Thursday, December 11, 2008
1. bought one mean of transport.err~
2. wsb182, i love to have..but only in dreams.
3. settle respective process regarding the above whole-heartedly. tiring!
4. admission letter to mba arrived. yeay~!
5. scholarship interview. huhu.
6. sister's wedding. happy for her! and tired!
7. adi's at sis wedding..thank you!
8. green bag from abg kiki..thank you!
9. a little sad, friends cant make it to sis wedding.
10.still cant drive.:p
11.meeting+work+no mood for work but still hv to.
12.sis wedding at melaka.
13.pd family vacation.
14.nilai-bought kain~ lg?
15.oh, stress tkleh dpt kete utk bawak g melaka. jahat!
16.trip to klcc with yatoque. tempting coach leather bag 1.5k..:(
17.thinking of aab
18.workshop non-stop and still thinking of doing other things.
19.oh, bought coach tag via internet. lalala. parcel from US. still havent received it to-date :( terkandas di kastam malaysia. hopefully takdela kene tax kan. if so, double :((
20.finally, arrival of wsa7035~ after lots of calling. tq. now, for after-delivery makeover..hope x kene tipu! still in waiting~
21.trip to ipoh from kl with lots of pit-stop (kuala selangor-hutan melintang-semesti-teluk intan-cameron highlands) gile test drive..ahaha.(oh, me not driving for the whole trip)
22.raya haji. a good kutbah. about quality over quantity..but seems now more of quantity over quality. semoga kita berada di bawah RAHMAN NYA.
23.trip back to KL.lots of sisters stuff. be a good wife ye, dearest~!
24.after two days, in parkingspot (tepat jangkaan adik ipar, or might i say abg ipar..hehe) i have the guts to drive..with help of dear friend, hani + asnani. thank you dears~! only for about 12km i drove. haha.
25.oh, jai invades home with prison break! dem yuh~ i fell in love again with michael. :x today(11.12.08) on break for undisclosed reason. ehehehe. tk sabanyaaa nk sambung esok..tp, nk main boling pulak.huhuhu..
26.thanks to you for the ipod delivery..muwahs ;x (sumpah, x sengaja~)
27.yeay, successfully drive to and back from office..ihiks..with slight help in the morning for side parking. oh, also parking free at D4 after lunch.. sorryla, a bit lembab, kata test drive kan?..ihiks..thank you, hero for the day~! thanks too, heroins~! yes, i can do it!
28.what else..oh, yes..hv to update the almost dusty blog.
29.oops..i forgot, trip to terengganu~ which is supposed to be no 1 on the list. it's one of my best friend's wedding~! tahniah buchik..hope to see you tomorrow~!
30.if it kills me, is me. :|
that's all, thanks!
Sunday, November 02, 2008
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
well, i definitely know how to fat me up..ahahaha..anyhow, let's pray that's the last time i eat many too much..:D tuh je kot~
Friday, October 24, 2008
anyhoo....thanks to hani very much~! having sponsored my tix. muwah muwah..i guess, that was my birthday pressie? hehe..thanks beb..very appreciate it~ oh..what am i talking about? see the tix, and the postcard~? we went all the way to klpac just to watch the premier..ahaks..walaupun tk dpt tiket free, takpelaa...kene usaha lebih lagi nie untk dpt tiket2 free...lalala...sememangnya dasar cheapskate~ well, i believe whatever free, is the best! :)) maybe not all lah kan...but some things does..hehe
oh, about kisah gadis..double bill performance of two story, one being "mangli"- in short about 2 guys..err..one guy one woman? it's start with what seems like a re-union, then turn into conflict, first with the guy, then the woman..then both? interesting story, i say..:D this is the first time ever i watch this as it was actually has been staged before..i dont know when..haha..but it was OK..the actor, tapai who happened to be my senior back in mmu...was awesome. he's the saiko'est ever org gila i ever seen..well, i nvr tot he can digg that..well done~! the woman, tk knall..tp mmg awesome~!
the second one, "gadis jalan burmah", written by rodek..i seen it first last 2 yrs (rasanya) dgn lakonan mengancam gadis itu..it was breathtaking, funny and not suitable for young minds..hehehe..oh, this time the actress was good too..different performance, quite the impact..so i must say, it was awesome too~!
how do i came to watch this? first round, hani ask...then, the director himself, en megat, insist me to come...so, what the heck kan? pegi jek la..ahahhaa...so, doktor "ala tk igt nama dlm sindarela~"tahniah utk arahan kau~! perspektif yg cool pada pendapat aku! ;)
okla..i ought to update more..especially on my last weekend..but it's friday already~ and another long weekend is coming...me going back home ipoh...VERY determine to finish up my puasa 6..cant wait to see and lepak with besties tonite~ and very excited to come to office in the morning..(tolong lah bangun awal~!)
oh oh~ update! i'm accepted~! offer letter hasnt arrived yet, but i'm in...excited? takut lg adalah~! wish me luck kenkawan...muwahs!
Saturday, October 18, 2008
i just watched nanny diaries, a nice presentation of mary-poppin style with edges. make me ask myself, who is hazera, really? humm..none comes from me head now! haha..maybe being 27 would somehow give me answer or answers, who knows?..:D still searching though..
so, gonna start today with day-out with 2 of my sistas..after that, dwell in my room trying to ignore the 2 boys, do some thinking..or sleep..might need to study a bit, oh..i still got words to think about, and maybe a bit of thinking again~
on sunday, i might or might not go to open houses (depends on situations)..if not, i shall continue snuggle in my bed doing nothing and try to ignore those 2 boys. oh by this time, i'll be alone..which is not so cool, really~ or i can continue to read paulo coelho..or maybe, love shall knock on my door..ahaha..i dont know..or maybe i can get busy vacuuming house, that would keep the 2 boys lost for a while..that's gotta be good..or maybe i can hang them boys in the locker heh..ahahaha...or get them play dress..ahahaha..i dont wanna cook this week..would be only me who gonna eat it..and i tend to cook for more..that's one reason why i keep gaining weight, which i hv to control..wish me luck in that department..:)) or, i can go out..but that would be sucks..as i dont know where i would end up! haha, now..instead of thinking what i would do tomorrow, i want to go to sleep..and enjoy it! maybe love would come knocking in then..who knows, kan?
thank you besties for the wish..you know i luv ya~
Thursday, October 16, 2008
Friday, October 03, 2008
tahun ini sambutan raya biasa saja..bukan sesuatu yang dinantikan..mungkn sebab kerja..sibuk sedikit..hingga boleh je membeli belah telekung untuk keluarga, buat biskut raya setiap minggu..layan conan, gto, movie tiap malam, keluar ngan kawan2. ahahaha..sgt sibuk saya nie..ahaks~
humm, agak tidak ada ide utk berkata2..ahaha..jd, sampai sini sahaja~ jaga diri semua~!
oh, adam@im not single agak menarik hati~ harapnya jumpa satu hari nnt. :x
Thursday, September 25, 2008
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
not from two days ago, i didnt know mr freddie..well, now i dont either..i just know he was one of the other half who sang "under pressure" with mr err..(boleh ke lupa?) one of the rock icon too..but takpela..now, the limelite is to mr freddie. hehe..i know the song pon, of course la from my dear husband who sang it with mr bert. hehe..
okok..enough about mr freddie..all i can say is..his voice is great..no wonder he's one of the great artist..about that song? i'm totally in it..haha..but pity me, got the wrong album..even ask abang for it..but he only got the greatest hit..it's ok, it's ok..plenty of sources..i can always stream..hehe.
