shopaholic~

yes, i am one quite impulsive shopaholic! will update more, hopefully! this time around..am testing posting thru email! lalala

back to me.

Hey you
So you never really found your way
Stay true
Did you ever make it through today

That when I think about a day without it
Everyday’s the same
You wish that you could find someone
But I’m the only one to blame

Can’t you see
I beg and plead
Cause when your eyes light up the skies at night
I know you’re gonna find your way back to me

terpana.

i cant still accept the fact that i'm gonna interview the Mem. huhu. what should i ask? what should i do. already star-stricken upon asking her for an interview session. hahaha. i went all hot and red..can you believe that. maybe that's what would happen should i finally see my husband face to face. haha. oh, btw..she herself update her calendar "discussion with hazera" <-- that's me..omg! this is like next to another other big things gonna happen to me. kan dah ckp, i'm star-struck! gila kan? ahahaha.

huhu.wish me luck, i really need that! in work, studies and life!

oh, i'm planning for something red to be added in my precious, real soon. ahaks.

and beginning to miss hero back. ini semua gara2 mak mertua tegur nie. terpana..

Ada

Tahukah dirimu, Kawan?

Dalam serpih-serpih cahaya

Dan gerak-gerik halus benda-benda

Tersimpan rahasia

Mengapa kita ini ada


-dari Maryamah Karpov, catatan Andrea Hirata


nota: tetralogi indah penuh insaf saat selesai membacanya. :)

sungai lenggang.

sangat sayu. dan kuat, penyebab aku tidak akan pernah putus asa InsyaAllah. dan juga akan terus berusaha. teringat pendamping pemberian bff. terima kasih atas ingatan. :)

jadi, bagaimana mau tingkat motivasi diri? sabar, fikir, laku, ingat mak+bapak..andai terlupa, ingat sungai lenggang. ;)

well, this few last weeks..personal life, work and studies have definitely makes me not a person you want to mess with. haha. anyway, i did have fun falling for abang stephen, wish for someone just like abang jason, almost in tears during the last performance in klpac, having the yes and no feelings of stupid thinkings, stress out with work (or maybe the bosses), wish i was far away from here with somebody who love me, my first exam for mba (gila susah, ok! have to read and think more..maybe have to stimulate brain more), oh, assignmentssssss~! :( please learn to say no and meant it, oh..kene marah sbb makin berat..haha. oh, quite sensitive these few weeks (not proud of it, really), unintentionally went out with bff, attend wedding with nani, geng the movie with kekura+habri, pekan sehari@shah alam, among other things.i spent like..more than i can spend..that's horrible. and friend did not pay debt which was under my name.and hv no courtesy to response any of my messages (which is totally uncool!)..i have enough financial problems to think about. i want to buy a house. rumah atas tanah. period.

well, to think about all the above makes my tummy hurts. i believe someday all these probs would be settled. InsyaAllah. ok, nk sambung membaca, semoga dapat sesuatu. terima kasih andrea hirata.

oh ya. it's friday the 13! jatuh bgn sendiri ok! ;)

mati.

datangnya dalam pelbagai cara, lambat selambat-lambatnya, cepat secepat-cepatnya, senang, susah, mudah, seksa, sakit, payah, muda, tua..ianya pasti berbeza untuk setiap orang.

aku..tak tahu bagaimana aku akan mati kelak. mungkin esok, lusa, tulat..atau entah lah. tak terfikir lagi. tapi memang mati itu benar. sudah tertakluk dalam qada' dan qadar ku. jadi, jika masanya telah tiba..apa yang aku harap, aku gembira dan bahagia dengan hidup yang ditempuh, aku telah bahagiakan mak dan bapak, hutang sudah habis terbayar..dan jika aku ditakdirkan berkeluarga, zuriatku diharap menjadi insan yang berguna di dunia dan akhirat.

satu ingatan pada diri sendiri. :)

kata hati.

hati..
pujuklah perasaan..
jauhi segala kesangsian..
cinta..walaupun berjauhan..
kan ku kenang senyuman..
kerinduan ku masih..
kepadamu..
kekasih.

siapa yang dirindukan hati ini? sukar. stephen sekadar anganan. gerard sukar dicapai tapi kekal di hati. ahmad bagai impian takkan sampai. apakah hero jawapannya?

masih sukar dimengerti.

takut...

hari ini dapat tahu, perkara cuci mata di kafetaria budak2 ni. huhu..membuatkan aku lagi sedar, siapalah aku ni, dah la umur berbeza..memang perlu dilupakan saja niat di hati. i just should stick to husband only..:D

anyway, on other notes..just chatted with bff. about her updates..and how i should update mine.
so, here i am..updating.

about nothing, that is. well, i did told her how jealous i am for her LV. bila sy nk jumpa seseorang yang sgt memahami nie..ihiks.

so, that's all! gonna update more for surprises, if any..haha

have a splendid day! xoxo

sounds like fun!

