Closer.

I've had enough, of this parade.

I'm thinking of, the words to say.

We open up, unfinished parts,
Broken up, its so mellow.

And when I see you then I know it will be next to me
And when I need you then I know you will be there with me
Ill never leave you...

Just need to get closer, closer,
Lean on me now,
Lean on me now,
closer, closer,
Lean on me now,
Lean on me now.

Keep waking up, without you here.
Another day, another year.
I seek the truth, we set apart
Second base, a second chance.

And when I see you then I know it will be next to me
And when I need you then I know you will be there with me
Ill never leave you...

Just need to get closer, closer,
Lean on me now,
Lean on me now,
closer, closer,
Lean on me now,
Lean on me now.

red roses.

i bought them today..it's been since last yr (or might be 2 yrs) i guess, i havent bought any. once in a while i would love my red roses..make me happy..humm..dunno, but it does. :D

i like my red roses. and yes, i miss my friend.

p/s: i've watched pirates, and was worth it~ Captain Jack was obnoxiously and obviously funny~

ceritera~

hey..it's been a while. :D byk ni senanya citer..:D cumanya skang what i can summarize in a flash:

1. today's my first day in my new place. haha..did i like it? kenalah suka~ it's for my own good! ;) terima kasih kepd semua yg memberi semangat dan iltizam. :x love y'all!
2. gonna see my pregnant best friend...hopefully she'll make it to Universiti..yes babe! kite naik teksi je lah ye ke midveli..:x
3. byk lg nie.. tp sbb dh maghrib dan aku pon tk blk lg..dan nk mandi + solat di rumah..so later i shall flash more.

taking care all~

ps: it's been life-turning experience, quite~ i just dont know know what to expect next. better dont.

wi-fi@Ipoh

hehe. for now, that's my story~ i've been nagging my dear lil sis to bring me to town.. to experience wi-fi.. haha. the other way round, huh~ yelah, still scared to drive a car, let alone riding motorcycle to roads. ehehe. in a way, my weakness and also my win. hehe..whateva you might think.

however, here we are. two of us, under the very hot hot sun. hehe. surfing around. well, actually..my dear sis have given up and currently waiting for me to fin. tunggu tunggu ok~

ok, i've got news to tell, stories and other lotsa thing. but, wait till i got my life sorted out. ;)

alrite, have to go now..want to buy groceries..want to bake cake~ the bestest choc cake ever, actually. hehe..taking care everyone~

and dont miss me! i know you wont..:)

kecewa..

dtg dlm pelbagai bentuk..hehehe. but i dont feel bad about it. :D

1.cik kekure tk jadi pegi trip, so im not going to GC..my choice.
2.nk makan nasi kukus kt plaza sentral..stlah berpenat lelah berlari2 dgn k.has (sorry my dear)..tp kedai tutup. you should how comical we are running around with heels, (which make it unbearable) haha..and of course, the frustration. sampai tergelak2..ahahaha. seb baik tk sesat. baik, k.has..i'll make it up ;)
3.nothing happen.
4.tempt saya nmpak kemas. haha.
5.air asia latest promotion = wrong timing (haip!) no phuket..no bandung huhu
6.no invite to awards nite
7.tak cuti on the 27th and 30th

in all, today's been great~

birthday shoutout~

hoyeah~ the shoutout goes to two among my beloved friends!

firstly..jaja~ birthday die semalam. sorilah ye lambat wish..;) happy birthday! semoga panjang umur n murah rezeki~ take care!

secondly...to habri ..:P selamat hari lahir~ which is today! maintain ye~!

okla...itu je untuk shoutout. dan ucapan terima kasih yg tidak terhingga kepada my dear friend..cik kekure..demi cintanya...dia tk dpt menghadiri ke konsert GC yg dimenanginya melalui MTVasia~ dan dia dengan rela hati memberi aku satu tiket..yeah..i love~ mekasih ok~ muwah muwah muwahs.

itu saje kot.. terigt plak lagu pupus. am i currently "pupus"?

