untuk kita!

Menarilah dan terus tertawa
walau dunia tak seindah surga
Bersyukurlah pada yang Kuasa
Cinta kita di dunia
selamanya..

Cinta kepada hidup
memberikan senyuman abadi
walau hidup kadang tak adil
tapi cinta lengkapi kita.

dont leave me.

Ne me quitte pas
Il faut oublier
Tout peut s'oublier
Qui s'enfuit déjà
Oublier le temps
Des malentendus
Et le temps perdu
A savoir comment
Oublier ces heures
Qui tuaient parfois
A coups de pourquoi
Le coeur du bonheur

posting this in tears, for missing KakMin..for whatever happen on Saturday, Sunday..today. for hommie, for myself..i am scared.

from le love.

thanks for sharing

Fade Kitchen Bowls

I should buy myself a house, so I can keep all the things that I like and I want and use them! uhuhu

Nice Fade bowls which is uberCool! via swissmiss

this polaroid was taken on my birthday..

somewhere else away from home. I found out about late Jamie Livington through Zana while she was looking for Polaroid filmpacks (not that I know why..hehe)

it's amazing to see how life captured everyday in Polaroid film and in a way, make us wonder about death..well live and let live before death come and take you away.

Bermimpilah, maka Tuhan akan memeluk mimpi-mimpimu

saya mahu tonton ini... kerana sejak akhir2 ni, teringat sungai lenggang. :)

The Nuffnang Footprints!!

wow, just found out beloved Nuffnang have a wall, click here for more info. bff, jom snail mail photo!! hehe..

hey, fellow nuffnangers! here is one info you dont want to miss..the address for the snail mail!!

The Nuffnang Footprints Guardian
Nuffnang Sdn Bhd
12B-5 & 12B-6, Heritage House,
33 Jalan Yap Ah Shak,
50300 Kuala Lumpur,
Malaysia.

lama tak menggunakan perkhidmatan pos malaysia, mungkin inilah masanya. <3

i miss you. i miss you. i miss you.

<3

a heart that hurts is a heart that works.

[pix curik dr kekure..hehe..amik tau beb ;) ]

i'm savoring placebo - bright lights cause love hurts! and today's 182. i heart, no..i love it!!

Cast your mind back to the days,
When I pretend' I was OK.
I had so very much to say,
About my crazy livin'.
Now that I've stared into the void,
So many people, I've annoyed.
I have to find a middle way,
A better way of livin'.

So I haven't given up,
That all my choices, my good luck...
Appear to go and get me stuck,
In an open prison.
Now I am tryin' to break free,
In a state of empathy.
Find the true and enemy,
Eradicate this prison.

No-one can take it away from me,
And no-one can tear it apart.
'Cause a heart that hurts,
Is a heart that works.
A heart that hurts,
Is a heart that works.

A heart that hurts,
Is a heart that works.
No-one can take it away from me,
No-one can tear it apart.
Maybe ' an elaborate fantasy,
But it's the perfect place to start.

'Cause a heart that hurts,
Is a heart that works.
A heart that hurts,
Is a heart that... works.

just wow!

Site-hopping from swissmiss, and find this drawings by Marco Fusinato just fascinating and WOW; investigating if there is a connection between sound, vibrations and physical reality?

Humm, does it? they should have eh..as we human does vibrate when we move, talk even with sleeping. Vibrations lead to sound. Does it just amazing to know about it? Even amazed when the connection is drawn~! oh, i think i miss drawing..

my heart is filled with you.

bff told me that this song's reflects me..well i'd say it does reflect me..lots!!

(pix courtesy of it rightful owner, nice one!)

Colbie Caillat - You Got Me

You're stuck on me and my laughing eyes
I can't pretend though I try to hide - I like you
I like you.

I think I felt my heart skip a beat
I'm standing here and I can hardly breathe - you got me
You got me.

The way you take my hand is just so sweet
And that crooked smile of yours it knocks me off my feet

Oh, I just can't get enough
I'm a stoup[? ] I need to fill me up.
It feels so good it must be love
It's everything that I've been dreaming of.
I give up. I give in. I let go. Let's begin.
Cause no matter what I do,
Oh (oh) my heart is filled with you.

I can't imagine what it'd be like
Livin everyday in this life - without you.
Without you.
One look from you I know you understand
This mess we're in you know is just so out of hand.

Oh, I just can't get enough
I'm a stoup[? ] I need to fill me up.
It feels so good it must be love
It's everything that I've been dreaming of.
I give up. I give in. I let go. Let's begin.
Cause no matter what I do,

Oh, I just can't get enough
I'm a stoup[? ] I need to fill me up.
It feels so good it must be love
It's everything that I've been dreaming of.
I give up. I give in. I let go. Let's begin.
Cause no matter what I do,
Oh (oh) my heart is filled with you.

Oh (oh)
You got me. You got me.
Oh (oh)
You got me. You got me.

oh, gosh~!

it's been almost 3 years already..it was about 8pm something kot i called. ahaha.

huhu..ain't it something, awak?

a lovely story from a tragedy.

i've watched this last nite, with my sis :yana: i do not cry, not because it is not sad..but maybe i have enough crying lately. even watching few of csi's i tend to shed a tear. maybe, it just me being sensitive lately.

the book by alice sebold of course has deeper meaning..but, peter jackson has definitely succeded to bring this story with magical experience with a few tweaks here and there. and i definitely do not like mr harvey..

watch this if you've read the book and want to see latest addition of mr jackson. 4.5 stars from me (as grandma lynn+buckley and the rests deserves more, but how would you cramp all in a movie? hehe)

I just haven't met you yet.