1. being in love.
2. tie the knots.
3. lots of babies.
4. grow old together.

"will you still love me in the morning?"

"forever and ever, babe~"

:-/

mungkin aku tak bisa.

tak tahu kenapa lagu ini boleh menghantui aku sekejap. mungkin emosi tak stabil kot. haha.

kenapa?
kenapa?
kenapa?
kenapa?

broadband..here i come!

yes, goodbyes to dear 03.79551821+nhazera..you guys have served me well, all this almost 4 years. thanks to pencuri kabel yg sgt tk berprihatin lagi jahat..telah menyebabkan aku mengambil keputusan yg sukar untuk dibuat. yea, talian adalah seperti satu perkara yg mesti ada dalam hidup aku. seperti gian dibuatnya, tiada talian di rumah. alhamdulillah, rezeki murah..:) dapatlah aku memulakan penggunaan talian jalur lebar yg sgt lebar nie..ahaks. well, i'm currently using it. okla, dapat juga aku online di rumah..yippie~

oh, adit has make my day after not-a-very-good remark by one of the bosses. :((.thanks you! he said, i look younger than aab. i should always stay that way. of course i will..ihiks, no doubt about it! ihiks. okla, time to sleep. got a long weekend ahead. cables to be put aside, modem+router to be packed..maybe even a room to be painted? ahaks..well, i hope that would come true..since my intention to buy house turned out be"hangat2 tahi ayam"..uhuks..yelah, byk ni nk buat thn ni ok..that would be first on the list for next yr (cross hands!)

so, smile always..even there's no teeth to be shown..;)

situasi.

diskriminasi menjatuhkan aku
reputasi kini menjadi bisu
dan aku , ku layu disitu
mengharapkan sesuatu yang barui
tulah impian aku
dan bila kau menghilang
musnah la, musnah impian
tuk menggapai bintang
terangi hidup ku
ku mahu kau tahu
engkaulah, destinasiku
dalam ingatanku
kerana diri ini tak daya lagi
menempuh hidup yang ku temui
dan aku , ku tunggu disitu
mengharapkan sesuatu yang baru
itulah impian aku...

i've been tagged~ huks. by hommie.

THREE NAMES THAT FRIEND CALL YOU
nor
nort/ciknort
hazera

THREE MOST IMPORTANT DATES IN YOUR LIFE
mostly birthdays-so, that would be many. haha
oh, and 18.2

THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY
sleep
bersama kawan2 yg kita suka
good food, definitely~

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AS OF NOW
if it kills me
gotta be somebody
yg terlewatkan

THREE PERSON YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST
cant find anyone

THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE
payung from sfc
malaysia map for my car
new sport rim? haha

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES
sleeping
reading
kacau brad+alvin

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR VACATION
yogyajakarta, minum secangkir teh sambil tgk org lalu lalang di kaki bukit..:x
anywhere gerard is..
anywhere he would be.

THREE FAVORITE CARTOON/ANIME CHARACTER
conan
oggy+three cockroaches..err..that's 5 already~

THREE MALLS YOU USUALLY GO TO
mid valley
klcc
amcorp mall

THREE FAVORITE DRINKS
caramel coffeee frap
extreme mocha
air kosong

THREE THINGS FOUND IN YOUR BAG
purse
handphone
keys

THREE FAVORITE COLOURS
blue
red
purple

TOP THREE FOODS YOU LOVE SO MUCH
humm..i love foods..full stop

TOP THREE ‘THINGS’ SPECIAL TO YOU
everything...past, present, future..:*

TOP THREE ATTITUDES YOU LIKE
good
best
great

TOP THREE FACES YOU LIKE
hommie..i hv to agree with you..derang jek aku dok tgk sejak 2 menjak nie..hehe
brad+alvin and okla..i start to miss gerard back..

THREE THINGS YOU’LL BE DOING TOMORROW
work
try not to date bff..haha (3 kali ok kitorg jumpa arini..kalah adiel..:x)
class? huhuhu..tolonglah jangan menguap2

TOP THREE WHY YOU ARE BUSY AT THIS TIME
thinking why i'm still here..haha..figuratively and literally.
finishing this tag?
why i'm still here?

