Alhamdulillah~!

bersyukur...and i must strive harder..and smarter~! ;)

It's been 1 year 4 days~!

...since addition of Brad+Alvin in the 3-13-1 clan. woo hoo~! ini adalah kes terlupa anniversary, which explains the extra 4 days..hehe.

anyhoo, the cats are fat, phat and alv lost his hair whilst brad grown more..ihiks. and both soooo cuddle-able. (more to brad, actually~!)

ok, keja keja! smpai botak kepala!

hey~ have you heard?

Blink182 re-unite! huhuhu...i'm definitely head over heels...mcm dah agak cair pon ada nie....I so lurve them very much...

You can read it here, here, here, here, here and actually the lists go on!

Andddd.....it's a MISS i only know it like now..:( but it's ok (ayat sedapkan hati) i still love mark..and he's 37!

teringat plak my post about list of men that i like/love/whatever!

hahaha..mmg sgt pencinta lelakilah saya ni..::x:*

apa yang kita kejar?!

love? fame? money?

yeay! the song that i like..

local rupanya..yeay yeay! no more hunting for the song. lalala ..supports local products! yippie!



Excuse Me
Lyrics by Jipie Music by Pesawat

I don't know what you want...
But I would never give up for you...
Do you know what I want?
That I would never wanna give you an excuse...

It seems so easy..
Yet ..so pleasing...
You heard what I've said...
Maybe its never too late...

But it's not over....till its over!

Shed some shine
When you feeling fine..
With somebody (with somebody)
I don't know if I could take this...
To be somebody (be somebody)

You knew ...what I've said
We tend to make a mistake
Believe me all instead...
Maybe it's time for us to bend and break

But it's not over ...till its over!

Shed some shine
When you feeling fine...
With somebody (with somebody)
I don't know if I could take this...
To be somebody (be somebody)

Shed some shine when you feeling fine
With Somebody (with somebody)
I don't know if I could change this...
To be somebody ...be somebody you...love...

Do I love you?

It's not over....till its over...

note: Pix & lyrics "pinjam"ed from Pesawat myspace's blog. TQ.

psst..later la i update on my BKK experience..:x

guess where I'm at!?

hehehe..maybe it's not a very good time top visit bangkok now...i'm stuck here in the guesthouse lobby! it's been raining the whole morning..and believe me, it's good to snuggle up in bed...butttt, i'm in land of smiles now! i want to visit the grand palace..the wats and i want to go to the night market that we did not manage to go to last nite!

oh, you know what? we have fine dining at indian's cuisine last nite. it stated halal, so we went in..with 25% off ala carte, we spent a bit after hundred there..:( seb baik sedap kecuali silap order kuah lain plak..tuh yg terlebih mahal plak...sooooo, no fine dining after this..hehe..i've been running low in baht deparment..and i have not shop yet at chatuchak! no no no! so, have to jalan2 today..finish up all the sight seeings..before shop til you drop at chatuchak..hehe

ok! cant wait to see you gals at home! and the boys too...huhu..muwahs!

ebony & ivory cheesecake!

yang dah takde la nak cari kan...butttt, i've been looking for it for
a while now..huhu. the cake was so nice i really love it! and i always
try to search for it whenever i go to starbucks.but always to no
avail...pity me..

humm..well right now, im in starbucks in the hope of
ebony&ivory..hahaha...tk dpt..barulah tau dah tak produce lg. but it's
so yummy!!!!! i really love it! now, i crave for it..huhu..maybe i
should bake it someday...haha...i wonder when would be my someday!
lalala

anyway...today is one of best friend's wedding. lucky, i sms-ed her in
the morning..i really thought her nikah is on the nite! teruk
betul..ahaks..pape pon, Alhamdulillah her ceremony went well...good
good. :x i'm happy for her..harapnya she'll lead happy and good
marriage.

on other notes, this one shopaholic got one confessionnn! i spent way
too much la..how how? how can i curb my sickness of seeing everything
essential and important? ahahahaha..oops oops..serious issue here
please! dont laugh..lalala. uhuks.. got to curb this like...PANTASS!

i vow to myself, the bangkok trip would be end of my lavish
spending..after that only necessary item. kabush! ihiks.

oh, okla..maybe i should be back home i and kemas rumah..or cuddle up
with Alv. hehe..lagipon..this starbucks is too noisy la..if you want
noisy,.outside la, kat dalam ni nk chill2 jek..terganggu internet
i..walaupon senanya tk berjaya gune strbucks wifi :( terpaksalah gune
my already-exceed-5gb-broadband-usage! sgt tk best...oh..terganggu nya
gelak beso minah ni..uhuhu..baik aku belah before more sins is
commited..ahaks..

so, till next time..oh, you know what? terganggu dgn lagu yg taktau
sapa nyanyi ni..dok cari tk jumpe2..so, if anyone..knows who sang song
that goes something like this.."but it's not over till it's
over..bla3.." gimme a buzz! muwahs..thanks! well i heard it 2x already
at Hitz.fm.

oh! i'll start my special sem next week..wish me luck! :) TQ.

what a FINE day~

yes, it was.. I guess. I miss/wonder what ever happened to hero. :/ but nvm..did make over today and i was glittery all the way..haha. talk about me being glam..:D

and I bought myself 3 color eyeliner for bff wedding (well, actually I bought 2..then what about the guy's side? she asked. :p so in the end, it's 3..hehe) oklah tu..i'm going to use it anyway~

I cant wait for my high-risk trip..but it's hopeful that everything's gonna be find. *cross hands* but InsyaAllah, we'll have the safe go and return and fun and souvenirs <-- ni yang penting nie..I've to do lists of all things to buy there..no one to be missed! that'll include hero (walaupn cam x pnah nk pass brg lagi..haha) so hopefully, everything's OK!

and now, countdown to the trip! bff wedding! and.......my life!

so, take care all..

huhu.

