kecewa..

dtg dlm pelbagai bentuk..hehehe. but i dont feel bad about it. :D

1.cik kekure tk jadi pegi trip, so im not going to GC..my choice.
2.nk makan nasi kukus kt plaza sentral..stlah berpenat lelah berlari2 dgn k.has (sorry my dear)..tp kedai tutup. you should how comical we are running around with heels, (which make it unbearable) haha..and of course, the frustration. sampai tergelak2..ahahaha. seb baik tk sesat. baik, k.has..i'll make it up ;)
3.nothing happen.
4.tempt saya nmpak kemas. haha.
5.air asia latest promotion = wrong timing (haip!) no phuket..no bandung huhu
6.no invite to awards nite
7.tak cuti on the 27th and 30th

in all, today's been great~

birthday shoutout~

hoyeah~ the shoutout goes to two among my beloved friends!

firstly..jaja~ birthday die semalam. sorilah ye lambat wish..;) happy birthday! semoga panjang umur n murah rezeki~ take care!

secondly...to habri ..:P selamat hari lahir~ which is today! maintain ye~!

okla...itu je untuk shoutout. dan ucapan terima kasih yg tidak terhingga kepada my dear friend..cik kekure..demi cintanya...dia tk dpt menghadiri ke konsert GC yg dimenanginya melalui MTVasia~ dan dia dengan rela hati memberi aku satu tiket..yeah..i love~ mekasih ok~ muwah muwah muwahs.

itu saje kot.. terigt plak lagu pupus. am i currently "pupus"?

Benda Aneh Bernama Cinta

bosan. smpai tertido2 cik kekure. wakaka. one thing for sure...funny, you can do things, no matter how ridiculous and out of minds~...untuk benda aneh yang bernama cinta.

neway, i enjoy laughing hard at the pratoganist behavior (walaupun mcm aku sorang je yg layan..dah couple dpan aku buat show plak...sepak jugak minah ni, memalukan perempuan~)

okla, ada sedikit ketidakfahaman...tp nk buat apa kan..it's the writer, director's art. who me to complaint? jadiknya..layann~

talking about this..nah~ so all, happy tuesday mornin~ enjoy your day~

ps: ada org tu igtkan birthday dia..hehe. baiklah my dear~ sure will. ;)
pps: actually, i watched this indie movie like last week. hehe

hey ho~

this is the songs that keep bugging me for two days.~ i hope i get it right..but it does seems right..hehehe

RELIENT K - FRIENDS TO THE END

you'll go right
i'll go left
sometimes we dont agree
but thats ok
cuz in the end
we're still brothers
you and me

we'll go to
steak-and-shake
sometimes cuz we hang out everynight
and we do the same
old thing
sometimes we fool around too much
cuz we are a frisky
bunch
we get in trouble every day

hey, hey, (hey) ho (ho)
straight
through the heart
im there for you and
i know you're there for
me
give me a high five
hey, hey, ho, ho
friends till the end
cant
you see thats the way
its gotta be

you're the money and the bomb
but i talk about your mom
even though it isnt right
go to mikeys
play some games
stay up till the break of day
maybe get into a
fight

hey, (hey) ho (ho)
straight through the heart
im there for
you and
i know you're there for me
give me a high five
hey, hey, ho,
ho
friends till the end
cant you see thats the way
its gotta
be

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ps: this song goes out to those that I called friends..+ sistas! muwahs.
pps: apa ni?

Friday the 13th

haha. tk perasan pun, sampai la Fila ckp td. :D boss die, mr ramsey jatuh gedebuk umpama, whateva la yg jatuh berdebuk ahaha. siap dgr ni, walaupun memakai headphone sambil mendgr lagu. i can imagine that~ hehe

however, today not so spooky as it seems la kan. i got to eat like 'mentekedarah'.hahaha..sgt mokmok. and i got my first upgrading. hoyeah. and almost siapkan risk reporting..and also...i've got more work to be settled.nmpkanya kene ke opis weekend ni. :(

well, plans for weekend? esok main boling~ wakil opis..ahahaha..boleh menang ke ni?! boleh bole~ pastu nk gi kenduri kt shah alam...then pegi opis..wat keje yg tertunda.

ahad~! nk dok umah diam2..sambil baca buku dan mungkin berfikir seketika~ what say you on master of strategic management? OK tk? any feedback/comment is really appreciated~? TQ.

okla..mau mandi + harapnya shed a few grams..ahaha..i was like put on 2kg agaknya...ahahaha..

taking care..muwahs~

ps: somebody's sombong ngan saya (whateva~)...and out of sudden hj samson called~! huhu..tp tk dgr plak..bila call blk taknak angkat plak..pelik~

shoutout~

lupe pulak. it's quite belated, in blog! for real, i did wish them, OK!

