How long can we keep this up?

 Christina Perri (feat. Jason Mraz)-Distance 

The sun is filling up the room,
And I can hear you dreaming.
Do you feel the way I do, right now?

I wish we would just give up,
'Cause the best part is falling.
Calling anything but love.

And I will make sure to keep my distance,
Say I love you when you're not listening,
How long, can we keep this up, up, up?

Please don't stand so close to me
I'm having trouble breathing.
I'm afraid of what you'll see, right now.

I'll give you everything I am,
All my broken heartbeats.
Until I know you'll understand.

And I will make sure to keep my distance,
Say I love you when you're not listening,
How long, can we keep this up, up, up?

And I keep waiting
For you to take me
And you keep waiting
To save what we had

So I'll make sure to keep my distance,
Say I love you when you're not listening,
How long, can we keep this up, up, up?

Make sure to keep my distance,
Say I love you when you're not listening,
How long, 'til we call this love, love, love?
---
"Distance" as written by David Hodges, Christina Perri
Lyrics © EMI Music Publishing

The one about "awak"

Yes, this is about you. ">

Love is a game that we could play
Even only for today
I don't wanna lose you
We've been apart for far too long
Now we only have a song
Let the music move you
There was a part of me
That never left a part of you
I wish I could be everything you wanted

But I'm still young
Wide-eyed and hopeless
Yeah I'm still young
I want your devotion to this
Can we kiss like we do in my head
Can we dance like we do on my bed
Like we're still young

Love is a loss that we incur
When we gamble with the world
I don't wanna lose you
I feel my life has just begun
I can hear you singalong
Now the music in you
There was a part of me
That never left a part of you
I wish I could be everything you wanted

But I'm still young
Wide-eyed and hopeless
Yeah I'm still young
I want your devotion to this
Can we kiss like we do in my head
Can we dance like we do on my bed
Like were still young

Baby don't you cry
I won't tell you lies
I'll just sit and sing you lullabies

Cuz I'm still young
Wide-eyed and hopeless
Yeah I'm still young
I want your devotion to this
Can we kiss like we do in my head
Can we dance like we do on my bed
Like we're still young 

---

Remember Tyler? Yes, this is from Neon Trees' new album "Picture Show" :D Overall, I love it~! And, this song kinda makes me feel about you. Oh, this song is "Still Young". Oh, I do not forget about my baking updates. Til later~! 

I have new addiction, that is.......

Neon Trees! or, is it Tyler~! *blush*

Image Credit: Tyler Glenn

cute, heh? Well, he's some sort of bad boy that I would like :>

and, my current tunes...Everybody Talks!! don't they?

I just have viewed their animated music video and they are just rad and cute!!! oh, I love cute..:>

and the lyrics...awesome!

hey baby won't you look my way,i could be your new addictionhey baby what you got to say,all you're giving me is fictioni'm a sorry sucker and this happens all the timei find out thateverybody talkseverybody talkseverybody talks

chorus:it started with a whisperand that was when i kissed herand then she made my lips hurti can hear the chit-chattake me to your love shackmama's always got a backtrackwhen everybody talks back

hey honey you could be my drugyou could be my new prescriptiontoo much, get me an overdoseall this trash talk make me itchingoh my my shiteverybody talkseverybody talkseverybody talkstoo much

never thought i'd live to see the daywhen everybody's words got in the way

hey sugar show me all your loveall you're giving me is frictionhey sugar what you got to say

Ok, off now..I'm quite stressed..and can't wait to be home!! 


update: Oh, I'm still in flow..haha..just found out that actually, the official music video's out!!! argh, can't see it now, hopefully to watch it soon..i bet it's totally rad..50s, drive-in, and zombies!? awesome, obviously~!

aiii...waz born, to love youuu~

the catchy song from which i heard while "layan"ed pride or pe-rai-do~ as per the japanese says. ehehe..i love the song, definitely~! from there, goes my search for who are the singers. turn out it was the late mr freddie mercury himself from QUEEN. the group whose ever popular with "we will rock you"..it's the final countdown~ does that rings a bell?