Benda Aneh Bernama Cinta

bosan. smpai tertido2 cik kekure. wakaka. one thing for sure...funny, you can do things, no matter how ridiculous and out of minds~...untuk benda aneh yang bernama cinta.

neway, i enjoy laughing hard at the pratoganist behavior (walaupun mcm aku sorang je yg layan..dah couple dpan aku buat show plak...sepak jugak minah ni, memalukan perempuan~)

okla, ada sedikit ketidakfahaman...tp nk buat apa kan..it's the writer, director's art. who me to complaint? jadiknya..layann~

talking about this..nah~ so all, happy tuesday mornin~ enjoy your day~

ps: ada org tu igtkan birthday dia..hehe. baiklah my dear~ sure will. ;)
pps: actually, i watched this indie movie like last week. hehe

hey ho~

this is the songs that keep bugging me for two days.~ i hope i get it right..but it does seems right..hehehe

RELIENT K - FRIENDS TO THE END

you'll go right
i'll go left
sometimes we dont agree
but thats ok
cuz in the end
we're still brothers
you and me

we'll go to
steak-and-shake
sometimes cuz we hang out everynight
and we do the same
old thing
sometimes we fool around too much
cuz we are a frisky
bunch
we get in trouble every day

hey, hey, (hey) ho (ho)
straight
through the heart
im there for you and
i know you're there for
me
give me a high five
hey, hey, ho, ho
friends till the end
cant
you see thats the way
its gotta be

you're the money and the bomb
but i talk about your mom
even though it isnt right
go to mikeys
play some games
stay up till the break of day
maybe get into a
fight

hey, (hey) ho (ho)
straight through the heart
im there for
you and
i know you're there for me
give me a high five
hey, hey, ho,
ho
friends till the end
cant you see thats the way
its gotta
be

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ps: this song goes out to those that I called friends..+ sistas! muwahs.
pps: apa ni?

Friday the 13th

haha. tk perasan pun, sampai la Fila ckp td. :D boss die, mr ramsey jatuh gedebuk umpama, whateva la yg jatuh berdebuk ahaha. siap dgr ni, walaupun memakai headphone sambil mendgr lagu. i can imagine that~ hehe

however, today not so spooky as it seems la kan. i got to eat like 'mentekedarah'.hahaha..sgt mokmok. and i got my first upgrading. hoyeah. and almost siapkan risk reporting..and also...i've got more work to be settled.nmpkanya kene ke opis weekend ni. :(

well, plans for weekend? esok main boling~ wakil opis..ahahaha..boleh menang ke ni?! boleh bole~ pastu nk gi kenduri kt shah alam...then pegi opis..wat keje yg tertunda.

ahad~! nk dok umah diam2..sambil baca buku dan mungkin berfikir seketika~ what say you on master of strategic management? OK tk? any feedback/comment is really appreciated~? TQ.

okla..mau mandi + harapnya shed a few grams..ahaha..i was like put on 2kg agaknya...ahahaha..

taking care..muwahs~

ps: somebody's sombong ngan saya (whateva~)...and out of sudden hj samson called~! huhu..tp tk dgr plak..bila call blk taknak angkat plak..pelik~

shoutout~

lupe pulak. it's quite belated, in blog! for real, i did wish them, OK!

so here goes... to my best friend at Ipoh! Min, a mother-to-be quite soon~ happy birthday! be happy always + kindly please remember my present ok! ahahaha. cya end of april~ *giggle*

another one! nk wish jugak lagi, sbb i'm so loving this man~ (walaupun org lain akan admit they do too; well, at least not my friends la kan. org2 lain kat the whole wide world) dear gerard arthur way~ happy birthday! dunno how you celebrate it this yr. no coke and drinks for you ok, my dear! not good for your health. starbucks should be OK~ eventho not too healthy also. ahaha. neway, you shall be my forever obsession (for now!) until i find me a very decent man. kalau smpt, saya mimpikan awak,ok~

ok..cukup2 la tu. i want a nap~ daa!

xoxo

sgtlah terasa nk karaoke lagu ni, :x taklah. sebenarnya nk je pegi karaoke. tk kisah lah lagu pape pon. hehe. goodbye, luv! ps: pls scroll down.