I’M TAGGING:
uhuhu..i've no one to tag~ :(
perhap g way would like to be tagged? hehe

breakfast tazo green tea + roti.

it's 09.01.09 8.11am when i started to type this entry. okla, got some time before work. hehe. just few update on my studies. ok, i've already started class on tuesday as my last post presume. Alhamdulillah all went well on registration and all. Syukur. So, I registered for 3 courses (2 core + 1 elective). I've gone to the the 2 core classes, which was OK..agak gerun sket ok..the first class was Mgmt IS. the lecturer is the Dean~ uhuks..i hope i make that course through. then yesterday, went to the HCM class. the lecturer is scary, but in some sense she's OK. so i guess for this class i have to participate/study extra hard..(argh, for every course pon mestilah~) oh, what makes it scary kan, for the first class..we have been warned and briefed on the hardness..and got replacement class some more~! uhuks, there gone my perfect saturday..snuggling with brad and alvin on my perfect bed. :x but, it's ok..it's ok..i'm sure something will come up..saya yakin, InsyaAllah..;) and today, gonna have another class, hope this will be ok too. the lecturer would be a mat saleh. hehehe.

ok, on 07.01.09, i went to klcc to use my rm20 parkson's voucher..that was the expiry date..so, by hook or by crook..i have to spend it..xnak rugi. :D and, after much thinking..i end up buying a case for my ipod in red, i like~! and 6 mini marker pen in colorful combination..ihiks. i like too~!

then i went up to kino to buy the twilight saga. but, sadly enough..only the first book is available. so, i've booked the rest, bought twilight..which i hope the books quickly arrive. :x edward cullen is my current obsession, besides gee+brad+alvin+sesapa lagi lah. ihiks.

more on books..you see, i went to klcc at night right..but previously, during lunchtime..i bought books..uhuks..it's travelog haji+travelog dakwah by same author, whom name i shall not mention here..hehe. well, i spent the whole night reading travelog haji..and this has made me more eager to save money to go..but in the same time feeling a bit scared and confuse..on the readiness of myself and hopefully my parents. so, on this one..i have to self muhasabah and get ready. :)

ok, that's all. i miss the cats. and the title, i havent have them yet. so, good day everyone. hopefully, today is a great day for all ;)

half-moon~

yeay~! Alhamdulillah.. the moon has come visit..yet another marvellous view from my own bed..i'm moon strucked..ehehe.

anyway, new update..i would finally register today! after lunch..straight off half day for the day..and attend class evening! wish me luck dears.

oh, would someday "layan" twilight saga..:-) vamps is on the loose everyone, beware~ :*

quarter-half moonlight.. shine bright, shine shine.

:x at about 12.10am, i switched off the light, get ready to bed, with blurry eyes (of course, dh mlm kan? takkan nk pakai spec lg..hehe).. there, i saw it...the most beautiful scenery from my bed i could i ever ask...Subhanallah~ first i saw the blurry bright light..then, i struggle to take back my spec and i saw it~ from the window pane, shadowed by my 3/4 curtain..the brightest quarter half moon shine brightly...first, i thought..photographic memory only la..but then, i get up..and in the darkness..get my manual SLR. and try to snap the moon..went to balcony, still in the darkness..with the boys miawed (sibuk jek org nk melayan ketenangan malam ni!) but i didnt think the SLR would capture it the way my eyes did. Subhanallah~! so, i guess..no pix to show here apart from my memory..:) anyway, it's almost half-month in Hijrah calendar..cant wait to see the full moon..hopefully, the moon would come back again..:*

i feel good, and i hope today would bring good news for me..syukran. apa pon, i'm grateful for what's i already got..and what i did not get. have a great day, everyone~!

Cats with Bells.

hommie bought bling bling for the cats~ it was like a bell parade at home..haha. ring here ring there..where can you hide, boys? nowhere..lalala..okla, if they are lost (hopefully not), they wouldnt be sent to dogs/cats pound..huhu..taknak la kan...anyway, some pix of them with their new bling..blue of course for brad, and red does look fit with alvin..oh, dear~ tolonglah jgn bertambah boroi..huhu. for more, click here.

dinner time~

apa tah brad buat nie..:D

oh, alvin..behave~

notes to my myself: really cross hands i could register already this wk. waiting is sucks, really~ wish me good. :)
oh, one more thing, rm4.85 is what i got for 30+kg junks. murah je kan? humm..