not from two days ago, i didnt know mr freddie..well, now i dont either..i just know he was one of the other half who sang "under pressure" with mr err..(boleh ke lupa?) one of the rock icon too..but takpela..now, the limelite is to mr freddie. hehe..i know the song pon, of course la from my dear husband who sang it with mr bert. hehe..

okok..enough about mr freddie..all i can say is..his voice is great..no wonder he's one of the great artist..about that song? i'm totally in it..haha..but pity me, got the wrong album..even ask abang for it..but he only got the greatest hit..it's ok, it's ok..plenty of sources..i can always stream..hehe.

"I was born to love you..with every single beat of my heart,
Yes, I was born to take care of you..every single day of my life"

well, now listening to QUEEN's album. and me sgt skeptikal thinking that their album is like rock rock..but this, i can listen too..it's a mix of humm...having a good time songs..ehehe..but anyway...i think i can like this~

ok, now..updates on me..should one to know la kan..seems that bff was so busy she didnt update for quite a while..hehe.. me currently is one selfish bitch at office, i dont know how to control me at all..i dont talk to them, her, him unless about work. sick, i know..but how? do i have to be like sensitive over things..but what i dont like is being left behind..oh, please please..that's sign of insecurities..and what...i wrote that? no way..arghh...okla..loosen up a bit..and see what's tomorrow gonna be..plus kerja berlambak + nk dipelajari pon byk..time mgmt, please honey~

okla..last wk, eh..actually these few days..i bersosial with sisters (yana+ila)..and ina slept over before going back to ipoh. got a request to cook "apa-apa" and that "apa-apa" turned out to be a dish of nasi ayam...yeay, i love~! oh, dipaksa juga masak nasi goreng kampung untuk sahur..sabar jekla adik2 aku nie..oh, thanks ina for the tomyam from her tunang's brother hs. lovely~

what else eh? having graduated from "PRIDE" (as hommie quoted), currently felt like i cant get enough of takuya kimura..ahaha..but then, i dont think i can watch any series, have lots to benkyo about. anyhoo, this should be the end of this entry..the only one who read it would be me..ihiks.

so, minna~ oyasumi!

tomorrow~

crawling all alone, looking at the skies above..
searching for a bless, for what they called a love.

beaten by the rain, i still the same..
tickle by the wind, i feel the pain..
memories meant to be a misery.

so dont hesitate, if you got nothing to say..
take your promises instead..
tomorrow so far away..
for me and you.

dont you be cruel to me..
dont you be mean to me..
i'm nothing to you..
dont take my breath away.

tomorrow so far away..
for me and you.

--in memories of those "kasih tk smpai"..ahaha..thanks subculture-time knock circa 1998.

psst..cant wait for our yearly event..hiks..muwahs.

tell me what to do.

lalala..im still unwell..deep inside..lalala again! but this must stop..so i hope with my 3days at ipoh..would cure me..lalala again and again!

did i tell u, i've asked him to watch "the dark knight" which i know beforehand what would be his action..can you tell? nada la of course..hahaha..but that's not gonna break me down, even i know..i would feel broken inside..lalala. i just shove it away, and tada..i am definitely OK~

this week is definitely is combination of events which i could say sucks and of course not so sucks la kan. but i do feel kinda down at office. i shouldnt take things personally or rather granted..i am, sometimes! so, shove them awayy, againn..and of course, I AM OK~ lalala

hey..this is not what i want to story about..it's me now @starbucks pudu waiting for my bus at 1030pm..and sister, ila with her friend.we're going back together to kg..i want to tell about songs that been lingering like..now..i've been repeating this song..i dont know how many times..but tell me what to do..is definitely the song that not that cool..but more to techno thingy..or rock techno..i dunno..it's just too catchy..i likeeee the chorus...lalalala..maybe this week not so bad..i've found two bands that totally cool. firstly, thanks to roomie for the intro..LUDO, i've their latest album.."you're awful, i love you"..i just like their kinda gila2 lyrics with kinky behavior..sometimes la..but no worries husband..your band is always in my top 5..lalala..the other one is Metro Station..i found them through radio (note: i've been akhirnya dgr radio..lalala..thanks to the new extension..i like~) got their album...and all songs is sooooo listenable..which is quite strange for me..but maybe becos of the catchiness..lalala...uhuks..

