I like the date so much, I have to blog today.

Yes, I love 18 February. Today, it is supposed to be my wedding; but I guess the time has not come yet..so, I'm still waiting for that to happen. :)

Alhamdulillah, today has been very well to me, except of course for a few glitch..but I take it very calmly.  :D So, all the to-do's for today were accomplished and to wrap it up, there will be pictures. Hooray :)

First thing in the morning, it was raining. Very heavily, which has made me so hard to wake up and wish to snuggle in my bed. But, with such a great spirit..woke up and internet..ahaks..watch CSI NY season one a bit, and thought about what dress to wear for the wedding. :D The plan was attend wedding at Keramat->pick up-cake at Bangi->home&change->outing with the girls at Subang. But, of course that does not happened according to plan. I ended up with attend wedding->outing with the girls->pick-up cake. I did not have the chance to be home and change. Hehe, but OK. I still love today. :)

Since, we have promised to be at the wedding at 12, I try to get out from home by 11.45am. hehe..but, being "janji Melayu", I arrived at 1 something because first, I was late and second, I got lost. haha. Well, the wedding invites is through fb event. Dan, dengan sangat bijaknya tidak cetak alamat. Padanlah muka! Anyway, I spent almost 4 hours over there, waiting time for others to arrive and catching up routine. hehe..Well, a good hours spent. :p Tahniah Ayien, and also having the good times with ex-schoolmates.

Then, because of the over-run at the wedding, I have to postpone the pick up. (Thanks K.Hazit!) So, straight to Subang Parade I went. Alhamdulillah, smooth ride from hectic KL. Since, it's my first time to Subang Parade (serious!) I was kinda lost to where the parking is and my..my~! quite expensive-lah the parking rate..takboleh datang lagi kalau nk lepak lama..That's RM4.50 yaw! (kalau lepak midveli baru RM3 kot) hiks. I arrived around 5pm and left around 8pm.. So much for the no frill session. haha. I join the girls at the donut place and we continued to chit chat at McD. We are gossiping (offline) as now, what we say on the net stays on the net. But, that for some other post to story about. 

Afterwards, go to nappy change for babyAdy at Parkson and stops at every shop that seems so interesting. Ahaks. i'm a bit worried about the pick up as the place is far at Bangi and I hate driving at night. Not as confident as old days :(

Ok, to keep the story short, I managed to pick up the cake. Alhamdulillah! Tuhan mudahkan urusan hari ini. Dari Subang ke Bangi ke KL tak jam! Memang bersyukur sangat.

And I arrived home sweet home at around 10pm to finish my almost ten hours outside the house..:) Hope your day was great too. Goodnight!

The one about my plans..again! :)

I've delayed updates for so long!! :( Sometimes I have ideas to write, but I don't know how to jot it all down. Haha. My plans of taking picture everyday, quite still successful..hooray!! So, from the last post to now (certainly not in order):

 1. I have learned to bake souffle cheesecake (yippie!!) and diamant vanille (easy!)..and I shall make plans to buy hand-mixer and oven!

2. Bought kitchen accessories..:>

3. Received fridge accessories from bff and buttons!!..thank you beb!!

4. Started my arts project, first being my 2011's album photo cover. *hope to finish it off in my 7 days leave (aka "Cuti Kawin")

 5. Organize kitchen and fridge (and fridge magnets)

6. OK, this is more of a confession..gotta redeem myself at work! *peace sign!

7. To date, today is my third visits to K.Mas's crib..get well soon!! I miss you so much at office :(

8. Oh, bought accessories accessories at Bershka at a very cheap bargain! I hearts bargain..hehe

9. Err, finally I got my hands on the long obsessed green/blue/olive watch :)

10. The newest family addition, babyAlif decided to shorten his favorite bibik's trip to only one night! Can't wait to see you tomorrow, you little munchkin!!

11. Housewarming party at hommie's crib!! so homey~! ihiks..oh, I brought the cake & cookies above!

Plans! Plans! Plans!