new year, new layout~

hehe..yes, it's me with new layout..well, i aim for a simpler me. along these years, i've been collecting what you might have called junks..magazines (lots of it!), brochures, small cards etc etc that has currently resides in my store-room..my room..the living room and such!

starting today (well, actually has started quite some time)..i've been throwing the junks out..(tp mmg sgt sayangggg ni~ :-( )hmm could i call it stuffs..because i have problems you see..i like to collect things..and then i dont seems to treasure it well..but i can see now, i've been creating all this clutters in my life..and i ought to do something about this, right? and being the big M sickness doesnt help either..so, with the start of new year..hijrah and masihi~ i'll be trying to simplify my life..(i even swore not to buy mags, mind me!) and keeping a list of resolution each day (cross-hands~) and try to make it true! hehe..at least, i have one done already (bffs birthday presents for 2009! eh, make that two! lalala)

ok, since i'm quite in a hurry..and actually i hv to do some work (yelah dah ada kat ofis ni..and dear me..hv to listen to that rock music yg sakit telinga nie..there's one boss guy here too..blasting his music!) but it's OK~! i'll be leaving soon..the rain has stopped i think! maybe tomorrow i come again, and see what can be done!

right now, i'm blasting off back home...take all that junks err stuff to recycle centre and clear the clutters in my room! hehe wish me lucks girls~

oh. 'ts not too late right! selamat tahun baru 1430H dan 2009M. semoga tahun baru ini lebih sempurna ibadat kita dan apa yg diimpikan berjaya direalisasikan ;)

lalala. Alhamdulillah~

lots been happening these past few weeks, being:

1. bought one mean of transport.err~
2. wsb182, i love to have..but only in dreams.
3. settle respective process regarding the above whole-heartedly. tiring!
4. admission letter to mba arrived. yeay~!
5. scholarship interview. huhu.
6. sister's wedding. happy for her! and tired!
7. adi's at sis wedding..thank you!
8. green bag from abg kiki..thank you!
9. a little sad, friends cant make it to sis wedding.
10.still cant drive.:p
11.meeting+work+no mood for work but still hv to.
12.sis wedding at melaka.
13.pd family vacation.
14.nilai-bought kain~ lg?
15.oh, stress tkleh dpt kete utk bawak g melaka. jahat!
16.trip to klcc with yatoque. tempting coach leather bag 1.5k..:(
17.thinking of aab
18.workshop non-stop and still thinking of doing other things.
19.oh, bought coach tag via internet. lalala. parcel from US. still havent received it to-date :( terkandas di kastam malaysia. hopefully takdela kene tax kan. if so, double :((
20.finally, arrival of wsa7035~ after lots of calling. tq. now, for after-delivery makeover..hope x kene tipu! still in waiting~
21.trip to ipoh from kl with lots of pit-stop (kuala selangor-hutan melintang-semesti-teluk intan-cameron highlands) gile test drive..ahaha.(oh, me not driving for the whole trip)
22.raya haji. a good kutbah. about quality over quantity..but seems now more of quantity over quality. semoga kita berada di bawah RAHMAN NYA.
23.trip back to KL.lots of sisters stuff. be a good wife ye, dearest~!
24.after two days, in parkingspot (tepat jangkaan adik ipar, or might i say abg ipar..hehe) i have the guts to drive..with help of dear friend, hani + asnani. thank you dears~! only for about 12km i drove. haha.
25.oh, jai invades home with prison break! dem yuh~ i fell in love again with michael. :x today(11.12.08) on break for undisclosed reason. ehehehe. tk sabanyaaa nk sambung esok..tp, nk main boling pulak.huhuhu..
26.thanks to you for the ipod delivery..muwahs ;x (sumpah, x sengaja~)
27.yeay, successfully drive to and back from office..ihiks..with slight help in the morning for side parking. oh, also parking free at D4 after lunch.. sorryla, a bit lembab, kata test drive kan?..ihiks..thank you, hero for the day~! thanks too, heroins~! yes, i can do it!
28.what else..oh, yes..hv to update the almost dusty blog.
29.oops..i forgot, trip to terengganu~ which is supposed to be no 1 on the list. it's one of my best friend's wedding~! tahniah buchik..hope to see you tomorrow~!
30.if it kills me, is me. :|

that's all, thanks!

hmmm...

2nov08

hari bersejarah rumetku, cik..eh pn anis..:D

and present from bff, thanks a lot~

sibuk je brad nk tido kat bedsheet baru..ahaha

dan lain-lain perkara yang akan diceritakan tak tahu bila..sekian, terima kasih~!