cannot tell much la..the barista has been mopping at my side of table..gile menghalau kan..so..maybe someday..tell you more~!

right now, im going to pudu...and wait for my bus with my caramel frap and my ipod!

syukur Alhamdulillah for all the blessing in my life.

hope i would be thoroughly OK.muwahs all my friends~

love me dead~!

thanks to roomie, i so like this song..okla..the video..ahaha..so funny..kinda follow what's the lyric says..:D:D as roomie said, part mcr, part simple plan..lalala..so like, INDIE~ haha..but kinda rock band that i would like. hehe

so, enjoice~ (but sorry bff, our network wont allow it! huhu)

Love me cancerously
Like a salt-sore soaked in the sea.
'High-maintenance' means
You're a gluttonous queen
Narcissistic and mean.
Kill me romantically
Fill my soul with vomit
Then ask me for a piece of gum.
Bitter and dumb
You're my sugarplum.
You're awful, I love you!

She moves through moonbeams slowly
She knows just how to hold me
And when her edges soften
Her body is my coffin
I know she drains me slowly
She wears me down to bones in bed

Must be the sign on my head
That says, oh...
Love me dead! Love me dead!

You're a faith-healer on T.V.
You're an office park without any trees
Corporate and cold
Gushing for gold
Leave me alone.
You suck so passionately
You're a parasitic, psycho, filthy creature
finger-bangin' my heart
You call me up drunk
Does the fun ever start?
You're hideous and sexy!

Must be the sign on my head
That says, oh...
Love me dead! Love me dead!

Love me cancerously
Brrrot-dot-da-d-da-da!
How's your new boy?
Does he know about me?
You've got the mark of the beast.
You're born of a jackal! You're beautiful!

Wha' 'bout that sign on my head
That says, oh...
Love me dead!

thank you bff for your kind words :)

I want to be forgotten,and I don't want to be reminded.You say "please don't make this harder."No, I won't yet.I wanna be beside her.She wanna be admired.You say "please don't make this harder."No, I won't yet.Oh dear, is it really all true?Did they offend us and they want it to sound new?Top ten ideas for countdown shows...Whose culture is this and does anybody know?I wait and tell myself "life ain't chess,"But no one comes in and yes, you're alone...You don't miss me, I know.Oh Tennessee, what did you write?I come together in the middle of the night.Oh that's an ending that I can't write, 'cause I've got you to let me down. I want to be forgotten,and I don't want to be reminded.You say "please don't make this harder."No, I won't yet.I want to be beside her.She wanna be admired.You say "please don't make this harder." No, I won't yet...

-what ever happened? by the strokes.

the one korean person that i shall love always...

with jang nara of course..haha

that one person is jang hyuk..i so adore him la..having first saw him in "successful story of bright girl" (did i get it right? pape lah..haha) it was like love at first sight..since then, i've tried to watch/find movie series with him..well, i did have some mishap, i missed the event that he has to go some military service that seems like a MUST in korea..so i did lost him for quite some time...that was after the movie "windstruck"..mmg depress and sedih habis~! first time tgk..tersedu2..lpas tu, tgk lg..sedu lg..hahaha..tp citer tu mmg gerekkkk habis~!