This is unplanned, really?!! ihiks..I vowed to make plans and do it!! So, my list of plans this year (a very growing list)..as below:

1) post a picture a day (currently, quite successful! :D)


2) i dont know why, i'm back on manual camera and film..well, it's quite fulfilling..and I will get my hands on that polaroid, definitely!! err, my 2nd try on my Smena 8m..a little blur here and there, but love it!

3) arts & crafts projects on the way..to ensure projects if not every week, every months!!

4) to schedule my blogging hours..hehe

5) work hards, play hards, live life to the fullest!!

6) enjoy music more

7) definitely gonna make myself more visible..ihiks

ok, as of now..i like this song..the lyric video is amazing :)
(owh, i didnt know we cant link videos here, i meant together with the details..haha)

so, here's the lyric to Christina Perri-A thousand years and click here to watch the beautiful lyric video!

Heartbeats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave
How can I love when I’m afraid to fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow

One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don’t be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I’ll love you for a thousand more

Time stands still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything take away
What’s standing in front of me
Every breath
Every hour has come to this

One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don’t be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I’ll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed that I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I’ll love you for a thousand more

Goodnight, and have a great week ahead, peeps!

Hello, 2012!! *and this time, I mean it!

Yes, it's 2012 and my blog-life for the year 2011 is pathetic!! with 4 posts..haha..only, my life-life is not..so, to begin the year, I'm going to share what's have go-going-gone (definitely not in order):

1. Last semester of MBA :)
2. and I managed to tick one of my to-do..Graduate before turning 3-0..Alhamdulillah!!
3. Series of bonding together2 with best friends, friends and everyone...but never managed to catch up with mamat tu :p
4. Ok, actually a bit depressed too with him..
5. Alhamdulillah, berjaya bawak mak & bapak to Singapore in May..first time Mak naik plane..
6. Took a plunge in Fujitsu scholarship..Alhamdulillah, shortlisted to interview..masih berdebar tunggu result..kalau dapat, mmg syukur..kalau tak dapat, bukan rezekilah :)
7. Oh, family trip to Singapore again..USS here we came!!! best~!! but, actually the main reason for the trip is cousin's wedding..hehe
8. Oh, to think of it..actually he does includes me in his life..news of his father's passing. which have made me thinking about life, and a postcard. :)
9. Talking about postcards, actively send and receive postcards via postcrossing!! i like~!
10. Have a blast on my 30th and beyond!! got to meet mas duta personally~! <3
11. oh, i did have a blast with bffs for post-convo photo session~!!
12. Bought an analog camera and maybe one more this year..argh~!!
13. My housemate aka bff moved out. sedih gile dowh! rasa cam nk mati jek..tp alhamdulillah tak mati lg..:)
14. Owh, how could i forget!! a series of personal computer breakdown...and now, I own an iMac!! love it to bits~!!

for 2012, i have not list down (yet! properly!) what i want to do..but basically become a better person and blog more~!! I must have a schedule..ihiks. and right now, I'm off to my bed and read Jan 2012's Cleo..Zooey is in the cover! shoot~!!

So, goodnite! Here's to new year, new resolutions, new and old and the only dreams!

gpoyw?

Stars - Heart

Time can take its toll on the best of us
Look at you, you're growing old so young
Traffic lights blink at you in the evening
You tilt your head and turn it to the sun

Sometimes the TV is like a lover
Singing softly as you fall asleep
You wake up in the morning and it's still there
Adding up the things you'll never be

Alright, I can say what you want me to
Alright, I can do all the things you do
Alright, I'll make it all up for you
I'm still in love with you
I'm still in love with you

Time can take its toll on the best of us
Look at you, you're growing old so young
Traffic lights blink at you in the evening
You tilt your head and turn it to the setting sun

You disembark the latest flight from paradise
You almost turn your ankle in the snow
You fall back into where you started
Make up words to songs you used to know

Alright, I can say what you want me to
Alright, I can do all the things you do
Alright, I'll make it all up for you
I'm still in love with you
I'm still in love with you

The hard rock god, he never had a chance, you know
Incurable romantics never do
He held a flame I wasn't born to carry
I'll leave the dying young stuff up to you

You get back on the latest flight to paradise
I found out from a note taped to the door
I think I saw your airplane in the sky tonight
Through my window lying on the kitchen floor