Way Back into Love

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need them again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's gotta be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end

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I read, I watch, I listen as below:
1.cecilia ahern - ps, i love you (loved ones? care to gimme a list?);
2.joanne fluke - hannah swensen mysteries: cherry cheesecake murder (with recipe, mind me. masa baca mcm rasa nk makan je buku tu. haha);
3.colin butts - is harry on the boat? (funny! too many sex scene! ahaha)
4.james patterson - mary, mary (i like! he's in my fav author now. berjaya jugak tambah peminat dia (yatoque >:)))
5.music and lyrics - ok, hugh grant got a very very very NICE butt! and drew is so loveable. (dan sgt kurus ok! haish, what's ur secret, girlfriend?)
6.miscelanious songs - from beloved boyfriend to anak ikan. gwen to akon. mcm2 la.
7.ada satu buku ni pasal aneroxia- lupa plak tajuk dia. 'twas OK. saiko tau, minah tu makan apple split into many many tiny pieces and take about an hour to finish them all. huhu. kalo aku la..makan apple? ngap ngap ngap, abih dah! haha.
8.little black dress series --> trouble with valentine's day by rachel gibson. (cool!)
9.currently reading --> the town that forgot how to breathe (baru start tp mcm elemnt of eerie and goosebump sudah ada. mlm ni la sambung)
dll...

ada lg ni ha. tp tk dpt nk berfikir dgn baik. tidur byk sgt? maybe. haha.

lalai..

i'm being a complete jerk today. i lost a parking ticket. never lost that kinda thing. must be my very very very unlucky day~ :| tp, jgn bersedih. tiap apa yg terjadi pasti ada hikmahnya. :) so i am taking it very calmly. walaupun td sudah hampir2 nk menangis. but nothing come out. huhu. so, pengajarannya..tolonglah sediakan payung sebelum hujan. lalala.

dan baru la dpt tahu, my boyfriend punya birthday coming. haha. truk btul gurlfren dia yg sorang ni. hahaha. i have to do something about it. apa ye? maybe i should sneak him a very surprise birthday party? or should it be just the two of us, a romantic evening together. kinky? ahaha. what a wistful thinking.

but anyway, boyfriend~ happy 30th birthday! luv ya forever. muwah muwah muwah. -xoxo-

quando?

i need change! i want changes~ well, to start with.. i want you. but who you? nk minum ginger juice aa..want some? meh la dtg ofis saya. ;)

post-bali~

huhu. i might need another vacation. haha. this time, only me. :D

this is quite sucked-up day for a while. i'm lucky this time around, that i dont hv to be transferred. but if i were, i would take it as a challenge. haha, but of course..i'll be a real a**. wakaka.

ok, need to do some work. :D

yeah, i love my job~

ps: i'm beginning to wonder, why do i still wanna keep up with this guy? do i stand even a single cell of chance? wondering~

i love my work~

yeah right~

bali~

is nice and peaceful~ :x i'll come again for sure for the arts. :D we 3 sure have lotsa fun! dengan 40 sen. dan lagi 20 sen. but basically, going to bali is like going to midveli with addition of krispy kreme + hotter + windier + lotsa mat salleh and of course, balinise (did i get it right?). but all was worth it~ i really dont mind going again. this time with money for the arts. haha.

cant wait.

there's 2 event in March that have to be accomplished. Huda's wedding and Bali. the second one is already in my thoughts, like forever. ahahaha. later~!

it's over.

She had something to confess to
But you don’t have the time so
Look the other way
You will wait until it's over
To reveal what you’d never shown her
Too little much too late

Too long trying to resist it
You’ve just gone and missed it
It's escaped your world

Can you see that I am needing
Begging for so much more
Than you could ever give
And I don’t want you to adore me
Don’t want you to ignore me
When it pleases you
And I’ll do it on my own

M! to the U! to the S and E~

haha. i love. worth every ringgit spent! :x

thanx abg mat, abg dom + abg kris.

ps: akhirnya aku tau nama derang..:)) tq faye for the info~

the end has no end.

nothing to write about. just hop on this phrase and agree on it. the end has no end. even when you're dead, there still afterlife. and afterlife, there might be something else. humm, rendahnya rasa diri ini. okla, selamat hari Jumaat semua. semoga hari ini kita dirahmati-Nya.