then, come a time like last few months, i have seen some clips in TV, i think..about this one series, "thank you" which is like a comeback for him...i was like, "oh, this is a must watch~!" asked my colleague to buy it..which actually she did owned it..terlupa! and finally, last week...i managed to catch it~! it was a blast! sad, and happy and comedy, and comforting, at the same time, depressing~! ahaha..ye lah kn, typical series..at first you fight2..then mcm tk ngaku plak perasaan tu...wakaka..sapa jugak yg tgk kan..sendiriii jugakk~! ahaks..but i like hyuk in here..so handsome~! wakaka...mcm die cakp.."suave"..ahahak..ikut translation la kan..tp takpela..mmg minat dia, nk wat camno? :D

err, i managed to buy the OST today..is it melampau kah? ahaks..so tonite, im gonna make it my lullaby~! below is one of the many videos in youtube~! mmg kerren di buat teman tidur, enggak? :x

well, since the unfortunate event..i'm becoming less me and more emo! crap crap crap~! i dont like it, but i cant help it~! but "komapsumnida"..thank you, thank you, thank you for those who always be there and humor me...;)

still, i havent write anything about my idol..damn~!

kerap.

wuhuu. got 2 days extra weekends..with thursday being sick. i got diarrhea..uhuks..too many acid in my tummy, i cant handle..and still sick now~ :( friday&saturday spent in peninsular residence, business suite hotel. OKla~ i think i might make sis feeling crap, but do not want to think or write more on it.

well, lots been going on! and i hate to mention it here..because that would have reminded me that lot of things were taken for granted. haha. like for instance, safety & security. how we fail to take care of ourselves, friends, belongings.. but i dont want to start on that.

i want to tell one funny but strange thing. i dreamt of him, twice..two days in a row. huhu. it was flattering, yes. we didnt do bad things, obviously, it just strange..but i dont know what to think, or what to feel..with my tummy and my body problems..huhuhu..i hate la this weekend~ no..this week! it's tire me, mentally and physically..:(

will i dreamt of him later tonight? that i dont know..have to sleep first and find out~! haha

i dont know about him, but im surely missing him. goodnight~!

ps: having watched gossip girl the whole day..i need someone like dan humphrey, pronto! :* alaa..but i like rufus too~ dan's father. ahaha. oh, the OSTs great! listening to oneRepublic, they're cool!

pss:lupe plak, thanks bff for the dedication~! :p

tattoo'd~

haha..mcm terkena plak dgn lagu nie..uhuk uhuk!

"I can't waste time so give it a moment
I realize, nothing's broken

No need to worry 'bout everything I've done

Live every second like it was my last one

Don't look back got a new direction

I loved you once, needed protection

You're still a part of everything I do

You're on my heart just like a tattoo

I'll always have you"

tattooed, figuratively i was..but the best thing is, i will always have it..haha..

based on saharil.com, my pick today is "mudita" which is explained by wiki ->"mudita is a Buddhist (Pali and Sanskrit) word meaning rejoicing in others' good fortune." so, expect me to be a very very sweet little girl who shall rejoice in others' good fortune! hehehe.

the other one is Schadenfreude, a German word meaning 'pleasure from misfortune'..but, between you and me lah kan, i like this word better...ahaks..uhuhuhu...where are the sweet little girl, huh? hehehe...but takpela..apa2 pun, im still that notti notti one..ahaks...

yes, for today..i go for mudita~! want to share happy news with me? i'll make you happier~! muwahs..

182

my supposed lucky day. well, i feel luckier already. haha..

will you dance with me tonite? :x 

good day~!

while, im updating this (again!)..i'm crying..not that there's something bad/sad happening..like now..but i cannot help it..this song, jz keep me doing it..crying, i mean *sobsob* me cant sing it properly also..yelah, i cant stop crying what.haha. the lyrics + melody melancholically stabs thru my sensitive heart. :D anyhoo, please read this poem..you, who knows me..shall understand. 