I'm not surprised.
Not everything lasts.
I've broken my heart so many times I stopped keeping track.
Talk myself in.
I talk myself out.
I get all worked up, then I let myself down.

I tried so very hard not to lose it.
I came up with a million excuses.
I thought I thought of every possibility.

And I know someday that it'll all turn out.
You'll make me work so we can work to work it out.
And promise you, kid, that I'll give so much more than I get.
I just haven't met you yet.

Mmmm...

I might have to wait.
I'll never give up.
I guess it's half timing,
And the other half's luck.
Wherever you are.
Whenever it's right.
You'll come out of nowhere and into my life.

And I know that we can be so amazing.
And baby your love is gonna change me.
And now I can see every possibility.

Mmmm...

But somehow I know that it'll all turn out.
And you'll make me work so we can work to work it out.
And I promise you, kid, I'll give so much more than I get.
I just haven't met you yet.

They say all's fair.
In love and war.
But I won't need to fight it.
We'll get it right and,
We'll be united.

And I know that we can be so amazing.
And being in your life is gonna change me.
And now I can see every single possibility, mmmm.

And someday I know it'll all turn out.
And I'll work to work it out.
Promise you, kid, I'll give more than I get,
Than I get, than I get, than I get.

Ohhh!

You know it'll all turn out.
And you'll make me work so we can work to work it out.
And I promise you, kid, to give so much more than I get.
I just haven't met you yet.

I just haven't met you yet.
Ohh, promise you, kid, to give so much than I get.

(I said love, love, love, love...)
I just haven't met you yet

I just haven't met you yet.

lovely weekends with bffs.

Last weekend was the best weekend ever to spend with bffs in two separate occasions. ;) i like! first being "Digi Internet Pimp My Day" with Yatoque on Saturday and second, AJL24 with Fila on Sunday.

So, my Saturday can be considered quite a slow one, have problems waking up but have to wake up due to 9.30am appointment with bugsman to check our house. After that only, I got ready for the event of the day!!! High with hopes and full of p
ositivity that I could make myself proud..i dragged myself at the wee 1.45pm to meet up with "Barbie Army", my team. We're Team 1.. (memang sesuatu betul! haha) and sorry girls I was late, but we sure make an impression..ihiks.

Anyway, this is us, "Barbie Army"

Emy, me, Yatoque, and Fiza

First thing first, tangkap gambar group..haha..and then, we got goodie which is a broadband modem powered by Digi as our companion. (of courselah kan, the tagline is "Broadband done right") After about 45mins wait, we go in and got brief. err, didnt i tell you that the location is at Mardi Gras, and we are about to go round and round OU. i didnt eh!? but anyway..that's where we're at. hehe..anyway, the game is like we have to complete sets of challenges whereby challenging!! tak tipu! and how glad we all were, we managed to complete all but one challenges due to time limitation..:D

and now, the challenges! first, we opted for swatch challenge, where we are to create one 30 sec ad creatively with swatch and digi of course (you can check it out at fb..like i'm gonna link it here, malu seh!). the second one quite easy, pose at your best with Quiksilver clothing! check us out! i got this sweater which was sooo warm!!

then, the hardest challenge...we have to run 800m which is equivalent to 2 rounds of stadium ok! definitely have to get fit pronto~! but i managed to finish it up in less than 10mins. a record for me, but behold the consequences..ahaha.

then, we were quite loss in finding the digi store. not so cool, but anyway, we manage to find 2 separate challenges in one place, Rainforest; first being Bulls Eye (where we have to sumpit menyumpit, sorry i sucks at this) and second, dictionary @ur hand..hehe ..oklah we survive that!! than we go back to Mardi Gras, to have the most embrassing moment in life where we have to pole-dance creatively with theme, athletic. (well, my idea of athletic changed completely when seeing with my own eyes how the pro did it, marvellous ok! tak sangka lak boleh terlekat haa kt pole tu! guys mmg enjoying it without a blink..akaka)

done with that, and we were still gigih to find that digi store (psal lah susah sgt nk carikkan?!), but when that's not happening..we're off to Home Run, but we have to wait till 6pm!!! that cannot la..so, masih cube untuk gigih lagi...akhirnya, we found the digi store!! FINALLY~!! heheehe. then after create playlist of Akon+Lady Gaga..we were contemplating whether to go baseball or to finish it all to check point without completing all challenges? The latter won discussion. So, back we were to Mardi Gras @6.13pm and try to complete our last challenge, blogpost of what we've did before 7.30pm. well, we managed to do it. Thanks Yatoque!!! gigih sungguh kamu! well, the night ended at about 9.30pm with new experiences! Who would have thought this was tiring but at the same time fun!!! we're all home with Digi Limited Prepaid Internet (which was what I'm using now. the 5 days limit nk dkat habis pon..TQ digi)

I would like to thanks all my team for the efforts and fun!! Digi and Nuffnang for the chances and exprience~!! boleh buat lagi..ekeke

oh, i planned to go to frinjan after that but en habri mcm hesitant to let me go there as it was raining heavily!! siot betul..but okla as i think i have enough challenge for the day too. and my present takde lagi..menambahkan rasa malas nk pegi. :P

and off to second ocassions!! firstly, thanks to kekure for the tix. pandai ye ko tknak jumpe org tu..:p anyway, i have great fun with missfila (who-no-longer-has-a-blog). Sunday started off quite mundane too as I woke up nearly err..hehehe..and we layan-ed dvd first (which i forgot which title) and then siap tido nap segala before gerak! and worse come to worst from the we-got-ticket-or-not-hiatus to jam-packed people towards entrance, then no bottle inside stadium damn rules which make us drink 3/4 bottle. ahaks. seb baik tak terasa nk terkucil hehe..anyway thanks fila! sbb ala2 dah penat dan broadband prepaid pon mcm nk habis masa kan, aku upload gamba jek la! ;) tapi mcm gigih jek lagi broadband ku ini...jadilah marilah sambung sementara tgh upload gamba! ehehe.