Yes, I was born to take care of you..every single day of my life"
ok, now..updates on me..should one to know la kan..seems that bff was so busy she didnt update for quite a while..hehe.. me currently is one selfish bitch at office, i dont know how to control me at all..i dont talk to them, her, him unless about work. sick, i know..but how? do i have to be like sensitive over things..but what i dont like is being left behind..oh, please please..that's sign of insecurities..and what...i wrote that? no way..arghh...okla..loosen up a bit..and see what's tomorrow gonna be..plus kerja berlambak + nk dipelajari pon byk..time mgmt, please honey~
okla..last wk, eh..actually these few days..i bersosial with sisters (yana+ila)..and ina slept over before going back to ipoh. got a request to cook "apa-apa" and that "apa-apa" turned out to be a dish of nasi ayam...yeay, i love~! oh, dipaksa juga masak nasi goreng kampung untuk sahur..sabar jekla adik2 aku nie..oh, thanks ina for the tomyam from her tunang's brother hs. lovely~
what else eh? having graduated from "PRIDE" (as hommie quoted), currently felt like i cant get enough of takuya kimura..ahaha..but then, i dont think i can watch any series, have lots to benkyo about. anyhoo, this should be the end of this entry..the only one who read it would be me..ihiks.
so, minna~ oyasumi!
Friday, September 05, 2008
searching for a bless, for what they called a love.
beaten by the rain, i still the same..
tickle by the wind, i feel the pain..
memories meant to be a misery.
so dont hesitate, if you got nothing to say..
take your promises instead..
tomorrow so far away..
for me and you.
dont you be cruel to me..
dont you be mean to me..
i'm nothing to you..
dont take my breath away.
tomorrow so far away..
for me and you.
--in memories of those "kasih tk smpai"..ahaha..thanks subculture-time knock circa 1998.
psst..cant wait for our yearly event..hiks..muwahs.
Saturday, August 30, 2008
so, to let the bygone be bygones..huhu..byebye dear ibook..it's been almost 5months now since i've last touched you..you've been good..real good. i just hope all the info+pix+memories been deleted by your taker..whoever that is..semoga berbahagia lah dgn harta i..:p
anyhoo..guess who's typing her blog with a new lappy? me is..me is. ahaha...im please to introduce to you all...a proud owner of compaq (murah jek..but it suits me) and a new user of vista (i hope it suits me well too)... dn sgt tk saba...to get my hands on imac (kite tgk jekla bila boleh dpt yg tu..:P) well..with amd and 2gb of memory and 160gb of hard disk..be sure of me to be very intimate with my new gadget..ahaks..oh, so many to update in here..on my lappy of course..mental note, hv to copy my 20gb mp3s from hani..ahaks..my precious~! (ala2..damn tk igt nama...oh, smeagol!) ekeke..
byk juga nk kene diupdate ni..personal+works...huhu..gotta do a list about it..:D oh..updates~!
firstly...lupa plakkk...dear hommie~! selamat hari lahir! semoga panjang umo + murah rezekiii~!! luvya~!
then..i've lepakked at starbucks ita keje..got myself a pack of coffee..tah bila nk stat minummm...and pau dia tgk "babylon a.d." yeayyy~ i like~! vin diesel was sooooo machoooo laa...huhuhu..thanks for making my day, vin! ihiks..boleh ke?
okla..it's gonna be a longgg night now..have to kemas rumah segala..tomorrow hv to go out early for a catch-up session with nani..ihiks..apa nk belanja die ni ye? hum humm..oklaa...taking care all~ selamat hari merdeka?!
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
dvds is what i bought down south..."rambang mata" has gotten me 2 movies in 1 price (the sound of music+west side story) musicals that was great! i only watch wss for the first time and i find it deserved the oscars for its outstanding performance..it was unexplainable..(sbb malas nk celoteh lebih2)..lalala..and i managed to got my reason to go sg, the black parade is dead! and comes together with not-meant-to-buy 2disc radiohead, the best of..awesome albums! (berbaloi tau!) cant wait to go back sg rokam and layan mcr with sistas~! td dah jeleskan sorang...hahahaha..and check out my fb status..i am married...ahahaha..of course i am kan..to g.a.w, who else..ahaks~!
what else..oh, i bought too ck one perfume~! yeay! 200ml, jgn main2! ari2 nk mandi ngan die..ahaks. itu jekla kot..:D
oh, the trip was a short one..actually, i want to go back at mon..but friend got hal keluarga, so..short it was..and believe me, it was hectic~! penat..and i dont know how i gonna work today~! now being 127am and me not sleep yet~! ini semua sbb extreme mocha la nie..hopefully me OK..hv to do some works n thinking...hopefully tabah la saya, tk tido untuk hari ini. :D
yes, the trip got me to new places, i never been..namely bugis street (is it?) lupe plak..+ other side of little india and sim lim (sg's lowyat)..but it was fun and good. and thanks kazen, bawak kitorg jalan2. :D jasamu dikenang sampai bila2. the trip also saw me being nagged, kene marah by bibik. hehehe. and also the "kenapa makin gemok?", "bila nk kawin", etc etc..ni baru jumpe bibiks ni..kalau jumpe obeks, sure lagi bising..so, the next trip to sg? end of the yr, maybe? i vowed to bring mak over to visits her siblings. ;) insyaAllah, Mother~ i bawak k..:D:D semoga dimurahkan rezeki..;)
today, was my lazy day~! woke up at 10..ker 11? silap besar trus dok dpan PC, i was stuck until 12..chatz+works~! so mcm ingatkan nk gi opis..tp tk dpt la kan...masak nasi goreng patty burger daging..pastu tgk the west side story..sekerat2..pastu terlekat lg dpan PC, chatz+works..huhu
at 6 brlah boleh gerak ke mv, hv to buy cats dearest foods. geram sungguh dgn alvin dok nk mkn smpah jek..huhu..plus he merajuk dgn i..asik kene marah je kan..eee..geram2! dn sy beli kasut sukan..:D yelah nk bersukan nie...hehe..btul~! serius nie..nmpak tk org serius ni? :p
pastuuu...mlm, setelah berhempas pulas bawak 3 plastik brg kucing yg berat (nasib baik lif berfungsi), satu beg plastik roti cheese harga rm8, 1 beg berisi extreme mocha dan satu paper bag kasut sukan....sambung tgk west side...tgkla..2.5 hrs movie cum setengah hari screening nie..apa kes? konon bz lah kan..ahahaha..mmg pon...i was so stress..but i still keep cool about this..:D oh, asnani kata nk anta baju..tp tk jadiii..huhuhu..lmbt lagi la i pakai baju kurung baru nie..:
takpe takpe..nk pakai baju biru nie..to complement my blue handbag..tp mcm nk pakai seluar..rasa gemok..nk pakai baju kurung biru..mcm tkde yg sesuai..hummm~! *thinking* hum humm..tidakkk....tatau nk pakai baju apa? hahaha..
so, might as well i just stop thinking and start working..okla ye~! the hillllllssssss areeee aalllliiiveeeeee....~~~ withhh the sounddd of musiiicccc~!! cheers~!
oh, happy birthday david, budak SI busuk..(hopefully he didnt read my blog~! well he didnt i guess~!) ahahahaha.
oh, cheers to hecticc week~! ;) i LOVE my JOB~!
Thursday, August 21, 2008
saiko kan? no ribbons, no cake, no what-so-ever. me dok belai2 dear alvin+brad aje..ahaks..dh gatal2 i nie..:))
itu aja..nothing much! we talked, but virtually and slow responsively..
please lemme out of this misery..tolong bgn awal esok, plis plis plis..got many errands to do! wake up wake up!
oh, b4 blah..baru jek lpas nonton "forgetting sarah marshall". oklah..:D:D not recommended for the little ones!
ok, take care! semoga hari esok lebih ceria dari hari ini. wish me lucks~!
