yeay, we're adopting~!

hehe..sari berita panas je dulu..<3

btw, baru jek lepas tgk sindarela....sooo sweett.."ayang, org ckp ja..."oops..hahaha..that was one of the scene in the so called soap drama in malaysia..haha..who said, i tk layan citer melayu..weks..ok, maybe it because of amani, but i did lovee bront too...he was way cute la..ahaks..hope my dot dot dot kite pon mcm tu..comel sgt tk boleh belah..hahaha..

ok, cukuplah mengenai perasaan ini..beat this one~! so, mcm cengkam jiwa like deep deep..my jiwa la kan..yeah, i know..lovey dovey month dh over..tp nk wat camne..my jiwa is some what gila~! haha..kalo boleh hari2 nk berjiwa2...wakakaka

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yovie & nuno - menjaga hati

masih tertinggal bayanganmu

yang telah membekas di relung hatiku

hujan tanpa henti seolah pertanda

cinta tak di sini lagi

kau telah berpaling 

biarkan aku menjaga perasaan ini

menjaga segenap cinta yang telah kau beri

engkau pergi, aku takkan pergi

kau menjauh, aku takkan jauh

sebenarnya diriku masih mengharapkanmu

masih adakah cahaya rindumu

yang dulu selalu cerminkan hatimu

aku takkan bisa menghapuskan dirimu

mesti ku lihat kini

kau di seberang sana

andai akhirnya 

kau tak juga kembali

aku tetap sendiri

menjaga hati

biarkan aku menjaga perasaan ini

menjaga segenap cinta yang telah kau beri

engkau pergi, aku takkan pergi

kau menjauh, aku takkan jauh

sebenarnya diriku masih mengharapkanmu

sejujurnya diriku masih mengharapkamu.

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oh, crap~! having typed it...this one is so like, wayyy jiwang~! oh, tidak..apa kau telah buat kat nort nie..tidak tidak tidakkkk~! pulangkan dia kembali! huhu..so, sekian berita untuk minggu ni...dengan rasa sedih dan hiba, diumumkan blog ini akan sepi untuk sementara waktu..tuan punya harus punya waktu utk belai diri, famili, rakan2 dn kerja. oh ya..nk jaga hati jugak..muehehe..eh, i think it's the coffee talk la..but who cares..i love my  coffee, and always will. eh..i love my chocolate too..haip! too many things to love la..okla..better go + menyepi before i got wayy crappy with words. taking care all~! muwahs..luvya~!

sehari bersama kukos.

oh, tidak..adakah aku hanya akan update setelah habis minggu? ahaha..well another weekend of burnt money and on loan..(again!) haha..thank you sekali lagi bff..ahaks

ok, to make it short..here it is..:D:x mestilah satu kepentingan kan my own mychem..hahaha..

and before that~! we've met puan mayang..muwahs..it such a great meet-up gurls!
cant wait to see ya again beb~! insyaAllah, nnt aku dtg umah ko..:D

and you know what...before that i met up the not so new born..baby Haziq! Tengku Rayyan Haziq..son of proud parents, Cak+Huda...congrats dear~ ;)maaflah gamba gelap..aku pon tatau kenapa aku tknak gune flash..haha..pastu tk smpat aka malas nk edit..:D

..and this all is happened in one fine day of 23rd march 2008..

along with man u vs. liverpool..which apparently marked the legend of ronaldo..haha..which i bet bff is and always head over heels about..:D and others..

well, i must say, this week was a mixed feelings and event of issues and also whatever raised..oh, sistas and me went to sunway..last thursday..it was fun~! we must do it again! this time, into the sunway lagoon we come! haha

okla..works currently, humm..boring, sucks, relax? hahaha..no la..everything's OK!

0klah, mau tidur..and cant wait to be home this weekend~! taking care all..later~!

ok, almost there~!

huhu..my weekend was filled with burnt money and on loan..ahaks..and almost bought the really wanted ipod..ahahaha.

tributes to bff for all the attention showered..heh~! hope you're fat already with the special homemade roti boyan and kopok lekor (tq fila) and starbucks coffee yg aku buat sedap tu..ahahaha. sorry ye dear, if yesterday turns to be one of your ugliest moment..tp ko dpt plasma tv yg diidamkan? hehehe..that crossed one of your wishes already ;) i think the other 2 is within reach this year..*crossfingers*

oh, sorry for the temptation..but was worth rite..siap tergedik2 lg dgn bdak starbucks...but it was way weird heh, since i really dont think we were late that nite...kan kan? but your sushi's always great..walaupun bukan ko lah yg buat..ehehehe

huhu, i've jz wrote in random..but what i've done last week quite great...screening with the TSCers..i jz way beyond like la with kak min. hahaha..having watched muallaf makes me wonder and evaluate back whether i am a good muslim. well, not even close to good yet, but not bad either..but i will be better. as death is definite..everyone gonna face it.so, i want to be a good one. :) the other not-planned screening, which happened on the same nite is a special docu on poverty in rural area in pahang..having watched that too enlightens me to become more aware of what surrounds me and at least have the empathy to know what's going on in the world apart from my of course hectic work life..oh, please let there's be balance in me life. :D