masih comel ha masing2. ramaikan?

mmg ramai gile nk mampus ok org2 kat stadium tu..macam semut pon ada dah semuanya...dari yg tua ke muda, kurus dan gemok, pelbagai rupalah dan sikap kat sana..pape pon it all turns out ok! persembahan yang mantap2 dari semua contestant. saya dan fila mewakili aliyah berbesar hati untuk menyatakan sokongan kami yg hebat untuk anda. you go, girl!!

di tempat duduksaujana ha mata memandang!

huhu..gubra!!

i dont know why i always forgetting the first band, what's their name again? oh, estranged! if wasnt for andy, the drummer..confirm mmg tk igt! hiks..then, aliyah! hooray!!! pastu, hafiz kot!! :D:D oh, tertinggal misha omar.

then, bunkface (i like!!!!) i see my own gerard in sam. sorry, husband! didnt meant to cheat. ur still in my heart bebeh!! and bunkface can really rock stadium, man!! then, stacey, pastu aizat "kau pergi". well, i spend the whole song crying like mad. really miss you, kak min.


next round, hujan..the flash mob cool! tomok, you can do better lah! en black with aku rindu sayang kamu!!! memang tersangat aku rindu sayang kamu sungguh!!!! then, akim.

another round, yuna dan sebenarnya..aizat kau dan aku and last, abg faizal dgn bencinta! applause applause! semua best!!

everyone seems to beat their own beast in AJL24. overall mmg best..

eh, intro pon sgt cool tau!!! dato' siti (artis feveret jasmin ni) nyanyi "tak tahan, tak tahan tak tahannn~!" EHEHE. masa balada rasa mcm nk lari jek stadium..tp bile tang ngan en lan ex-MUH now azlan n typewriter..mmg cool habis!!! i love!!!!

dan biasalah selingan2 muzik antara zaman ni...70s groove with jeffrydin..disco with jay jay..rock kapak with search (mmg hebat) and x paham konsep apa wth MUH. but overall..OK!!

tgk live mmg best tp lepas ni, kene pastikan dpt tix VVIP baru boleh pegi..haha..kalo tk berebut la masuk entrance level 4 tu.. :D

itulah kisah hari minggu saya bersama kawan baik selamanya. sekian, terima kasih!

nota kaki: masih terkenang semasa lagu juara berkumandang dan tk puas hati bunkface tk menang jugak! :( but everything must be politically involved, how?

updates!

yes, we made it to the game. so, again..wish us luck!! going to let digi pimp our day.ehehehe

anyway, as of now..i'm having  a very bad flu symptoms which i suspected due to coldness last nite. i want to go home!

nothing to do with anything, this is lyric of "Derita Merindu" by Ahli Fiqir.

oh, such pain in love but why miss it?

Kau katakan cinta gunakan akal
Bila aku gunakan, kau yang menyangkal
Bagaimana nak kekal
Kau katakan cinta gunakan minda
Bila aku gunakan, kau yang tak percaya
Bagaimana nak bahagia

Maafmu tak bererti, kau mudah sesali
Berulang kali telah kau mungkiri
Manis mulut berjanji terpedaya lagi
Menanti biar terus didustai

Kaulah bahagia (bagiku)
Kaulah derita (bagimu)
Esok lusamu
Tak ku kenal lagi engkau siapa

Dan aku cuba sedaya upaya
Telah ku usaha dengan sepenuh jiwa
Bagaimana hendak ku lupa
bayangan wajahmu selalu di depan mata
harum baumu masih dapat ku hidu
Bagaimana ingin aku membencimu
Jikalau setiap hari merindu
Sekiranya derita merinduimu itu sebenarnya bahagia..
Aku pilih derita..

Mungkinkah esok atau lusa walau biarpun lama
Akan ku biar tiada ku tetap kan setia
Entah bila akan tiba sampai jua harimu yang sama
Esok seperti semalaman yang tak berubah

Kaulah tanda tanya.. kau tiada titik noktah
Ku dibuai mimpi lena dikejut igau semula
Kaulah tanda tanya.. kau tiada titik noktah
Ku dibuai mimpi lena dikejut igau semula

Seandainya kau berada di depan mata
Mudah untuk aku berkata-kata
Supaya dapatku melihat seraut wajahmu
Walaupun belum tentu kau mahu bertemu
Apalagi memandangku
Setelah ku turutkan segala kemahuan kau mainkan perasaan
Begitu mudah kau ucapkan terimalah saja kenyataan..
Aku masih terkilan

Maafmu tak bererti, kau mudah sesali
Berulang kali telah kau mungkiri
Manis mulut berjanji terpedaya lagi
Menanti biar terus didustai

Kaulah bahagia (bagiku)
Kaulah derita (bagimu)
Esok lusamu, tak ku kenal lagi engkau siapa
Kaulah bahagia (bagiku)
Kaulah derita (bagimu)
Esok lusamu, tak ku kenal lagi engkau siapa

Jika kau dapat memahami hati seorang perindu
Baru kau tahu derita hatiku
Jika suatu hari nanti giliran kau merindu
Baru kau ingat derita diriku
Segala yang berlaku bukan kemahuanku
Apa gunanya bahgia
Jikalau bahagia bersamamu hanyalah untuk sementara waktu
Aku pilih derita merinduimu