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
just another day passed by not so greatly. but boss said, i look "berseri" today. "make-up ke?" haha..i was like, humm..almost everyday i wear make-up what. ahaha. yalah...a bit of blusher, gloss, eye-liner + maskara..that's always be my basic. hehe
omg, im listening to fly.fm, flirty@1030. tolonglah..kenapa kene kacau boipren org, pastu..si boipren ni..kene ke berscandal pula? oh gosh! sungguh tk bagus. but whateva..you are who you date. ahaha.
so, on this mostly "mcm sedap" date..hehe..i bid my blog er myself, adieu! i just cant seem to express/story myself clearly. and cant wait to go sg. tabahkan hati ok! everything would go smoothly~!
oh oh oh! lupa~! dh anta my app. to further study. hopefully got it..and pleaseee...tolonglah jgn freeze scholarship! huhuhu! wish me luck, dearest!
and now, i hv to think how to fork up the first sem's bill. *think*think*think*
nk pegi laos lagi~! :-/ *wink@bff* :p kononnya la kan..:D
okla..i would to enjoy the rest of the day by...dok diam2 atas katil! haha
muwahs~! psst..nk tgk vin diesel dlm babylon ad.huhu
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
Kindly please listen and hopefully understand, what i'm trying to tell you.
I love to see us in somewhere only we know, for this is the last time albeit only the first time and also the last i give up my ego. To finally have the courage to tell you what i really feel.
I bend and sometimes break for all the things you've said and done, for what i've said and even done.
Sometimes, I really feel that we might as well be strangers, despite things we share and do.
Everybody's changing. it's constant, undeniable.
Your eyes open for something i didnt see or know. But, someday I hope to see, to know.
She has no time, neither do i and seriously, i dont think i cant stop now or maybe i wont see any sunshine, for all that i've seen and will see means nothing to me without you.
what we have can be untitled but i really want it to be something worth keeping. bedshaped, as strong as i may seem, i still feel somewhat low for who i am. what i become.
dont want to be snowed under, dont wanna waste my time again.
we might as well be strangers, but tell me that we might not.
tell me that we are not. thank you.
Monday, August 11, 2008
Friday, August 08, 2008
and help, the waiting is unbearable..huhu. i've watched southpark@ipod. funny kenny~! well, sleepy gile tp takleh tido. i endure it..for half day! and then went for lunch at klcc. konon nk ke kino, tp terkandas, sbb boleh ke masa tu la plak, mgmt klcc nk buat renovation kt surau~! dh la jauh nk gi surau besar tu..huhu..so what we did was...my plan la..me+my jz-operated sis want to go to kl sentral the pudu.cos nk anta die naik bas. nk jugak blk ipoh tu..uhuks.tp akhirnya bernti kt pudu and solat there..and carik tiket..dpt kol 6 and it's only 4.30? haha. me ajak her to starbucks..and we managed to get 20%off for 3 separated bought frap. malu tau i ngan adik barista tu..sure die pon mcm..apahal org2 kampung ni..tk pnah minum ke apa? akaka..anywayyy~ lepak'd until kol 530..and me+with other sis...kakak2 yg tk syg adik die nie...insistance tknak anta semula younger sis to pudu..hehe..jahat sgt ni.sorry dear! i mmg sgt tk larat..huhuk (tp pastu boleh plak rambang mata beli kasut ngan dvds/cds kt kotaraya!) huhu..mmg confirm kene buang kasut2 ni..uhuks..or else i would hv like garbage of shoes at my racks..itu blom lg yg kt opis. gila kasut ke apa aku ni? hahaha.
anywayyyyy~ i love my buyings + pau'd..ahaha..thanks yana! i bought anime "Ah, my goddess~" which i watched during my younger years. huhu..am i that old? i dont think so~ oh, ngan 2 other anime+1 korean movie+1 japanese movie..but anyway..got home dgn rasa serba salah nk gi opis ke tk semula..since there are actually more works to be done..with working weekends, again~! i jz dont know whether can go to jemputans ni..satu dh mintak parents wakilkan dah..and this one..i would love to go! uhuks..how? how? huhu..pastu me+yana+her bf went pasar mlm and mkn tgk anime..hooray~ uhuks..08.08.08 went by quite fast..and i kinda miss you.
hoho. miss you too bff. and i dont know when to fit us in weekends. huhu..we shall talk about this~! now, please let me sleep, my dear self. goodnite! (same as you!haha)
psst..i might want to run away to sg for a bit..ahaha.
"pertemuan di tangan tuhan, jodoh kita yang fight sendiri", kata dia.
yatoque, aku sokong kau beb~ i know i've said it before..but now, i certainly believe it! dia mmg untuk kamu. MEMANG~!
Thursday, August 07, 2008
kalau x cakap, x semestinya suka melihat situasi. almost lost brad for a sec..humm more like minutes. make me exercise "turun tangga 13 tingkat tau". then took a bath and found out s'thing..other than,
my life sucks and i cant helped to feel it. now, i have choices. one, to sulk with (which what i do best!) or turn that crush into something else (haha..let see! humm...err..how?)
arghs..stressing myself again..so, now i'm going to get sick! be sick!
me wish i'm somebody's "mawar khayalan".
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
sin,dar&ela berakhir dengan bukan yang aku mau. mana tidaknya, aku yang pro-hussin..tentulah mahukan akhiran yang pro-hussin kan? ahaha. tp tidak mengapa tengku hussin, aku ada ni..silalah ke rumah..ahahaha. oklah, salut kepada pengarah dan pembikin cerita..walaupun bukan akhiran yang tipikal..penuh dengan simpulan yang terungkai ataupun akhiran cerita yang menjurus kepada cerita baru, mungkin? biarlah waktu memberitahu.
oh, hari minggu ku berlalu dengan agak lancar. sabtu bersiap untuk kenduri, dengan aku bermain anak saudara nabil dan akhirnya berjaya membuat roti jala tanpa sengaja. rancangan ku untuk menonton tertunda, kerana semuanya mau bantu mak, kononnya.
ahad, menonton "x-files: i want to believe". dan berjaya tonton "the dark knight" sebelah malamnya. dan membeli belah agak hebatnya. kasut untuk raya satu, kasut untuk majlis adik satu dan satu kasut kerja berwarna hitam (lagi!). oh, baju juga.
isnin, pergi beli tiket bas..sambil singgah ke tabung haji dan pejabat pos. tersesat ke kedai kain semasa tunggu bapak habiskan urusan di pejabat bos, dan membeli baju kurung. lalala..baik hentikan penceritaan pembelian nie..haha. petangnya, kembali ke kuala lumpur dengan barang yang agak banyak. lelah setibanya sampai rumah dan seperti penceritaan teman serumah..kucing2 ku yg 2 ekor tu memecahkan cawan berisi perkakas dapur. marah sungguh saya sebentar dan sememangnya mereka akan, telah dan sedang didenda. :D
selasa pula, pergi kerja dengan perasaan malas sedikit, tapi hidup mesti terus. hati kena tabah juga.. dan kene bersungguh lagi. nampaknya, masih banyak kelemahan perlu diperbaiki.
pedulikan mereka yang tidak sepatutnya. aku penentu nasib sendiri.