Alhamdulillah ;)

Re: shopaholic~

wow! updated..so, might as well I update through email..ahaks..

well, for a start..there've been few things happened previously in my life..being "back-to-art thingy", theatres, movies, crushes, exams! and lots more...and more to come. cant wait for trip to bangkok..hectic weekends for May, definitely~ and please, organized,please!













hehe..among other things! :x

shopaholic~

yes, i am one quite impulsive shopaholic! will update more, hopefully! this time around..am testing posting thru email! lalala

back to me.

Hey you
So you never really found your way
Stay true
Did you ever make it through today

That when I think about a day without it
Everyday’s the same
You wish that you could find someone
But I’m the only one to blame

Can’t you see
I beg and plead
Cause when your eyes light up the skies at night
I know you’re gonna find your way back to me

terpana.

i cant still accept the fact that i'm gonna interview the Mem. huhu. what should i ask? what should i do. already star-stricken upon asking her for an interview session. hahaha. i went all hot and red..can you believe that. maybe that's what would happen should i finally see my husband face to face. haha. oh, btw..she herself update her calendar "discussion with hazera" <-- that's me..omg! this is like next to another other big things gonna happen to me. kan dah ckp, i'm star-struck! gila kan? ahahaha.

huhu.wish me luck, i really need that! in work, studies and life!

oh, i'm planning for something red to be added in my precious, real soon. ahaks.

and beginning to miss hero back. ini semua gara2 mak mertua tegur nie. terpana..

Ada

Tahukah dirimu, Kawan?

Dalam serpih-serpih cahaya

Dan gerak-gerik halus benda-benda

Tersimpan rahasia

Mengapa kita ini ada


-dari Maryamah Karpov, catatan Andrea Hirata


nota: tetralogi indah penuh insaf saat selesai membacanya. :)

sungai lenggang.

sangat sayu. dan kuat, penyebab aku tidak akan pernah putus asa InsyaAllah. dan juga akan terus berusaha. teringat pendamping pemberian bff. terima kasih atas ingatan. :)

jadi, bagaimana mau tingkat motivasi diri? sabar, fikir, laku, ingat mak+bapak..andai terlupa, ingat sungai lenggang. ;)

well, this few last weeks..personal life, work and studies have definitely makes me not a person you want to mess with. haha. anyway, i did have fun falling for abang stephen, wish for someone just like abang jason, almost in tears during the last performance in klpac, having the yes and no feelings of stupid thinkings, stress out with work (or maybe the bosses), wish i was far away from here with somebody who love me, my first exam for mba (gila susah, ok! have to read and think more..maybe have to stimulate brain more), oh, assignmentssssss~! :( please learn to say no and meant it, oh..kene marah sbb makin berat..haha. oh, quite sensitive these few weeks (not proud of it, really), unintentionally went out with bff, attend wedding with nani, geng the movie with kekura+habri, pekan sehari@shah alam, among other things.i spent like..more than i can spend..that's horrible. and friend did not pay debt which was under my name.and hv no courtesy to response any of my messages (which is totally uncool!)..i have enough financial problems to think about. i want to buy a house. rumah atas tanah. period.

well, to think about all the above makes my tummy hurts. i believe someday all these probs would be settled. InsyaAllah. ok, nk sambung membaca, semoga dapat sesuatu. terima kasih andrea hirata.

oh ya. it's friday the 13! jatuh bgn sendiri ok! ;)

mati.

datangnya dalam pelbagai cara, lambat selambat-lambatnya, cepat secepat-cepatnya, senang, susah, mudah, seksa, sakit, payah, muda, tua..ianya pasti berbeza untuk setiap orang.

aku..tak tahu bagaimana aku akan mati kelak. mungkin esok, lusa, tulat..atau entah lah. tak terfikir lagi. tapi memang mati itu benar. sudah tertakluk dalam qada' dan qadar ku. jadi, jika masanya telah tiba..apa yang aku harap, aku gembira dan bahagia dengan hidup yang ditempuh, aku telah bahagiakan mak dan bapak, hutang sudah habis terbayar..dan jika aku ditakdirkan berkeluarga, zuriatku diharap menjadi insan yang berguna di dunia dan akhirat.

satu ingatan pada diri sendiri. :)

kata hati.

hati..
pujuklah perasaan..
jauhi segala kesangsian..
cinta..walaupun berjauhan..
kan ku kenang senyuman..
kerinduan ku masih..
kepadamu..
kekasih.

siapa yang dirindukan hati ini? sukar. stephen sekadar anganan. gerard sukar dicapai tapi kekal di hati. ahmad bagai impian takkan sampai. apakah hero jawapannya?

masih sukar dimengerti.

takut...

hari ini dapat tahu, perkara cuci mata di kafetaria budak2 ni. huhu..membuatkan aku lagi sedar, siapalah aku ni, dah la umur berbeza..memang perlu dilupakan saja niat di hati. i just should stick to husband only..:D

anyway, on other notes..just chatted with bff. about her updates..and how i should update mine.
so, here i am..updating.

about nothing, that is. well, i did told her how jealous i am for her LV. bila sy nk jumpa seseorang yang sgt memahami nie..ihiks.

so, that's all! gonna update more for surprises, if any..haha

have a splendid day! xoxo

sounds like fun!

1. being in love.
2. tie the knots.
3. lots of babies.
4. grow old together.

"will you still love me in the morning?"

"forever and ever, babe~"

:-/

mungkin aku tak bisa.

tak tahu kenapa lagu ini boleh menghantui aku sekejap. mungkin emosi tak stabil kot. haha.

kenapa?
kenapa?
kenapa?
kenapa?