Maafmu tak bererti, kau mudah sesali
Berulang kali telah kau mungkiri
Manis mulut berjanji terpedaya lagi
Menanti biar terus didustai

Kaulah bahagia (bagiku)
Kaulah derita (bagimu)
Esok lusamu, tak ku kenal lagi engkau siapa
Kaulah bahagia (bagiku)
Kaulah derita (bagimu)
Esok lusamu, tak ku kenal lagi engkau siapa

2010 and wishes.

here, :: The Barbie Army :: goodlucks to us.

happy new year and more to come. it's already 4th Jan 2010. Work already started, and have a grande year, everyone!!

post secret

sometimes i wish he's getting married, or even gay..so in a way, i could move forward. but that's gonna hurt, lots! :|

saya suka!

I forgot today is public holiday for Selangor, and was quite confident driving to campus to resit my paper. There, right in front my eyes, I could see that I'm sooo going to be late for my paper! It's not even Jalan Bangsar yet, and I kept on braking~! Cuak satu badan seh!

As I'm quite good in finishing up the story without the climax, haha. all turned out OK! I managed to resit at about 3mins late. rupanya start 10.15am~ huhu, I hope I pass. The result would be out Monday! *cross hands*

But what I really want to highlight here was during that drive, I was listening to Nadia fly.fm rumbling about show stopper hits, and this song was the winner! and to think about it, mungkin ini memang jalan takdirku~ ;|

Mungkin ini memang jalan takdirku
Mengagumi tanpa dicintai
Tak mengapa bagiku asal kau pun bahagia
Dengan hidupmu, dalam hidupmu

Telah lama ku pendam perasaan itu
Menunggu hatimu menyambut diriku
Tak mengapa bagiku cintaimu pun adalah
Bahagia untukku, bahagia untukku

Ku ingin kau tahu diriku di sini menanti dirimu
Meski ku tunggu hingga hujung waktuku
Dan berharap rasa ini kan abadi untuk selamanya
Dan izinkan aku memeluk dirimu kali ini saja
Tuk ucapkan selamat tinggal untuk selamanya
Dan biarkan rasa ini bahagia untuk sekejap saja

RM102.93 and re-sit Econ paper. huhu

this few days was hectic with personal issues caused by yours truly and also work..and news in the study department. huhu. but Alhamdulillah that personal issues has been a success after calls after calls to machines and bebelan tk sudah..haha. and thank you for the rebate, and i will surely come again. <3

works quite sucks, no doubt about it..but of course after not much toughts, just bear with it. hehe

in that study department..before lunch yesterday, it was great news..and right after lunch~ I have to re-sit! huhu..so goodlucks to me!

i'm quite happy with myself anyway, as my 2009 journal's quite filled with stuff. turn out, I dont have such a boring life! haha.

holiday party plans?

what holiday?
what party?
what plans?

Thanks but NO, thanks.

I have lots in my mind to ponder out, really! but i was and am quite pissed to those who had make being a guarantor, a pain in the ass~!! I mean those who didn't pay loans etc2 and thanks to them, most people felt that it's not beneficial to be one. In the end, you will kene one..they thought.

And now, I have no one willing to be my guarantor~ Not like I'm going to run away pon kan?..I'm not like ppl I've known..but never mind, this is just me feeling frustrated. So, who would care rite? I think I have been a guarantor..ah, yes..for my sisters scholarship, and oh yeah, my colleague's company loan. Well, that's where I draw the line I guess. OKla, i should have learned my lessons.

Never to assume~! even, when really, what you want is to help out a friend.

*be nice to ppl

let's move on~

i lost a friend on the net.. :( it's a shame, but worry not. real world is where we shall meet, and YM (occasionally)

or, this one? huhu

i like this.

myHalloween!!

yeehaa!! have a blast with tyson and the boys along with THE entourage namely kekura, harry, nana and sistas!!! my halloween's cool! next year i'm thinking COSTUME PARTY!!!! hommie, can or not? hehehe

oh, happy birthday ADIK!! congratulations NURUL!! and I have quite an insight at National Art Gallery!! definitely going back soon!

oh, again! i got a surprise from NY Film Academy. I never tought I would get THE booklet, since they are @NY and me @here and I've already downloaded the .pdf. anyway, maybe that's where I'm gonna be someday, who knows~!

ain't tyson's one hella guy~!? :x I bet he stinks! ahaks~

I've been tagged~! here goes..

1. MOST WORN Lipstick/ Lipgloss
for lipstick Benefit my treat or Estee Lauder Pure Color Crystal Lipstick, whichever reachable first, Avon Lips Defense for moisture, Anna Sui Lip Gloss (x igt no) but I love the rose smell of the gloss

2. MOST WORN Earrings/ Necklace
I dont do earrings, haha..for necklace I love my used to be once a year wear, during raya..as it was kept by Mak and I claim it mine..which is mine, really...my heart shaped gold pendant with unique gold chain. I want to replace the chain to another one, since I tend to snap it..but till now, did not find the right one.

3. MOST WORN Shirt/ Top
my KLue subscription give-away t-shirt. it's time to find a new one. haha

4. MOST WORN Nail Polish (changing this to my wrist watch)
same as my bffs, i change it to my wrist watch..but, wait a minute~!! i dont wear one~! haha i stop wearing it quite a while now, for unknown reason.