cinta tak semestinya bersatu, betul kan teman serumah? huhu
Friday, July 25, 2008
did i tell u, i've asked him to watch "the dark knight" which i know beforehand what would be his action..can you tell? nada la of course..hahaha..but that's not gonna break me down, even i know..i would feel broken inside..lalala. i just shove it away, and tada..i am definitely OK~
this week is definitely is combination of events which i could say sucks and of course not so sucks la kan. but i do feel kinda down at office. i shouldnt take things personally or rather granted..i am, sometimes! so, shove them awayy, againn..and of course, I AM OK~ lalala
hey..this is not what i want to story about..it's me now @starbucks pudu waiting for my bus at 1030pm..and sister, ila with her friend.we're going back together to kg..i want to tell about songs that been lingering like..now..i've been repeating this song..i dont know how many times..but tell me what to do..is definitely the song that not that cool..but more to techno thingy..or rock techno..i dunno..it's just too catchy..i likeeee the chorus...lalalala..maybe this week not so bad..i've found two bands that totally cool. firstly, thanks to roomie for the intro..LUDO, i've their latest album.."you're awful, i love you"..i just like their kinda gila2 lyrics with kinky behavior..sometimes la..but no worries husband..your band is always in my top 5..lalala..the other one is Metro Station..i found them through radio (note: i've been akhirnya dgr radio..lalala..thanks to the new extension..i like~) got their album...and all songs is sooooo listenable..which is quite strange for me..but maybe becos of the catchiness..lalala...uhuks..
cannot tell much la..the barista has been mopping at my side of table..gile menghalau kan..so..maybe someday..tell you more~!
right now, im going to pudu...and wait for my bus with my caramel frap and my ipod!
syukur Alhamdulillah for all the blessing in my life.
hope i would be thoroughly OK.muwahs all my friends~
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
haha..well, it's empty..maybe when i'm dead, someone'll love me~ it'll be GREAT! dont you think?
Ensuite, nous nous ferons un parfait les uns pour les autres
Et vous ne trouverez jamais un autre
Viens de réaliser ce que je viens de réaliser
Nous n'avions jamais se demander si
Nous avons manqué à l'une de l'autre.
Monday, July 21, 2008
so, enjoice~ (but sorry bff, our network wont allow it! huhu)
Love me cancerously
Like a salt-sore soaked in the sea.
You're a gluttonous queen
Narcissistic and mean.
Kill me romantically
Fill my soul with vomit
Then ask me for a piece of gum.
Bitter and dumb
You're my sugarplum.
You're awful, I love you!
She moves through moonbeams slowly
She knows just how to hold me
And when her edges soften
Her body is my coffin
I know she drains me slowly
She wears me down to bones in bed
Must be the sign on my head
That says, oh...
Love me dead! Love me dead!
You're a faith-healer on T.V.
You're an office park without any trees
Corporate and cold
Gushing for gold
Leave me alone.
You suck so passionately
You're a parasitic, psycho, filthy creature
finger-bangin' my heart
You call me up drunk
Does the fun ever start?
You're hideous and sexy!
Must be the sign on my head
That says, oh...
Love me dead! Love me dead!
Love me cancerously
How's your new boy?
Does he know about me?
You've got the mark of the beast.
You're born of a jackal! You're beautiful!
Wha' 'bout that sign on my head
That says, oh...
Love me dead!
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
and now..i've been tagged!! like last week..maaplah bff baru nk buat nie..jgn marah k! :P
5 things in my bag:
i. my 3G k610i handphone (ntah btul ke tk..but it does serve my craze for video calling..haha<--malangnya takde sapa dah nk bervideo call dgn)
ii. my esprit walllet
iii. keys + my little black book
iv. CD lip gloss (sometimes i dont hv cosmetics in my bag, tatau nape tetibe ada satu..haha)
v. my almost FULL ipod classic! (serves me well during my "breeze" walk to office
5 things in my wallet:
i. notes and cents
ii. essentials: ic, driving license yg tk gune langsung (must drive car this weekend!), medical card, ATM cards
iii. no photo watsoever (new wallet, still single, dont hv time to find pix to put..but i do have 1 big compartment for pix in it..need to update, definitely!)
iv. cards: isetan, bonuslink, real, kotamas, borders RM30, aussino, jcard
v. others: i have voucher to sunway theme park. other than that..naada!
5 favourite things in my bedroom:
i. my "penjara nort" bedframe
ii. the ikea spring mattress that quite the reason i always oversleep
iii. all my bedsheets, cozy pillows, comfy comforter and alls that's on my bed (that might include alvin+brad<--when they kacau me lah)
iv. i like the built-in wardrobe too..happily fit all my clothes
v. the cermin also i like..with its drawers and space to put all my make-up and stuff..eh, i like all my books too..:D my reading area. haha
5 things i wish to do:
i. of course to finish this fast so i can sleep..oh, but i cant..have work to do.huhuhu
ii. kalau boleh, nk jumpe tengku hussein pastu ckp kat die..saya kan ada..*wink wink dgn gediknya*
iii.kalau boleh gak, nk jumpe budak sebelah rumah pastu ckp kat die, "cant you see and get it, already?"
iv. kalau boleh jugak..kalau boleh laa kn..nk jumpe gerard way face to face and heart to heart..ecewahh~!
v. honeymoon ngan husband.
5 things i'm doing now:
i. menjawab mende alah ni la kan..:P
ii. berangan pasal tengku hussein, pastu ngan gerard gak..pastu ngan budak sebelah rumah la..huhuhu..takleh concentrate ni..huhuhu
iii. pastu pk2 plak..camne la nk menghadapi the rest of the week.
iv. chat ngan sesapa tah..boleh tk kalau tk layan je?
v. haa..si alvin ni dh mengacau dah..tgh duduk atas my lap..:P
5 people i would like to tag: (make sure u have this game on your blog)
i. i dont hv 5 ppl la..how? the one that tagged me of course already did rite..the one she tagged which me + roomie..done already..so who else?
ii. sapa2 nk buat la kot
iv. im ending it..
oklaa..nitenite everyone! i miss you.
Tuesday, July 08, 2008
the story makes me wonder and wander..what's my own personal legends? well, right now..i'm Lost and hope to find one shoulder perfectly fit me to lean on for the rest of my life.
"when you are in love, things make even more sense, he thought."
Monday, July 07, 2008
thanks a lot~!
oh, good news everyone~! found back my AIRCON tix.. yeay~!
bad news..it is indeed monday blues! i got tons of work..and i cant find where the hell to apply for MBA in UM site! is it me, being so stupid today? huhuhu
Thursday, July 03, 2008
i lost the ticket, though..feel a lil sad about it..so jz hv to bear with the lost..like the poem's read in the play, "One Art" by Elizabeth Bishop.
"The art of losing isn't hard to master;
so many things seem filled with the intent
to be lost that their loss is no disaster.
Lose something every day. Accept the fluster
of lost door keys, the hour badly spent.
The art of losing isn't hard to master.
Then practice losing farther, losing faster:
places, and names, and where it was you meant
to travel. None of these will bring disaster.
I lost my mother's watch. And look! my last, or
next-to-last, of three loved houses went.
The art of losing isn't hard to master.
I lost two cities, lovely ones. And, vaster,
some realms I owned, two rivers, a continent.
I miss them, but it wasn't a disaster.
---Even losing you (the joking voice, a gesture
I love) I shan't have lied. It's evident
the art of losing's not too hard to master
though it may look like (Write it!) like disaster."
Monday, June 30, 2008
it's okay then..that marks the end of my ball updates..for the next wc should be my next one..hopefully lah..hehe!
enjoy everyone, and i hope i have a great monday~! *cross-hands*
oh, lupe..viva spain for the second euro win ;) better luck next time, deutsch~
err, lupe lagi..rasanya mcm ada mimpi dia lah malam td..*sigh*
Sunday, June 29, 2008
1. at nani's, it was great..gonna updates pix later..or maybe at my picasa. her theme was good, white.silver. :D the food was delicious..nyum2..rasa nk tmbah jek lagi..ehehehe..the offerings was nice..cantik jek..and goodie bag is best..got cupcake! hopefully it was good. oh and chocolate..:D i like!