so here goes... to my best friend at Ipoh! Min, a mother-to-be quite soon~ happy birthday! be happy always + kindly please remember my present ok! ahahaha. cya end of april~ *giggle*

another one! nk wish jugak lagi, sbb i'm so loving this man~ (walaupun org lain akan admit they do too; well, at least not my friends la kan. org2 lain kat the whole wide world) dear gerard arthur way~ happy birthday! dunno how you celebrate it this yr. no coke and drinks for you ok, my dear! not good for your health. starbucks should be OK~ eventho not too healthy also. ahaha. neway, you shall be my forever obsession (for now!) until i find me a very decent man. kalau smpt, saya mimpikan awak,ok~

ok..cukup2 la tu. i want a nap~ daa!

xoxo

sgtlah terasa nk karaoke lagu ni, :x taklah. sebenarnya nk je pegi karaoke. tk kisah lah lagu pape pon. hehe. goodbye, luv! ps: pls scroll down.


Way Back into Love

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need them again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's gotta be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end

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I read, I watch, I listen as below:
1.cecilia ahern - ps, i love you (loved ones? care to gimme a list?);
2.joanne fluke - hannah swensen mysteries: cherry cheesecake murder (with recipe, mind me. masa baca mcm rasa nk makan je buku tu. haha);
3.colin butts - is harry on the boat? (funny! too many sex scene! ahaha)
4.james patterson - mary, mary (i like! he's in my fav author now. berjaya jugak tambah peminat dia (yatoque >:)))
5.music and lyrics - ok, hugh grant got a very very very NICE butt! and drew is so loveable. (dan sgt kurus ok! haish, what's ur secret, girlfriend?)
6.miscelanious songs - from beloved boyfriend to anak ikan. gwen to akon. mcm2 la.
7.ada satu buku ni pasal aneroxia- lupa plak tajuk dia. 'twas OK. saiko tau, minah tu makan apple split into many many tiny pieces and take about an hour to finish them all. huhu. kalo aku la..makan apple? ngap ngap ngap, abih dah! haha.
8.little black dress series --> trouble with valentine's day by rachel gibson. (cool!)
9.currently reading --> the town that forgot how to breathe (baru start tp mcm elemnt of eerie and goosebump sudah ada. mlm ni la sambung)
dll...

ada lg ni ha. tp tk dpt nk berfikir dgn baik. tidur byk sgt? maybe. haha.

lalai..

i'm being a complete jerk today. i lost a parking ticket. never lost that kinda thing. must be my very very very unlucky day~ :| tp, jgn bersedih. tiap apa yg terjadi pasti ada hikmahnya. :) so i am taking it very calmly. walaupun td sudah hampir2 nk menangis. but nothing come out. huhu. so, pengajarannya..tolonglah sediakan payung sebelum hujan. lalala.

dan baru la dpt tahu, my boyfriend punya birthday coming. haha. truk btul gurlfren dia yg sorang ni. hahaha. i have to do something about it. apa ye? maybe i should sneak him a very surprise birthday party? or should it be just the two of us, a romantic evening together. kinky? ahaha. what a wistful thinking.

but anyway, boyfriend~ happy 30th birthday! luv ya forever. muwah muwah muwah. -xoxo-

quando?

i need change! i want changes~ well, to start with.. i want you. but who you? nk minum ginger juice aa..want some? meh la dtg ofis saya. ;)

post-bali~

huhu. i might need another vacation. haha. this time, only me. :D

this is quite sucked-up day for a while. i'm lucky this time around, that i dont hv to be transferred. but if i were, i would take it as a challenge. haha, but of course..i'll be a real a**. wakaka.

ok, need to do some work. :D

yeah, i love my job~

ps: i'm beginning to wonder, why do i still wanna keep up with this guy? do i stand even a single cell of chance? wondering~

i love my work~

yeah right~

bali~

is nice and peaceful~ :x i'll come again for sure for the arts. :D we 3 sure have lotsa fun! dengan 40 sen. dan lagi 20 sen. but basically, going to bali is like going to midveli with addition of krispy kreme + hotter + windier + lotsa mat salleh and of course, balinise (did i get it right?). but all was worth it~ i really dont mind going again. this time with money for the arts. haha.

cant wait.

there's 2 event in March that have to be accomplished. Huda's wedding and Bali. the second one is already in my thoughts, like forever. ahahaha. later~!

it's over.