5. MOST WORN Shoes
currently, Crocs Olivia. eventhough its an imitation, but its comfy.

6. MOST WORN Hair Products
since i'm lazy mood dependently, i used shampoo+plus conditioner all the time. haha

7. MOST WORN Perfume
I love DKNY Be Delicious, but I tend to wear whatever easy to grab. Depends on my mood, it would be DKNY Be Delicious, CK One, CH Chic, Tommy Girl and new addition, thanks to bff aka roomie, CK Eternity.oh, I'm wearing it now..:D

8. MOST WORN Handbag
hmm, this is hard. I hardly wore one this few weeks. beg TM, boleh? I keep bringing laptop, and the bag keep all my stuff together. hehe. again, mood dependently, I go with my red bag, my black bag, Estee bag, oh..I love my purple Cleef bag too. today, I go big with my free Estee black bag. hehe. and I hope in future, my most worn handbag would be one's from miu miu. cant wait to get my hands on one, even if that would be in 4 years time..ahahaha

there, my MOST WORN~! thanks hommie

i love blue, but i have tendency to pick red, own purple clothing, black item. sometimes, i wore green and yellow..but really, i love blue. <3

a blast week-ends for a 28.

yea yea yea. 28 years and 2 days old I am. hehe. not much to brag about.. families who loves unconditionally, BFF, lovely friends, not too much to love colleagues (boring office), oh yea..my two cats (ye fila, derang bila aku ada mula lah melompat2 mintak attention gitu..blah la..no more love for both of you), stupid obsession with that guy, and bla bla bla...

overall, life can be draggy and damn and whatever..but we must not give up. it's too short to be filled by nonsense, ahaha. and i have a blast last weekend. a very long weekend~!

friday: i have allergy and take injection. :( sleep all day, and back hometown at about 8 something, or was it 9 something.. CSI was attentive! sampai rumah terus tido! walaupun lapar sebenarnya, yelah satu hari makan bubur nasi, ikan bilis pedas + lobak masin je..thanks yatoque!!

saturday: woke up early..terus tk tido blk..everyone's busy with kenduri..and me end up helping out with the lamb (huhu) and "kacau"ing gulai kawah..huhuhu. penat jugak la..selamba jek org tu tk datang..eee, geram jugaklah kan. the kenduri was great! met up with makcik2 and pakcik2 and min~ thanks dear!!

sunday: yeayy~!! i turn 28 and i feel 18..ahaha went to teluk batik..well, it was a long drive.. I have a blast tho~! mandi laut tk ingat dunia..lalala

monday: it's time to go back :( if not for the last day of economics class, you can expect me to be home tuesday morn..ahaks..but anyway, my sister and husband and baby afiq go back melaka after months in ipoh (sis and baby, of course), oh my bro off to penang, the kelantanese also went back (my older sister la..ahaha)..and lastly it was me. the other sis hv to stay because of her conditions. she have something in her throat? (i dont know, pity her) the other one want to wait for her boyfriend..mengada! the other one got 1 week off. jealous~! it's all quiet back at home.

and we come to today..where I'll be swamped with office, assignments!~ oh, help me please.. outta here~!

From SE..hehe

Mencube mende yg dh lama ada,tak buat2 je. Celcom gila smalam menybbkn
aku subscribe bb daily.tp sama je,mmg xleh nk connect pn.skang dedua
dh boleh,kenelah gune fon supaya x rugi.hehe.oklah. Tgh sakit kepala
yg amat ni.huhu. Taa.

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in search of Joseph Gordon-Levitt, i found this~!

which is better, actually..hehe

Hopefully this going to be my new obsession~! dan bukan hangat2 tahi ayam..lalala.

and I'm going to start by "This Is Who I Am". You wait Carrie, gonna reply soon enough! ;)

ok, on other notes..I'm going home tonight to Ipoh..cant wait, really~ if given the chance, I like to flee now..haha..but still at work..lalala.

and please, please, please...let me have what i want~! :D:D

notes, what happened this week~

1.monday class, OK

2.tuesday class, saiko

3.wednesday class, cancelled. 45minutes on the road for a less than 1km distance!!!!

4. in the mood for raya...actually, in the mood for not doing work's work done..ahahaha

Eid Mubarak 1430H

Quelqu'un M'a Dit

On me dit que nos vies ne valent pas grand chose,
Elles passent en un instant comme fanent les roses.
On me dit que le temps qui glisse est un salaud que de nos chagrins il s'en fait des manteaux pourtant quelqu'un m'a dit...

Que tu m'aimais encore,
C'est quelqu'un qui m'a dit que tu m'aimais encore.
Serais ce possible alors ?

On me dit que le destin se moque bien de nous
Qu'il ne nous donne rien et qu'il nous promet tout
Parais qu'le bonheur est à portée de main,
Alors on tend la main et on se retrouve fou
Pourtant quelqu'un m'a dit ...


Mais qui est ce qui m'a dit que toujours tu m'aimais?
Je ne me souviens plus c'était tard dans la nuit,
J'entend encore la voix, mais je ne vois plus les traits
"Il vous aime, c'est secret, lui dites pas que j'vous l'ai dit"
Tu vois quelqu'un m'a dit...

Que tu m'aimais encore, me l'a t'on vraiment dit...
Que tu m'aimais encore, serais ce possible alors ?

On me dit que nos vies ne valent pas grand chose,
Elles passent en un instant comme fanent les roses
On me dit que le temps qui glisse est un salaud
Que de nos tristesses il s'en fait des manteaux,
Pourtant quelqu'un m'a dit que...

blind.