2.the journey towards urbanscape quite hectic..it was like..2 trip to hani's house, again..and dari pukul 2 nk smpai klpac..turn-out almost 4 we arrived..sorry belot, for the lateness..:D hehe..but we did hv fun..watching movie, then eventually bought tix for theatre~ hahaha..nk kene carik duit lebih lagi nie..uhuks..but seriously, i like urbanscape..after 4 yrs waiting..and i vote for klpac again..the venue is like so sesuaii~ ehehe..got theatre for movie and such..got gallery..and the atmosphere there is soooo peaceful..if u minus all the gig la kan..and and..the koi centre~! so la sesuaiii nk buat tmpt bercinta...ahahahaha...overalll, i give 4 out of 5 stars..for the urbanscape this yr..yeay~! cant wait for another one! :x
oh..didnt i tell you, yet! im so head over heels with gustavo..no, he's no spain footballer..he's 18 tho..but he's so handsome la for me..babyface one..and like i said..im madly falling for him..lalala...oh, he's a model..thanks bff for pursuing me to buy female~ turn out this issue sgt best~! hahaha..i got the whole pages of gustavo..and lotsa other articles too..:D
okla..oh, thanks bff for the buy 1 free 1 at starbucks..cpat2 upload gamba..jgn lupa anta k~! ihiks..
muwahs all..thanks for making my weekend a blast~! oh..next few weeks..or can i say months, im gonna be...a slave..huhu..gudlaks to me~! semoga bertahan hingga ke akhirnya~! *crosshands, hard*~
oh oh...lupa lagi~!!! malam ni final euro..huhu..tgk sorang2 lg..mmg confirm jadi jambatan main lompat2 si kucing2 ku ini..huhu..malam ini, aku seorang penyokong jerman~! go, go, deutcsh~!
Thursday, June 26, 2008
germany, as expected win 3-2 with last minute goal from lehm. good for them..hehe and me, as usual..mmg menjadi jambatan lompat2 brad+alvin..
tu jek..i dont think i watch la tonite..tomorrow morning, will jz update myself thru the official site.
so, before i go and fix myself to be "jambatan utk brad+alvin main lompat" later...i just want to remind me..if not myself, everyone got their own problem..not just me, depressing about how sucks my life is..
ok, gonna update (def.) later on the game..which is only, would be the score..if i want to write a review..dah lama i ada kat basel tau, tgk bola tu live-in-action~ haha.
oh ye, i'm being lobbied actually, to root for manU..how how how?
am i game for this? :>
till later..bff, muwahs..i miss ya~
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
haha..right now waiting for the new movie to come out and watch it lalala. i've just cant get enough of the first movie..(watched it twice..cant wait for more~haha) and i am way beyond like la..the love-hate relationship of fry and leela~! uhuks..wish i can found the "one" similar to fry in sense of liking~! hiks..
guess, i never will..huks huks. oh, right now..i've just settled with what i got~ which is nothing~!
and the cats~ uhuks..they are the biggest responsibilities..huhuhu..br jaga kucing..bukan anak lg.. i wonder? uhuks.. this might be the sign..i'm not ready yet to take care of anak org..ahaks
so, i am is..cant get enough of futurama, thank you~!
Saturday, June 21, 2008
-what ever happened? by the strokes.
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
oh, thank you to kittens for managed to woke me up in shock with bunyi pecahan set comel cawan roomie at 230am. notti sgt korang ni..pdn muke, fila's wont talk to u 2 notti kittens for what...2 weeks. hahaha. on your face!
so, back to my grief..uhuks uhuks..maybe it's just not their luck with ribery injured only in 7 minutes playing..huhu..and then, the game was just quite a blur for me..and the reception signal of our house didnt help either..when i woke up..i dont know when, it's like i see 1-1..which makes me quite jumpy..but then..0-1..damn~! did they hv a chance? uhuks..well, wake up for subuh..and then surf euro2008.uefa.com to find the answers..huhu..mark the starts of my griefing day~ sleep again till 8 (kes malas juge nk pegi keje)..arrived at 9..eat cekodok keras (kelig said, jgn beli lg dah), eat medicine, go training..and pissed. haha..and also, announce my griefness @gmail..ahaks..well, it's such an effort tau for me, with being sick, eat medicine which supposed to make me sleep..and also managed to catch 20% of the match..:D:D haa..tatau nk merapek apa dah nie..
okla, the conclusion is...even how much you like the team, if you are sick..please just be sick. dont push it..padan muke..so, now i want to sleep..
and yes, i make a very good meal for my dear me..bubur nasi+ikan bilis+hotdog <--food for sick people. night night~ :*
Monday, June 16, 2008
i promised bff to update last thursday..but i didnt..sorry babe.
nothing much happen, really..apart from me, "buat2 merajuk, sendiri kena", "kes rindu mcm x caya je", "tk jd blk umah", "tido mcm x igt dunia", "tgk movie like there's no tomorrow"+"menjadi katak bawah tempurung yg plg hebat hari ahad", oh dan melayan kucing2 yg rupanya masih tk smpai sebulan pon dok rumah..tp rasanya mcm dh bertahun kitorg jaga.
oh, ye..dan saya lupa saya cuti arini..ahahaha..it's affirmative that this week gonna be hectic. lotsa things to be done and decide. i have assessment which i dont think is really make sense to me, but like i care la kan.. training for 2 days (only observer..(bengong)), workshop on fri, a couple of paperworks. oh..got a note from our big boss. a long with a deep meaning. ahaks. penat i baca..dn cuba faham. whatever it is, boss..kalau i kawin, i nk cuti sebulan ye..terima kasih..and i'll make sure every work or task that is under my provision will be done with me or without me in the office..i'm mobile, baby~!
ngantok, and i make tasty nasi goreng paprik~! hehe.
nite nite all..
Monday, June 09, 2008
isnin mula lewat.. gara2 sendiri..
isnin dibilang blues.. gara2 sendiri..
isnin bikin bingung.. gara2 sendiri..
harus ditewas rasa ini.. bagaimana?
kata umpama tiada erti, sekelumit pun tidak mampu menyuarakan apa yang tersirat..apatah lagi jika tuan badan pun tidak mengerti..apa kata hati?
jadi, apakah mungkin aku lewat saja..dan biarkan ianya menjadi..sepi~
Thursday, June 05, 2008
Thursday, May 29, 2008
on other notes, some things were just not meant to be. :
enough on that, im gonna miss bff. it's her travelling month. (sgt jeles di sini) but i hope she have fun!
and then, i dont feel very good. huhu. mcm satu bdn gatal..muke pon..uhuks..makan tk btul ke? ke i have allergic with cats? huhuhu...rashes pon dh naik2 ni..uhuks..i dont feel good about this.
oh, i hope our little outing a success~!
okla..nk melayan gatal nie. oh, my current place is very the near pintu belakang..not so cool~! but i get to see people in, ppl out..so please more cute/handsome ppl lah yg lalu lalang..:))
Thursday, May 22, 2008
cant quite make the right time to fetch'em, always got bz hehe;
out of sudden..the damn lift failed us (after that we found out, that the lift would fail us for as long as 22 July..man that's like 2 months away..:(( makcik kurus la gini..13 tingkat maa);
prior to that, i was like climbing up and down 2 sets of each yesterday..carrying about 5++ kg of goodies..(kalo makcik tk kurus ni, mmg makcik bakar jek blok 3 tu~);
and maybe more or less everything..
it was a long week or rather speedy one..ahaks..but here are the outcomes -->
we have adopted 2 cats..brad (the one slightly bigger, he's about 5mnths;birthdate 04.12.2007) + alvin (kucing angkat, dok buat teman si brad sampai la sekor lagi bard switch, about 3 months; birthdate prolly 2 mnths after brad)
ini adalah brad yg konon shy2 cat..up till today, he's still adjusting..muwahs~!