She had something to confess to
But you don’t have the time so
Look the other way
You will wait until it's over
To reveal what you’d never shown her
Too little much too late

Too long trying to resist it
You’ve just gone and missed it
It's escaped your world

Can you see that I am needing
Begging for so much more
Than you could ever give
And I don’t want you to adore me
Don’t want you to ignore me
When it pleases you
And I’ll do it on my own

M! to the U! to the S and E~

haha. i love. worth every ringgit spent! :x

thanx abg mat, abg dom + abg kris.

ps: akhirnya aku tau nama derang..:)) tq faye for the info~

the end has no end.

nothing to write about. just hop on this phrase and agree on it. the end has no end. even when you're dead, there still afterlife. and afterlife, there might be something else. humm, rendahnya rasa diri ini. okla, selamat hari Jumaat semua. semoga hari ini kita dirahmati-Nya.

hello goodbye~

"Where you are the one, the one that lies close to me.
Whispers "Hello, I've missed you quite terribly."
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly.
That there's no place else I could be but here in your arms."

oh, gosh. jgn cpat buat andaian~ i love this song. masih tk smpat tgk video klip lagi sampai habis. i bet it was hilarious~ and i love the idea of having fun. ahaks. period.

p/s: this is Encik Gerard that i love, not the footballer. TQ.

hari ini hari rabu.

Inilah dia hari yang dinantikan. Haha. Tiada apa-apa pun, cumanya melayan lagu-lagu di komputer peribadi Fila. Manalah dia ni? Tidak kembali lagi. Saya mahu tonton filem. Filem lakonan En Jude Law, salah seorang lelaki yang saya minati. "The Holiday", cerita mengisahkan 2 orang wanita menukar tempat tinggal mereka dengan niat untuk tukar angin. Sebenarnya, saya sendiri pun tidak tahu. Cuma mahu menonton sahaja. Baiklah, saya patut seterika baju untuk kerja esok. Masalahnya, saya sangat keliru untuk pakai baju apa. Saya patut cuba lebih baik lagi. Selamat tinggal.

Nota: Saya tidak sabar untuk ke Bali. :)

182

yesterday was my lucky day. according to star. tp kalau aku tk baca pun aku tahu. haha. 18 feb. 182, get it? but nothing happened actually. apart from me cannot tahan txtg him with my lucky statement, mng closed on cny, there's no cheetah @jusco (cant u believe it), which lead me to cannot buy that shirt i like from the store seremban, watched csi:NY then miami, along with newspaper cut-out session for interesting pix and articles and ronaldo's pix for birthday gift project, oh, i cannt blk kampung since the home is empty, my parents and abng's family and sisters all went to kelantan, laundry and i didnt get married~ not so lucky i presumed. haha. but i still feel lucky. :)

got the house all to myself. i can do whatever i want. :D eh, i have watched the last kiss. i still love him. :x the story got me into deep emotional doubt about life. damn, i'm 25 and counting. and i haven't really thought about it really well. oh, where art thou my mate~

dan tak saba nk pegi bali. :D

tak percaya~ 08022007

Jing Jing De

Kong qi li duo zhe shen me
You dian lang man de xin dong
Wo tou tou kan ni
Ni ye tou tou kan wo

Shi jie shang duo le shen me
Hao xiang bian de hen bu tong
Zhan zai ni shen bian
Zhe yi qie dou hao kuan kuo

Wo hai zai deng zhe ni
Jing jing de ai wo
Zhi yao you ni pei wo
Jing jing de jiu zu gou

Ni ye zai deng zhe wo
Jing jing de wen rou
Jiu zhe yang shou qian shou
Jing jing de kan zhe tian kong

Xin li mian cang zhe shen me
Ni zhi xiang yao rang wo dong
Yuan lai wo de meng
Ye jiu shi ni de meng

Zhi tiao shang xie le shen me
Wo hao xiang yao ting ni shuo
Rang zi zi ju ju
Cong man wo men de xiao rong

Yong yuan yao ji de na tian bi ci xu xia de cheng nuo
Shun jian dian liang de huo hua

Shi wo men de yong you
Jing jing de shou qian shou
Shi zui jian dan de meng

(Silently

What’s hidden in the air?
There’s a hint of romantic feeling
I’m looking at you secretly
You’re also secretly looking at me

Seems like the world’s getting something more
It doesn’t feel the same anymore
Standing by your side
All become so much bigger

I’m still waiting for you
To love me silently
So long as you’re by my side
Silently is good enough

You’re also waiting for
My silent tenderness
Holding hands like this
Silently gazing at the sky

What’s hidden inside this heart?
You are only trying to let me understand
It turns out that my dream
Is also yours

What’s written on this piece of paper?
How I wish I could hear you say
Let every word, every sentence
Is filled with our smiles

Forever we shall remember of the promise we made to each other on that day
That sudden, bright spark
Belongs to us
Holding hands silently
Is the simplest dream)