Alright, I can say what you want me to
(I want more)
Alright, I can do all the things you do
(Give me more)
Alright, I'll make it all up for you
I'm still in love with you
I'm still in love with you
(I want more)

Alright, I'll say what you want me to
(Give me more)
Alright, I'll do all the things you do
(I want more from you)
Alright, I'll make it all up for you
I'm still in love with you
I'm still in love with you

I'm still in love with you

*lyrics posted depicted what I currently feel, and maybe I'll update once i can get out from this mess
**thank you Stars for the song <3

hey hey!!

referring to last post, hooray! i did most of the stuff..hehe

appraisal was so-so, but who am i to comment. syukran for the rezki, try again nxt yr!

i bought too many. tee-hee.

please have the courage to do dissertation :-)

so, i can proceed to what's next in line.

happy morning!

oh, i lost my cdma phone. barred already. where to find cheaper one?

Hola 2011~!

18 February 2011, today is! haha..I've been away too long. Miss it, but do not feel like writing in cyberspace or in my physical journal, either. I missed quite number of pages and also months but I do try to jot things down (mostly in my secret place..haha) Nah, just kidding~

Anyway, this year started off (well) slow~ and fast at the same time. It's been almost Wk 8 in my final semester (I hope!) and I still have not finalized the dissertation title! huhu. I hope today's meeting with the Supervisor bear some fruits. :D I really want to graduate this year, before the turning of BIG 3-0. Argh, just the thoughts of it makes inner me wish for a time machine for a different path of life..ok ok, that just wishful thinking..

Works seems so-so. Nothing much to say.. and it's appraisal time~! So, let's see where I go from here.. *cricket cricket*

I'm still stuck here..and I don't like it. Seems like nothing I could do, but I don't know what else to do. I don't see any light in this never-ending tunnel, I feel like I want to give up..but the question is, why?? Haha..I have now in my plate, a full study-career-wants-needs-envy-self inflicted injury, i might have to forget it just yet. :D I've waited almost my adolescence life..I can wait couple of years more. haha. Even on the 8th, I have totally forgotten about it!

So, today is my supposed lucky day~ oh, I feel it! and I'm gonna start off my 2011's entry with..

WEEKEND TO-DO

Saturday

• Tidy up that lil' back room aka Alvin's toilet
• Stop by at SS2 for Alv's litter
• Diana+Faezal's Wedding
• Finance Proforma Class
• new bedsheets (heart)
• Watch Bones
• Thesis activities
• Zumba's beginner (maybe!)

Sunday

• Watch new Glee
• Strategic's assignment
• Finance's reading and understanding
• Zumba..again, maybe? haha (if Zumba's on Saturday didn't happen..just ignore the "again"..haha)

p/s: I hope I manage to do all this. *cross fingers*

ALWAYS BE THINKING ABOUT THESE THINGS

I find an interesting read on "Always be thinking about these things". Makes me wander.

I've just got a call from Penang, suddenly. About the damned event that had happened during Raya eve. Well, suffice to say..I am damned, pissed and tensed and feel like I have no one I can confide to. It's highly likely I have to pay for the damage done and pricey too. I don't have it, seriously. Now, I really hate my day. I cannot say life, as I would've lied.

So, let's go through what to think:

Dreams. Yes, with that un-interesting event..I might have to postpone my dreams. Heck, I have lots of it. It would be suck. :( But I have make a list about it. Hip hip hooray for that.

Living. Hmm..I'm living life but I feel a bit like loser now.

Influences. Many, I'll think later.

Relationships (near and far). Because relationships are central to everything else. Is there a phone call you need to make? What can you do to help someone, or at least show them you care? <-- What can I do to help me? I'm super annoying.

Passion. Because life is short, you might as well spend it doing things you’re excited about. It’s only an overused word because most people don’t know what it is. <-- I cannot chose one, pathetic.

Destinations. Because you need to know where are you going, whether it’s a real destination or a representative one. (If you don’t know where you’re going, you’ll probably end up somewhere else.) <-- I dont know where I'll end up, really.

Deliverables. Because producing something worthwhile leads to a meaningful life. Every day you can wake up and think, what’s next? It’s often easier to focus on deliverables than a time schedule that may vary depending on what else is going on. <-- I have a list now.