taking care of the not so little cats;
learn to scoop the poops (huhu);
try not to be too attached with alvin, bcos i think i already love him (uhuks);
think of a.k.a. names of our cats (haha);
err..lotsa going on on my mind..haha..so this is it..my updates on how our nite's adopting cats..thank you k.mas...it's tender loving care with the cats, affirmative~! thanx too roomie for your efforts. really appreciated it ;)
so, now that i have 2 more responsiblities under my care...i hope, i'll achieve whatever i want..what do i want, really?
hero makes me mad and me thinks me made him mad back; bfast tomorrow wif abe (i dont know what to do, eventho it's me who've asked); aab's so tensed i dont know how to make better (no~)
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
this is supposed to be a crappy slash sad slash emotional post..but i dont feel so crappy slash sad slash emotional anymore (for the time being la..ahaha) camno? tapi...nk jugak citer nie..how how how?
ok jek la..it begin with friday, the day before that was quite forgotten, really..i didnt write anything on my lil black book. huhu..anyway, on friday..got makan2 at office, i've been paid to make my delicious biskut batik..hahaha..iye sedap~ but i was late to punch in (ehem2), only sempat to ask help regarding my dishes..and hurriedly grab my chair and sit through the whole knowledge transfer thingy. eh, but that's not what i want to tell about..haip..okla..before that, hv breakfast with bff. she slept over and finally, get to eat my biskut batik..yeay~!
ye la ye la...bermula malam itulah selepas pulang ke rumah..eh, sebenarnya semenjak di pejabat terngiang-ngiang melodi ini, sehingga merasakan sangat perlu untuk menonton semula filem itu...
jadi, aku tonton..aku rasa..dan aku terharu..well, i am sappy for love songs..oh, tidak..my crappy slash sad slash emotional feeling has emerged. damn~! argh..takpe la..ewan looks so damn wantable in the movie..dan kak nicole sangat anggun..and confirmed! moulin rouge is my most favourite musicals ever. that's it.
tepat tgh malam, dia balas sms aku yg dh berjam2 lamanya tu semasa aku dah bersiap tidur. main futsal, katanya. (mestikah lelaki2 ini main futsal jumaat malam sabtu ye?) aku balas dan akhirnya tewas. instead of sms-ed bff, i told aab i'm depressed+just need someone to tell, but not to my bff. what's happening to me?
satu saja..ada yang hilang dalam diri..tapi tidak tahu apakah dia? serabutlah ei~
Monday, May 12, 2008
i find there's more title to be purchased..but my pocket is not so deep : uhuks..maybe next time..but it was tempting..mental note: to read more articles. haha
oh, the unexpected event is...
the gig was awesome, set in MCPA near monorail Maharajalela..the space is cool, the bands playing was great..the sounds OK, but im not sure why i dont get to hear the lead vocals clearly..but all the bands was freaking awesomw~! i only managed to catch a few band that i quite like (hujan, couple, muck + free love), but hv to ditch butterfingers with such heavy heart..it's 10pm beb..eventho did not hv curfew..but still hv to come home what..esoknya keje..huhu..so damn malas~! okok, sambung~! im honored that 3 of 4 bands that i mentioned is based in my hometown..ahahaha..ipoh mali talak somong lo~! ahaks. oh, what makes the gig more special is, their performance is accompanied by set of orchestra~! cant u believe it..as cliche it might sounds, they sounds perfect~! and special..:)
oh, blk umah mkn ngan hommie..and also get to eat my "biskut batik yg lain sket rasanya tp still sedap".wakaka.
okla, done on that! which is "what happened on sunday!"..on sat, went to klcc and finally got my birthday present..thanks again~! watched "ps, i love you" heart the book versions better! oh, b4 that..late dinner with f,e,j+b. ahaha. thanks, f~! banje mkn..semoga murah rezeki~! oh, by end of this week...my room is more teratur~! :D
ok, sleep sleep. tomorrow's gonna be a longg day~! x
ps: i dont think i would write something on my fav idol. i lost some faith in him..:D
Wednesday, May 07, 2008
that one person is jang hyuk..i so adore him la..having first saw him in "successful story of bright girl" (did i get it right? pape lah..haha) it was like love at first sight..since then, i've tried to watch/find movie series with him..well, i did have some mishap, i missed the event that he has to go some military service that seems like a MUST in korea..so i did lost him for quite some time...that was after the movie "windstruck"..mmg depress and sedih habis~! first time tgk..tersedu2..lpas tu, tgk lg..sedu lg..hahaha..tp citer tu mmg gerekkkk habis~!
then, come a time like last few months, i have seen some clips in TV, i think..about this one series, "thank you" which is like a comeback for him...i was like, "oh, this is a must watch~!" asked my colleague to buy it..which actually she did owned it..terlupa! and finally, last week...i managed to catch it~! it was a blast! sad, and happy and comedy, and comforting, at the same time, depressing~! ahaha..ye lah kn, typical series..at first you fight2..then mcm tk ngaku plak perasaan tu...wakaka..sapa jugak yg tgk kan..sendiriii jugakk~! ahaks..but i like hyuk in here..so handsome~! wakaka...mcm die cakp.."suave"..ahahak..ikut translation la kan..tp takpela..mmg minat dia, nk wat camno? :D
err, i managed to buy the OST today..is it melampau kah? ahaks..so tonite, im gonna make it my lullaby~! below is one of the many videos in youtube~! mmg kerren di buat teman tidur, enggak? :x
Monday, April 28, 2008
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
Monday, April 21, 2008
Sunday, April 20, 2008
Sunday, April 13, 2008
well, lots been going on! and i hate to mention it here..because that would have reminded me that lot of things were taken for granted. haha. like for instance, safety & security. how we fail to take care of ourselves, friends, belongings.. but i dont want to start on that.
i want to tell one funny but strange thing. i dreamt of him, twice..two days in a row. huhu. it was flattering, yes. we didnt do bad things, obviously, it just strange..but i dont know what to think, or what to feel..with my tummy and my body problems..huhuhu..i hate la this weekend~ no..this week! it's tire me, mentally and physically..:(
will i dreamt of him later tonight? that i dont know..have to sleep first and find out~! haha
i dont know about him, but im surely missing him. goodnight~!
ps: having watched gossip girl the whole day..i need someone like dan humphrey, pronto! :* alaa..but i like rufus too~ dan's father. ahaha. oh, the OSTs great! listening to oneRepublic, they're cool!
pss:lupe plak, thanks bff for the dedication~! :p
Wednesday, April 09, 2008
haha..just read what i wrote last year for him..
"11 April 2007 - another one! nk wish jugak lagi, sbb i'm so loving this man~ (walaupun org lain akan admit they do too; well, at least not my friends la kan. org2 lain kat the whole wide world) dear gerard arthur way~ happy birthday! dunno how you celebrate it this yr. no coke and drinks for you ok, my dear! not good for your health. starbucks should be OK~ eventho not too healthy also. ahaha. neway, you shall be my forever obsession (for now!) until i find me a very decent man. kalau smpt, saya mimpikan awak,ok~"
tee hee, that was last year..still are my my forever obsession..xoxo..how about next yr eh? well, well well, love makes you do lotsa things! my dear husband, taking care always! oh, thanks for missing me yesterday..:* (kalau rajin, klik di sini untuk tahu bagaimana dan kenapa)
Tuesday, April 08, 2008
but anyways, we go and eat at chillies..with all of us, gladly or might i say, unconsciously, have our pre-chillies..like days before the actual Chillies days~! me, went with my dearest colleagues, like last last thursday at klcc (with fila got to eat on "walaupun baki, masih byk lagi :D) ..and yatoque last wk (tk igt kat mane)..
well, to actually set the date was quite not troublesome (sketla)..but really hard to find suitable times..with our ms student who got class every tue, wed+thurs..and ms fii always got work and hv to make appointmnt like early..and me..well, me..i dont hv any probs to fit any time..ahaha..so, finally after much consideration..ahaha..exegerate~! we set the date to yesterday! yeay, best!
and the output is here and the pix above~! maybe we're all over-excited over our little "re-union," there are no pix of our way delicious food taken. we have triple play (bit masin, but still yummy), monterey chicken (bff pick), mushroom jack fajitas (yummy~!) and lastly, nyum nyummmm, our desserts, molten chocolate cake.
all in all, it was a FUN nite out~! and now, i have to think what to write to my dear husband. till 9 Apr post..muwahs..nitenite~!