"If you could told me everything

You could have found what love is

If you could have told me what was on your mind

I would have shown you the way

Someday I'm gonna be older than you

I've never thought beyond that time

I've never imagined the pictures of that life

For now I will try to live for you and for me

I will try to live with love, with dreams

and forever with tears"

fyi though..it's not mine..googling about "X-Japan-Tears", the song that always kept me crying. huhu..i found this poem..sources said, there would be times that in the end of this song, the poem is recited by the band. 

built to last.

so, not to make this long long long..i've just got to tell you truth..nothing but the truth. i am in love..ahahaha..i just hope the other person knows it too..which i highly doubt it. haha

this, is my hope towards the ever-to-be-if-it's-ever-gonna-be anything..:x

oh, i'm pretty much high in my selfless mind..ahaks..(tolonglah sedar, minah oi!) i'm so full of myself i cant properly think of the consequences..what i do know is i'm crazy..ahahaha..this must be because of me <-- caffeinated. it does me, sometimes..caffeinated, sugar high..i really did well in that division..ahaha..i can climb this very building of block 3 and sang my heart out..just to let him know what i really felt..do you think he'll hear me~?! *batting eyelashes*

or, it must be the song that i've heard first last yr @MTV, and it has successfully haunt me back this year. and without fail, i'm still loving it~ oh, it must be my sensual mind working it's way. damn~! i bet if i were destined to be dead, right now..my autopsy result would be..love anxiety overwhelmed~! ahahaha..whatever i was rattling, like now~! oh, it MUST be the coffee, definitely. fyi, i've got 4 sacks of coffee bean from starbucks..how do u think i'm gonna finish that huh? coffee freak, that's me..

you are my sun in my universe~!

i'm pretty much adore mike, from melee. he seems err, shy. :)

..malam bulan dipagar bintang..

Malam bulan dipagar bintang
Makin indah jika dipandang
Bagai gadis beri senyuman
Pada bujang idaman

Belai kasih ingin dimanja
Dengan cumbuan mesra
Untuk pelipur lara
Penawar dik asmara

Malam bulan dipagar bintang
Tambah seri cuaca malam
Murni sungguh ciptaan Tuhan
Bulan bintang lampu alam

Andai kata bintang menyepi
Bulan tidak berseri
Malam menjadi sunyi
Tidak berseri lagi
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haha..klasik tak? tgh layan2 lagu secara rambang, terdgr lagu ni & terasa tk dsempurna jika tidak kongsi bersama lagu ini. ahaks..layan jgn tk layan~! eh, mestikah aku kumpul rindu jika emangnya tiada rindu darimu untukku? :x

Saat dunia masih milik kita.

Apakah kau pernah merasa semua
Yang tlah kau dapatkan terbuang percuma
Dan seakan semuanya menghilang sia sia

Begitulah rasa yang sedang kurasa
Saat dirimu meninggalkan duka
Dan takkan pernah hilang terhapus terlewati

Akankah semua
Kembali seperti yang dulu
Akankan semua
Menjadi indah dan sempurna

Seperti saat diriku dengan dirimu
Hatimu masih milikku
Dan dunia masih milik kita

Hidup adalah tak seperti yang pernah
Kita bayangkan dan kita impikan
Terkadang ada duka dan juga menyakitkan

Seperti saat diriku dengan dirimu
Hatimu masih milikku
Dan dunia masih milik kita

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i love the way the song goes. with flows. :x

aku mau.

Kau boleh acuhkan diriku
Dan anggap ku tak ada
Tapi takkan merubah perasaanku
Kepadamu

Kuyakin pasti suatu saat
Semua kan terjadi
Kau kan mencintaiku
Dan tak akan pernah melepasku

Aku mau mendampingi dirimu
Aku mau cintai kekuranganmu
Selalu bersedia bahagiakanmu
Apapun terjadi
Kujanjikan aku ada

Kau boleh jauhi diriku
Namun kupercaya
Kau kan mencintaiku
Dan tak akan pernah melepasku

Aku mau mendampingi dirimu
Aku mau cintai kekuranganmu
Aku yang rela terluka
Untuk masa lalu