Growth. Because it’s not about growth for the sake of itself, but if you have something good and you can build it further without losing anything, why not grow? <-- maybe, I just dont want to grow up :(

Metrics. Because you need a way to measure your journey. <-- hmm, later maybe?

Legacy. Because this is the most important thing! What are you building? What is the story of your life, and what will be its ultimate impact on the world? <-- I still working on it. :(

I hate this feelings.

It's my birthday...

and what I got is the news that my beloved Brad has died, 4 days after, 2 days ago. It was the worst present ever, thank you.

Devastated, I was. Still do, I am.

So, I don't know how to celebrate my birthday.

Do you?

glee's finale perfect ending~

to end it with this are just wonderful~ makes me wishing upon stars. and judy garland, oh was she just fabulous? i'm so watching wizard of oz~

---

Somewhere over the rainbow

Way up high,

There's a land that I heard of

Once in a lullaby.

Somewhere over the rainbow

Skies are blue,

And the dreams that you dare to dream

Really do come true.

Someday I'll wish

upon a star

And wake up where the clouds are far

Behind me.

Where troubles melt like lemon drops

Away above the chimney tops

That's where you'll find me.

Somewhere over the rainbow

Bluebirds fly.

Birds fly over the rainbow.

Why then, oh why can't I?

If happy little bluebirds fly

Beyond the rainbow

Why, oh why can't I?

well, it's gleeks time..ok la tu! haha

you are...my hero?

via le love

Obsessive Consumption: What Did You Buy Today?

1901's at 19th May 2010 with bff, her treat~! Thanks beb~!

And here I'd like to thank bff for her approval and her superpower to make my WANT a reality. :)

OK, enough shopping. Time for house cleaning, pronto! I vowed by this weekend my part of the house would be cleaned and organized. Yes for better house and living~!

Always~

Bon Jovi's Always is currently haunting my head now~ "Now I can't sing a love song like the way it's meant to be. Well, I guess I'm not that good anymore but baby, that's just me..~"

There's someone I'm missing now, terribly. I don't know what to do. I feel somewhat gummy all inside. It is as though nothing is ever right for the time being. Hmm.. I have nothing good to say, I should leave it at that! argh, still..a miss is a miss. darn~!

On other news, my Coastal Scents's 78 piece makeup palette has arrived~! That was super fast! Now, bffs and me can go all crazy with all the colors on the palette. Talk about girls and makeups~! haha.

click here for details

4th may 2010.

oh gosh, what happen to me? one post a month? so depressing..hahaha..or is it life offline is better than online..ahaks..i wish la kan~!

anyway..i'm just happy :)

happy birthday~!!!

i heart you forever and always~!

pic from here

placeboRocks~!

last nite was a blast, i love it! placebo has done well with their 20 songs old and new in 90minutes performance! abg brian mmg sgt mantap dgn suara yg sgt baik! the sounds is very authentic, not too loud..overall, i love la~! maybe some of the discography, i didnt manage to catch it up~! but more than 50% i know of~! not bad for a one day extensive learning~! haha

the songlist~

it was hard :(

after a long hesitation, i did it! :( and now, i'm feeling like parts of me have vanished. no, lost.
devastated, i am..tapi hidup mesti terus! lets make new memories, keep the past lost or maybe locked somewhere in between. here's to new life of mi corazón!

untuk kita!

Menarilah dan terus tertawa
walau dunia tak seindah surga
Bersyukurlah pada yang Kuasa
Cinta kita di dunia
selamanya..

Cinta kepada hidup
memberikan senyuman abadi
walau hidup kadang tak adil
tapi cinta lengkapi kita.

dont leave me.

Ne me quitte pas
Il faut oublier
Tout peut s'oublier
Qui s'enfuit déjà
Oublier le temps
Des malentendus
Et le temps perdu
A savoir comment
Oublier ces heures
Qui tuaient parfois
A coups de pourquoi
Le coeur du bonheur

posting this in tears, for missing KakMin..for whatever happen on Saturday, Sunday..today. for hommie, for myself..i am scared.