Thursday, April 03, 2008
Woke up to the sound of pouring rain
The wind would whisper and I'd think of you
And all the tears you cried, that called my name
And when you needed me I came through
I paint a picture of the days gone by
When love went blind and you would make me see
I'd stare a lifetime into your eyes
So that I knew you were there for me
Time after time you were there for me
Remember yesterday - walking hand in hand
Love letters in the sand - I remember you
Through the sleepless nights and every endless day
I'd wanna hear you say - I remember you
We spend the summer with the top rolled down
Wished ever after would be like this
You said I love you babe, without a sound
I said I'd give my life for just one kiss
I'd live for your smile and die for your kiss
Remember yesterday - walking hand in hand
Love letters in the sand - I remember you
Through the sleepless nights and every endless day
Id wanna hear you say - I remember you
We've had our share of hard times
But thats the price we paid
And through it all we kept the promise that we made
I swear you''ll never be lonely
Woke up to the sound of pouring rain
Washed away a dream of you
But nothing else could ever take you away
cause you'll always be my dream come true
Oh my darling, I love you
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
Monday, March 24, 2008
and before that~! we've met puan mayang..muwahs..it such a great meet-up gurls!
cant wait to see ya again beb~! insyaAllah, nnt aku dtg umah ko..:D
and you know what...before that i met up the not so new born..baby Haziq! Tengku Rayyan Haziq..son of proud parents, Cak+Huda...congrats dear~ ;)maaflah gamba gelap..aku pon tatau kenapa aku tknak gune flash..haha..pastu tk smpat aka malas nk edit..:D
..and this all is happened in one fine day of 23rd march 2008..
along with man u vs. liverpool..which apparently marked the legend of ronaldo..haha..which i bet bff is and always head over heels about..:D and others..
well, i must say, this week was a mixed feelings and event of issues and also whatever raised..oh, sistas and me went to sunway..last thursday..it was fun~! we must do it again! this time, into the sunway lagoon we come! haha
okla..works currently, humm..boring, sucks, relax? hahaha..no la..everything's OK!
0klah, mau tidur..and cant wait to be home this weekend~! taking care all..later~!
Sunday, March 16, 2008
tributes to bff for all the attention showered..heh~! hope you're fat already with the special homemade roti boyan and kopok lekor (tq fila) and starbucks coffee yg aku buat sedap tu..ahahaha. sorry ye dear, if yesterday turns to be one of your ugliest moment..tp ko dpt plasma tv yg diidamkan? hehehe..that crossed one of your wishes already ;) i think the other 2 is within reach this year..*crossfingers*
oh, sorry for the temptation..but was worth rite..siap tergedik2 lg dgn bdak starbucks...but it was way weird heh, since i really dont think we were late that nite...kan kan? but your sushi's always great..walaupun bukan ko lah yg buat..ehehehe
huhu, i've jz wrote in random..but what i've done last week quite great...screening with the TSCers..i jz way beyond like la with kak min. hahaha..having watched muallaf makes me wonder and evaluate back whether i am a good muslim. well, not even close to good yet, but not bad either..but i will be better. as death is definite..everyone gonna face it.so, i want to be a good one. :) the other not-planned screening, which happened on the same nite is a special docu on poverty in rural area in pahang..having watched that too enlightens me to become more aware of what surrounds me and at least have the empathy to know what's going on in the world apart from my of course hectic work life..oh, please let there's be balance in me life. :D
of course, girls nite out with yatoque..with fila, cant make it, as she's quite bz with family matters..her sister safely delivered baby boy..yeay~! less attention to idris..ehehhee..takdela..:D:D oh, talking about baby..one of my good friend, huda's too safely delivered a baby boy..nama tatau lg..org tanya tk terjawab pule..haha..thanks min for the mms pix..tk smpat lak nk upload..tahniah encik azrul + puan huda untuk baby boy anda..ckp kat baby, nnt auntie kukos dtg k...:D
apa lagi, apa lagi..oh, im on break~! from one part of life..i would like to concentrate more on works without jeopardising my life la..so called balanced life, konon...ini semua thanks to the course im taking, which i will graduate next tuesday...long story short..i've to write my goals and dreams in paper...hehe..gudlaks to me~!
minggu lepas terasa lambat..harap2 minggu depan akan berlalu dengan cepat...dan bolehlah selesaikan apa2 yg patut...seperti beli ipod? ahahahaha..no lah...lotsa other things..
okla..taking care all! nk balik rumah dulu..kt opis ni..psst, tq bff tolong anta..tunggu k, our girls nite out~! chillies and maybe movie? ehehe..muwahs
Thursday, March 13, 2008
I realize, nothing's broken
Wednesday, March 05, 2008
house is installed with pest control this morning. hopefully all is ok.
craving for kopok lekor."
there you go, that was supposed to be my 99th post..ahaks..but with God blessing, turns out to be my 100th post in nottikos.blogspot.com today, 5th March 2008. it's obviously not 1yr5months now..ahaks..
oops..kene kluar kjap..brb.
ok dah..meh sambung..almost 1yr 7months now, my dear blog.nothing mature about it, though. i just wrote what i want, what i like, whenever i feel like it~!
but since, this is my 100th post..it wont hurt eh, to write what happened today..(arinije kot..cm tk dpt nk pk whatevr happen to my life in chronology)
-no work..go seminar only..haha..another excuse to be very very RELAX..(if u know what i mean)
-got news the list of appraisals results were uploaded..huhu..a very shocking + good news indeed.Alhamdulillah! hmm..dan terasa mcm tk percaya je..ada org tu..makin gempak appraisals..betul ke?
-gossiping on works related item, as if la..uhuks..me going to do TM for real..saiko btul..gonna leave ESS for real..sad sad sad.
-poor k.mas~!jahat sgt jiran die soh pindahkan kucing2 die..jahat sgtttt..she was so devastated that she shall move too with her precious cats.cats.cats. oh, she offer us to adopt one of her cats..so tempting..but the decision is up to hommie. *cross hands* hopefully she'll agree.but if she is, no more fantasy of cik/encik kapas + si comot yang comel..hehehe. kitten actually, the name is joni. hehehe..tah btul ke tk tu..hehehe.
-oh, br kembali dr menemani asnani (kelig keje) utk jalan dgn kete baru..punyalah dgn percayanya igt die dh terer..rupanya hentam kromo juge..siap kluar vista td tk pasang lampu OK? betapa saikonya muke aku..ahahhaa..but all went well..selamat smpai ke rumah nie ha.Alhamdulillah
-oh, oh ye...hommie hasut makan mcD..:p tp mkn jugak sandwich buat sendiri telur goreng+hotdog! hehe..sama jek..but at least sendiri masak..oh, oh..she would like to heat our almost lemau kukis..the first one ok..but the second batch! uhuks..semerbak satu rumah..i did not notice the burntt..tp..mmg harum la satu rumah..ahaks..trus mcm, kitorg..ah, tidak~! yatoque.....!~! trus sorok kukis dlm kabinet..ekekeke..tgk tu yatoque, betapa sayangnya kitorg kt ko..tahan kemahuan ni.supaya ko dpt merasa kukis~! ehehehe
oklah..nk samung baca some light reading -> "the manny" :x
taking care all~! muwahs.
