream

Really do come true.

Someday I'll wish

upon a star

And wake up where the clouds are far

Behind me.

Where troubles melt like lemon drops

Away above the chimney tops

That's where you'll find me.

Somewhere over the rainbow

Bluebirds fly.

Birds fly over the rainbow.

Why then, oh why can't I?

If happy little bluebirds fly

Beyond the rainbow

Why, oh why can't I?

well, it's gleeks time..ok la tu! haha

you are...my hero?

via le love

Obsessive Consumption: What Did You Buy Today?

1901's at 19th May 2010 with bff, her treat~! Thanks beb~!

And here I'd like to thank bff for her approval and her superpower to make my WANT a reality. :)

OK, enough shopping. Time for house cleaning, pronto! I vowed by this weekend my part of the house would be cleaned and organized. Yes for better house and living~!