KepadaMu aku berserah untuk segalanya. :) Tabahkan hatiku untuk apa jua jawaban. Kuatkan semangatku untuk semua kemungkinan. Syukurku dan sujudku untukMu Yang Maha Kuasa.

hello, sunshine~ (ala2 gaya mr wonka)

heya..it's 2007 already. how time flies. i'm 25+ and getting older each and everyday. huhu. what do i achieved eh? humm..let see. none stands out other than being me. plain impulsive naughty "sedikit malas" hazera :D

haha, anyway..my resolution for 2007 is...nothing. :D for everyday, i am blessed with all these practical resolution, so i just stick to day-to-day resolutions and live the day as it is. my life, my way. but mind me, i still have what they called plans. it's all on my head. say, if i forget one..the plan will find its way back to me. so no worries. hehe.

so, it's already 6/1/2007. what i achieved so far...more to what i did so far. Bekerja bertungkus lumus dari hari rabu ke jumaat dengan selingan-selingan merehat minda. 80% competent and continously effective. :D akhirnya, mendapat hadiah dari minah kekure. thanx alot bebeh. i like, of course. sendiri mintak~ haha

currently, im sorting out all my personal belonging. CDs, mags, collectibles. musics, prints, such an expensive hobbies. bless me. :D eh, lemme story briefly what i did in singapore recently.

thursday nite: all the way to pudu with very heavy feet. terasa malas2 nk gerak. haha..smpat tgk "what women want" believe me, apart from them being handsome (some lah kan) (the contestant i meant) i dont want any of them. :D not what i want.
friday morn'- at the wee hour of 4am, arrived. found out my prepaid hasnt been registered yet. what the? i remembered it being registered at tmpoint when i'm downgrade my 3g line. haiya. manyak susah wo ini macam. i have to call the careline like at 4am and ask. lucky i'm quite in happy mood that morn, so takde lah amukan syaitan kat larkin. wakaka. neway, at that wee hour, still many people...looking lots like me..lost, sleepy..kalau disorongkan bantal, harus tidur~! apa-apapun, selamat sampai ke rumah bibik. dan jumpa mak..hoyeah..i love. lepas subuh, tidur wlaupun sebenarnya digesa emak ikut dia pegi umah bibik pia. haha. lucky me. tidur smpai puas. kunci alarm pon tk bgn. haha. after zohor, more likely after 3. gone to older uncle+untie house. my dear uncle is diagnosed with prostate cancer. it's been like the whole year, he has to undergo chemo and mostly radiotherapy. it's been glad to see him happy to see us visiting him, but in the same time devastated as there's no words to express what i was feeling that day. i just hope, he'll be OK and pray for his health.
after that went to jurong point to met mariyam, so we three..eh lupakan nk bgtau. ana, yam and me went to bibik pia's house all the way in ..(eh, lupe plak kat mana. tp yg pastinya, terhangguk2 gwe tertido dlm taxi haha)sampai2 makan. oh ye, my bibik and her husband were going to perform haj at Makkah. konon pegi menghantar la kan. :D yelah, dah my mak and bapak and also my oldest bro family datg sana, mestila mau menyibuk jugak. :D okla everything went well. but so damn tired. huhu.
saturday: my mak and bapak and the whole bunch balik ipoh that morning. me stay sampai bosan. :D gone to vivocity that evening. nice place. all the at south of spore, with view of sentosa island and the cable car. but i did not go there. maybe next time. :D
sunday: just hang around at house. ana's attend friend wedding. but on that evening, we went to movie. nice~ night at the museum :D then lunch/dinner at thai kitchen. OK~! thanx ana. muwah muwah.
monday morn: balik kl. but merempit with abang kiki. dia hanta gwe sampai larkin. hehe. best tk best? sangatlah experience nye ha..:D

oh tu je la. not too brief nampaknya. :D

uhuks..tuh je la setakat ni.tgh dok melayan lagu2. my chem, muse, the killers and lots of other songs. and hoping i could go to the muse concert. takda sapa nk belanja ke? :D