I was young but I wasn't naive
I watched helpless as he turned around to leave
and still I have the pain I have to carry
a past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried

after all this time
I never thought we'd be here
never thought we'd be here
when my love for you was blind
but I couldn't make you see it
couldn't make you see it
that I loved you more than you'll ever know
a part of me died when I let you go

I would fall asleep
only in hopes of dreaming
that everything would be like is was before
but nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
they disappear as reality is crashing to the floor


how can i make you see?

15malaysia

this has been around for a while now..only myself being the one so lambat to update on this...anyway, only 2 of 15 shorts has been released~! i love both of them!!!!!!!

oh, k.min~! how much i miss you :) Chocolate features the handsome, Kahoe and the ever beautiful, Amani. In less than 3 minutes, the shorts reveal issues in Malaysia..(note that I dont want to discuss it here) and that just the way K.Min sees it~

Potong Saga is by Yu Hang, another familiar name in indie scene.. You should download it..it's funny~! remember Namawee (the guy who makes whole Malaysia angry for the Negaraku song)..he's the main character..being fooled by his friends (kene sunat dulu b4 apply loan with Islamic bank) hahaha

Support Malaysian product!

ps: bitter i must not, when i did not get what i wanted..it may be for the best! :D

Noor Hazera Sohri says, "Talentime telah membuat dia menangis."

Would I'd be out of line if I said.....

I miss you~?

with her, you wont need photo imaging! :*

Blessed with the chance to know the one person with great mind and kindest heart, who connect me to inspiring individuals that later become friends; I thank you K.Min.

You shall never be forgotten and always be missed.

<3

predictably irrational~

well, there's times when i would become irrational. this is one of the time. i'm broke with RM20++ (kot) in my purse...and i'm about to make payment of not-my-car-first-time-service @sucks service center. (got wi-fi and i cannot connect..heh! and turn up using my own broadband (whch btw surprisingly smooth!)) and the charge would be about RM172.++ huhuhu...hopefully enoughla money in my sis account..lalala.

okla..leave that to that! yea! my other cat at kampung..nanang has gotten herself pregnant..and yesterday nite was the birth of my cucu! got 3 of them...i hope they make it..nanang jaga baby leklok k! hopefully i come back home and gave them names! they are so smalllllll...so fragile...and i'm excited but  at the same time scared for them..huhu..hopefully they all survive! rasa mcm tknak blk ok, pagi td! huhu...sanggup tuh..yelah...tatau sapa nk nurse my fragile little kittens..huhu...scaryyyyy! siap call k.mas lagi bgtau...risau plak..boleh ke si nanang yg kecik tu jaga baby..dah la kecikkk jek..tak sampai setahun pon umo..dah tak dara dah..siot tol jantan yg merosakkan dia..huhu..ohh..my sweet little nanang..huhuhu...bila la plak aku nk mengkasikan dia tu..kucing jantan  2 ekor yg debab tu pon tak dikasi2 lagi..huhuhu...ok, brad je xtra debab...si alvin tu harap muke je tembam!

on other notes..tahniah kepada skuad malaysia yg berjaya x memalukan negara sampai MU tk puas hati nk main lagi..hahaha.all the best skuad malaysia malam ni~! aku tgk result jek la esok..:D

apa lagi nie? perjalanan blk pg td alhamdulillah, selamat...smpai tol jln duta dlm kol 6.18am, hantar ila semua, dan smpai vista kol 6.34am..boleh tahan clear la jalan..bagus bagus...td masa nk ke bkt kiara plak..mcm jem jalan nk ke TM..aku suspek mmg UM lah tu..tidak syak lagi..ahahaha.seb baik la..aku cilok federal ke bangsar..alhamdulillah smpat hantar yanti..and now i'm stuck here waiting for the car service.

and i talk rubbish! ahaks..oh, news alert...Frank McCourt, author of "Angela's Ashes", dies at 78. Rest in peace, Mr McCourt.

i better finish up my contemporary economic book! andd.. i havent start my book review yet...wish me luck! even this one is a toughie..i would lurve to score! ihiks..have a good week, everyone..i know mine would be a blast...a so-so most likely...buttttt i want to make it a blast! =)

the Crown Prince gets him to talk.

whoa~! thanks a lot.it's been a long time since he talk. life is a circle, i guess.

what happen to me? I've managed to finish my second semester..and now in my third. Wish me luck as I am definitely sure, this gonna be a toughie..ihiks. the project i'm working in still not gone live. well, sucks actually. but just try to live it up.

bff get married, friends come and go, oh friends get married too..watch theatres a lot! movies..tv series..the cats FATTER, exclusive of alvin who got problem catching up with brad. but he will, like hommie said.

miss my ipod a lot~ havent heard it the way suppose to listen. currently, it become my external hard disk. haha

walk for 7km in one and a half hour..not bad~! :D

bodoh!

just enjoy the show~

"I'm just a little bit caught in the middle, Life is a maze and love is a riddle, I don't know where
to go I can't do it alone I've tried and I don't know why....


I'm just a little girl lost in the moment, I'm so scared but I don't show it, I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know, I've got to let it go and just enjoy the show."

last week was my bff's wedding. 06.06.09. memorable, yes? Alhamdulillah, like in their video presentation..
this going to be a new beginning for them. I wish them a happy life..;)

okok...now, my life still hectic..and i dont like it, at all! i still havent got time to lek lek chill in my room,
kidnap brad, and yada yada.  and i still hasnt submit my assignment..and i crave for makcik kembara's
nasi lemak..which now makcik kembara no more, it's become makcik hilux.
huhu..dh kaya sgt agaknya makcik nie..asik tk bukak jek..:((

 ok, i think i hv to find food la..lgpon, sarapan pagi kan penting~! =) muwahs.