Monday, March 03, 2008
dearest fila, walaupun terdapat rintangan, kukismu masih tolerable.. sedap aja dilidah ku..ekeke..weh, bukanlah~! sedappp sgtt! marilah berusaha lagi..there's lot room for improvement~! haha..br buat 4 kali nie..we got a whole life to implore..hmm..kene pkpk ni nk kasik kat calon2 mak mertua nie nnt..ahaha.
kepada cik yati, kami berdua menunggu kedatangan anda..cepat tau~! nnt kukis abih..>;)
hari minggu yang sgt hebat..3 recipes, 3 new bought books, 3kgs gained at least..ekeke..
yeah yeah yeah..masih ku igt "hopes+fears" ku. no worries. nite2~!
yg ni, nk kasi nama encik atau cik kapas (bergantung pada jantina)
Sunday, March 02, 2008
started with last minute plan lead to stressful nite..but all was worth it~ dan seperti biasa, telefonku mati tiada batt. it might suggesting something, but i chose to ignore.
oh, the plan --> make it short, enjoy one hella movie with kekure.."there will be blood". memang bertumpahnya darah malam tu..hahaha..lucky enough, amukan puaka kekure, no victim was initially down..:D
that nite, i was so tired, physically and mostly emotinally..i slept like a log. oh..my two sis come over too. which make it hectically haywired..as they dont hv keys..and me watching movie..how how? haha..
saturday was fun. morning @jusco midvalley. got myself signature hot choc which burnt my tongue..(sakit lg..mkn x sdap dah) shopping groceries to cook nasi ayam! my conclusion is, come early to supermarket, fresh fresh fresh. i ate salad and baby tomato for breakfast..yummy~! oklah, hv lunch of nasi ayam..it was great. disbbkan semua lapar..lupa nk tangkap gamba~! sis said, the presentation was good. kipas~! hommie said, can do business ni..@kl sentral..hari2 die makan..weks..oh skali ngan jimmy..and the stall would be called, "nort nasi ayam". haha..funny~! pastu semua tewas dn tido. haha..oh ye..my other sis also came..which make us 5 person all. ina, yana, ila, fila and me. yg tewasnya 4 org..sbb ada la sorang tu gi dating. ahaks. oh, lupe..sbb tido yg mcm x bersedia, boleh lupe tuan rumah nk datang melawat anai2..ahahaha..kesian adik2 kene paksa bgn. ;D
ptg merangkap malam, we (me+yana+ila) went to pantai dlm pasar mlm. it was great. the plastic bags we brought back was countless. ahahaha..nafsu nafsu. pastu mkn lg malam tu..ahaks..habiskan nasi ayam.got satay, ayam tulang, apam petak yg sdap, apatah lg..oh, the real reason we went there in the first place is to get us things to cook nasi lemak..haha
tewas skali lg, semua org pg tadi. yana, who earlier planned to go back yesterday postponed her journey to eat nasi lemak..haha..sanggup. but all went well. the nasi lemak was good too..love it~! bertambah 2kg semua org..ahahaha..aku lebih sket kot..haip..oh, menu for breakfast cum lunch is..nasi lemak+ayam goreng berempah+sambal with udang,ikan bilis, kentang+ikan bilis sedap+sayur kacang goreng udang+starbucks coffee gazebo blend. nyum nyum..our deserts is courtesy from yana, rojak buah pantai dalam.
thank you to all who participate..it was a great week ends spent together. looking forward for next week. muwahs..cya @sg rokam.
adakah anda betul2 yakin dengan pangkahan anda? ;-)
Saturday, March 01, 2008
i do not believe it, i guess. but at least, i do not deny it.
NO, is what i get. I'm not going to ask for "nape?". Just let that be.
do not be sad, i said, as there are those sadder than me.
so, is this a closure for me? as far as the ego said yesterday..it is.
oh, i dreamt of someone (rather odd but sweet, t'was) last monday. thank you stranger (kinda) for making my day worth smiling/blushing all day. stress is a four letter word.
Monday, February 25, 2008
guess la..ihiks. @lobby EDC, UUM. jauh nun ke utara saya pegi. terlupa kn nk bawak passport..kalau tak dah boleh ke selatan thai..ihiks. :D saje jekla menggatalkn..dah nama pon tema gatal..ahahaha.
ckp pasal gatal nie..gatal plak tangan ni..dua belah plak tu..tk suke pule..maksudnya mcm duit dpt..duit pon keluar jugak..huhu..tak boleh berbelanja nmpaknya..uhuks uhuks.
ptt nk kluar ni ha..tk keluar2 lg nye..mana tah org yg ditunggu2 ni tak kunjung tiba..oklah, segan lama2 kat sini..nnt org lain nk gune juge~!
nk baca buku, kasut buku rubina by sufian abas. lama2 baca...terhadharilah kita dibuatnya..ahaks..:p
Friday, February 22, 2008
And hold on before it's too late
And the risk that might break you
And hold on before its too late
It's all that we need in our lives
So live like you mean it
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
Monday, February 18, 2008
Friday, February 15, 2008
Thursday, February 14, 2008
on other notes..dok melayan Nidji "Top Up" album. i like it~ but the first one was the best :D
mana cik fila ni..kata nk layan movie? :p ok..make a move first..nk masak bubur, sup sayur dan ikan pekasam mak buat..nyum nyum nyum..lapanya terasa..cepat2 gerak gi masakkkk...tata!
Sunday, February 10, 2008
takde lah aku rajin sangat OK..but i felt it was some responsibility (walaupun macm aku buat mcm opis aku sendiri..hehe)
untuk kesenangan puan rynn, aku akan cuba kasi clear sket cerita aku..ihiks..:D but no worries, puan..mostly crap. x paham pon xpe ;)
updates dari mana2 yang aku igt:
1. blk ipoh, ada la diskasen family sket..yelah, adik aku nk kawin beb..insyaAllah bulan 11 or 2..nnt aku jemput k ;) ada pape idea tak utk brg berkat? i'll be happy to receive some comments dearest friends..:D
2.ye, terima kasih cik yati kasi clear..aku naik gred. Alhamdulillah..more responsibilities to be held, obviously. :D
3.cuti aku byk lg, sbb tuhla berusaha utk habiskan cuti thn ni..disbbkan ongkos pon tidak membenarkan tahn ini, x dptlah digunakan utk ber"vacation" di luar negara..sehingga terpaksa membiarkan cik yati kita ber"vacation" dgn kawan baru dia..ehehe..jgn marah ek babe~! (psst, thanx call td..walaupun cubaan tk berjaya..maaflah, di waktu kejadian kawan awak yg sgt bijak ni..blk kg tk bawak charger blk..padan muka kt dia..sekarang masih charge)
4.sedang melayan dunia baru..ahaha..dan juga berusaha utk tengok sindarela tetiap minggu..wish me luck!
5.masih berusaha juga mengosongkan harddisk.hehehe..sebb nk isi citer lain lagi..
6.masih setia juga menunggu "writers guild strike" habis, supaya boleh donlod dan layan series dgn gumbiraa~!!
oklah..aku br blk dr ipoh ni..tgh basuh baju sambil layan dunia baru..hehe..so, taking care ok puan rynn. thanx singgah~! muwahs.