Alhamdulillah~!

bersyukur...and i must strive harder..and smarter~! ;)

It's been 1 year 4 days~!

...since addition of Brad+Alvin in the 3-13-1 clan. woo hoo~! ini adalah kes terlupa anniversary, which explains the extra 4 days..hehe.

anyhoo, the cats are fat, phat and alv lost his hair whilst brad grown more..ihiks. and both soooo cuddle-able. (more to brad, actually~!)

ok, keja keja! smpai botak kepala!

hey~ have you heard?

Blink182 re-unite! huhuhu...i'm definitely head over heels...mcm dah agak cair pon ada nie....I so lurve them very much...

You can read it here, here, here, here, here and actually the lists go on!

Andddd.....it's a MISS i only know it like now..:( but it's ok (ayat sedapkan hati) i still love mark..and he's 37!

teringat plak my post about list of men that i like/love/whatever!

hahaha..mmg sgt pencinta lelakilah saya ni..::x:*

apa yang kita kejar?!

love? fame? money?

yeay! the song that i like..

local rupanya..yeay yeay! no more hunting for the song. lalala ..supports local products! yippie!



Excuse Me
Lyrics by Jipie Music by Pesawat

I don't know what you want...
But I would never give up for you...
Do you know what I want?
That I would never wanna give you an excuse...

It seems so easy..
Yet ..so pleasing...
You heard what I've said...
Maybe its never too late...

But it's not over....till its over!

Shed some shine
When you feeling fine..
With somebody (with somebody)
I don't know if I could take this...
To be somebody (be somebody)

You knew ...what I've said
We tend to make a mistake
Believe me all instead...
Maybe it's time for us to bend and break

But it's not over ...till its over!

Shed some shine
When you feeling fine...
With somebody (with somebody)
I don't know if I could take this...
To be somebody (be somebody)

Shed some shine when you feeling fine
With Somebody (with somebody)
I don't know if I could change this...
To be somebody ...be somebody you...love...

Do I love you?

It's not over....till its over...

note: Pix & lyrics "pinjam"ed from Pesawat myspace's blog. TQ.

psst..later la i update on my BKK experience..:x

guess where I'm at!?

hehehe..maybe it's not a very good time top visit bangkok now...i'm stuck here in the guesthouse lobby! it's been raining the whole morning..and believe me, it's good to snuggle up in bed...butttt, i'm in land of smiles now! i want to visit the grand palace..the wats and i want to go to the night market that we did not manage to go to last nite!

oh, you know what? we have fine dining at indian's cuisine last nite. it stated halal, so we went in..with 25% off ala carte, we spent a bit after hundred there..:( seb baik sedap kecuali silap order kuah lain plak..tuh yg terlebih mahal plak...sooooo, no fine dining after this..hehe..i've been running low in baht deparment..and i have not shop yet at chatuchak! no no no! so, have to jalan2 today..finish up all the sight seeings..before shop til you drop at chatuchak..hehe

ok! cant wait to see you gals at home! and the boys too...huhu..muwahs!

ebony & ivory cheesecake!

yang dah takde la nak cari kan...butttt, i've been looking for it for
a while now..huhu. the cake was so nice i really love it! and i always
try to search for it whenever i go to starbucks.but always to no
avail...pity me..

humm..well right now, im in starbucks in the hope of
ebony&ivory..hahaha...tk dpt..barulah tau dah tak produce lg. but it's
so yummy!!!!! i really love it! now, i crave for it..huhu..maybe i
should bake it someday...haha...i wonder when would be my someday!
lalala

anyway...today is one of best friend's wedding. lucky, i sms-ed her in
the morning..i really thought her nikah is on the nite! teruk
betul..ahaks..pape pon, Alhamdulillah her ceremony went well...good
good. :x i'm happy for her..harapnya she'll lead happy and good
marriage.

on other notes, this one shopaholic got one confessionnn! i spent way
too much la..how how? how can i curb my sickness of seeing everything
essential and important? ahahahaha..oops oops..serious issue here
please! dont laugh..lalala. uhuks.. got to curb this like...PANTASS!

i vow to myself, the bangkok trip would be end of my lavish
spending..after that only necessary item. kabush! ihiks.

oh, okla..maybe i should be back home i and kemas rumah..or cuddle up
with Alv. hehe..lagipon..this starbucks is too noisy la..if you want
noisy,.outside la, kat dalam ni nk chill2 jek..terganggu internet
i..walaupon senanya tk berjaya gune strbucks wifi :( terpaksalah gune
my already-exceed-5gb-broadband-usage! sgt tk best...oh..terganggu nya
gelak beso minah ni..uhuhu..baik aku belah before more sins is
commited..ahaks..

so, till next time..oh, you know what? terganggu dgn lagu yg taktau
sapa nyanyi ni..dok cari tk jumpe2..so, if anyone..knows who sang song
that goes something like this.."but it's not over till it's
over..bla3.." gimme a buzz! muwahs..thanks! well i heard it 2x already
at Hitz.fm.

oh! i'll start my special sem next week..wish me luck! :) TQ.

what a FINE day~

yes, it was.. I guess. I miss/wonder what ever happened to hero. :/ but nvm..did make over today and i was glittery all the way..haha. talk about me being glam..:D

and I bought myself 3 color eyeliner for bff wedding (well, actually I bought 2..then what about the guy's side? she asked. :p so in the end, it's 3..hehe) oklah tu..i'm going to use it anyway~

I cant wait for my high-risk trip..but it's hopeful that everything's gonna be find. *cross hands* but InsyaAllah, we'll have the safe go and return and fun and souvenirs <-- ni yang penting nie..I've to do lists of all things to buy there..no one to be missed! that'll include hero (walaupn cam x pnah nk pass brg lagi..haha) so hopefully, everything's OK!

and now, countdown to the trip! bff wedding! and.......my life!

so, take care all..

huhu.

Alhamdulillah ;)

Re: shopaholic~

wow! updated..so, might as well I update through email..ahaks..

well, for a start..there've been few things happened previously in my life..being "back-to-art thingy", theatres, movies, crushes, exams! and lots more...and more to come. cant wait for trip to bangkok..hectic weekends for May, definitely~ and please, organized,please!













hehe..among other things! :x

shopaholic~

yes, i am one quite impulsive shopaholic! will update more, hopefully! this time around..am testing posting thru email! lalala

back to me.

Hey you
So you never really found your way
Stay true
Did you ever make it through today

That when I think about a day without it
Everyday’s the same
You wish that you could find someone
But I’m the only one to blame

Can’t you see
I beg and plead
Cause when your eyes light up the skies at night
I know you’re gonna find your way back to me

terpana.

i cant still accept the fact that i'm gonna interview the Mem. huhu. what should i ask? what should i do. already star-stricken upon asking her for an interview session. hahaha. i went all hot and red..can you believe that. maybe that's what would happen should i finally see my husband face to face. haha. oh, btw..she herself update her calendar "discussion with hazera" <-- that's me..omg! this is like next to another other big things gonna happen to me. kan dah ckp, i'm star-struck! gila kan? ahahaha.

huhu.wish me luck, i really need that! in work, studies and life!

oh, i'm planning for something red to be added in my precious, real soon. ahaks.

and beginning to miss hero back. ini semua gara2 mak mertua tegur nie. terpana..

Ada

Tahukah dirimu, Kawan?

Dalam serpih-serpih cahaya

Dan gerak-gerik halus benda-benda

Tersimpan rahasia

Mengapa kita ini ada


-dari Maryamah Karpov, catatan Andrea Hirata


nota: tetralogi indah penuh insaf saat selesai membacanya. :)

sungai lenggang.

sangat sayu. dan kuat, penyebab aku tidak akan pernah putus asa InsyaAllah. dan juga akan terus berusaha. teringat pendamping pemberian bff. terima kasih atas ingatan. :)

jadi, bagaimana mau tingkat motivasi diri? sabar, fikir, laku, ingat mak+bapak..andai terlupa, ingat sungai lenggang. ;)

well, this few last weeks..personal life, work and studies have definitely makes me not a person you want to mess with. haha. anyway, i did have fun falling for abang stephen, wish for someone just like abang jason, almost in tears during the last performance in klpac, having the yes and no feelings of stupid thinkings, stress out with work (or maybe the bosses), wish i was far away from here with somebody who love me, my first exam for mba (gila susah, ok! have to read and think more..maybe have to stimulate brain more), oh, assignmentssssss~! :( please learn to say no and meant it, oh..kene marah sbb makin berat..haha. oh, quite sensitive these few weeks (not proud of it, really), unintentionally went out with bff, attend wedding with nani, geng the movie with kekura+habri, pekan sehari@shah alam, among other things.i spent like..more than i can spend..that's horrible. and friend did not pay debt which was under my name.and hv no courtesy to response any of my messages (which is totally uncool!)..i have enough financial problems to think about. i want to buy a house. rumah atas tanah. period.

well, to think about all the above makes my tummy hurts. i believe someday all these probs would be settled. InsyaAllah. ok, nk sambung membaca, semoga dapat sesuatu. terima kasih andrea hirata.

oh ya. it's friday the 13! jatuh bgn sendiri ok! ;)

mati.

datangnya dalam pelbagai cara, lambat selambat-lambatnya, cepat secepat-cepatnya, senang, susah, mudah, seksa, sakit, payah, muda, tua..ianya pasti berbeza untuk setiap orang.

aku..tak tahu bagaimana aku akan mati kelak. mungkin esok, lusa, tulat..atau entah lah. tak terfikir lagi. tapi memang mati itu benar. sudah tertakluk dalam qada' dan qadar ku. jadi, jika masanya telah tiba..apa yang aku harap, aku gembira dan bahagia dengan hidup yang ditempuh, aku telah bahagiakan mak dan bapak, hutang sudah habis terbayar..dan jika aku ditakdirkan berkeluarga, zuriatku diharap menjadi insan yang berguna di dunia dan akhirat.

satu ingatan pada diri sendiri. :)

kata hati.

hati..
pujuklah perasaan..
jauhi segala kesangsian..
cinta..walaupun berjauhan..
kan ku kenang senyuman..
kerinduan ku masih..
kepadamu..
kekasih.

siapa yang dirindukan hati ini? sukar. stephen sekadar anganan. gerard sukar dicapai tapi kekal di hati. ahmad bagai impian takkan sampai. apakah hero jawapannya?

masih sukar dimengerti.

takut...

hari ini dapat tahu, perkara cuci mata di kafetaria budak2 ni. huhu..membuatkan aku lagi sedar, siapalah aku ni, dah la umur berbeza..memang perlu dilupakan saja niat di hati. i just should stick to husband only..:D

anyway, on other notes..just chatted with bff. about her updates..and how i should update mine.
so, here i am..updating.

about nothing, that is. well, i did told her how jealous i am for her LV. bila sy nk jumpa seseorang yang sgt memahami nie..ihiks.

so, that's all! gonna update more for surprises, if any..haha

have a splendid day! xoxo