of course, girls nite out with yatoque..with fila, cant make it, as she's quite bz with family matters..her sister safely delivered baby boy..yeay~! less attention to idris..ehehhee..takdela..:D:D oh, talking about baby..one of my good friend, huda's too safely delivered a baby boy..nama tatau lg..org tanya tk terjawab pule..haha..thanks min for the mms pix..tk smpat lak nk upload..tahniah encik azrul + puan huda untuk baby boy anda..ckp kat baby, nnt auntie kukos dtg k...:D

apa lagi, apa lagi..oh, im on break~! from one part of life..i would like to concentrate more on works without jeopardising my life la..so called balanced life, konon...ini semua thanks to the course im taking, which i will graduate next tuesday...long story short..i've to write my goals and dreams in paper...hehe..gudlaks to me~!

minggu lepas terasa lambat..harap2 minggu depan akan berlalu dengan cepat...dan bolehlah selesaikan apa2 yg patut...seperti beli ipod? ahahahaha..no lah...lotsa other things..

okla..taking care all! nk balik rumah dulu..kt opis ni..psst, tq bff tolong anta..tunggu k, our girls nite out~! chillies and maybe movie? ehehe..muwahs

tattoo'd~

haha..mcm terkena plak dgn lagu nie..uhuk uhuk!

"I can't waste time so give it a moment
I realize, nothing's broken

No need to worry 'bout everything I've done

Live every second like it was my last one

Don't look back got a new direction

I loved you once, needed protection

You're still a part of everything I do

You're on my heart just like a tattoo

I'll always have you"

tattooed, figuratively i was..but the best thing is, i will always have it..haha..

based on saharil.com, my pick today is "mudita" which is explained by wiki ->"mudita is a Buddhist (Pali and Sanskrit) word meaning rejoicing in others' good fortune." so, expect me to be a very very sweet little girl who shall rejoice in others' good fortune! hehehe.

the other one is Schadenfreude, a German word meaning 'pleasure from misfortune'..but, between you and me lah kan, i like this word better...ahaks..uhuhuhu...where are the sweet little girl, huh? hehehe...but takpela..apa2 pun, im still that notti notti one..ahaks...

yes, for today..i go for mudita~! want to share happy news with me? i'll make you happier~! muwahs..

my supposed 99th post...now, it's the 100th!

"haha. countdown to the hundreth. ahaks. well, im not one to post daily, my life forbid me to. ahaha..well, here it is..after almost 1 year and 5 months, the number finally almost reach 100. ahaha. nothing much actually to ramble today..im going to work, maybe alone.

house is installed with pest control this morning. hopefully all is ok.

craving for kopok lekor."

there you go, that was supposed to be my 99th post..ahaks..but with God blessing, turns out to be my 100th post in nottikos.blogspot.com today, 5th March 2008. it's obviously not 1yr5months now..ahaks..

oops..kene kluar kjap..brb.

ok dah..meh sambung..almost 1yr 7months now, my dear blog.nothing mature about it, though. i just wrote what i want, what i like, whenever i feel like it~!

but since, this is my 100th post..it wont hurt eh, to write what happened today..(arinije kot..cm tk dpt nk pk whatevr happen to my life in chronology)
-no work..go seminar only..haha..another excuse to be very very RELAX..(if u know what i mean)
-got news the list of appraisals results were uploaded..huhu..a very shocking + good news indeed.Alhamdulillah! hmm..dan terasa mcm tk percaya je..ada org tu..makin gempak appraisals..betul ke?
-gossiping on works related item, as if la..uhuks..me going to do TM for real..saiko btul..gonna leave ESS for real..sad sad sad.
-poor k.mas~!jahat sgt jiran die soh pindahkan kucing2 die..jahat sgtttt..she was so devastated that she shall move too with her precious cats.cats.cats. oh, she offer us to adopt one of her cats..so tempting..but the decision is up to hommie. *cross hands* hopefully she'll agree.but if she is, no more fantasy of cik/encik kapas + si comot yang comel..hehehe. kitten actually, the name is joni. hehehe..tah btul ke tk tu..hehehe.
-oh, br kembali dr menemani asnani (kelig keje) utk jalan dgn kete baru..punyalah dgn percayanya igt die dh terer..rupanya hentam kromo juge..siap kluar vista td tk pasang lampu OK? betapa saikonya muke aku..ahahhaa..but all went well..selamat smpai ke rumah nie ha.Alhamdulillah
-oh, oh ye...hommie hasut makan mcD..:p tp mkn jugak sandwich buat sendiri telur goreng+hotdog! hehe..sama jek..but at least sendiri masak..oh, oh..she would like to heat our almost lemau kukis..the first one ok..but the second batch! uhuks..semerbak satu rumah..i did not notice the burntt..tp..mmg harum la satu rumah..ahaks..trus mcm, kitorg..ah, tidak~! yatoque.....!~! trus sorok kukis dlm kabinet..ekekeke..tgk tu yatoque, betapa sayangnya kitorg kt ko..tahan kemahuan ni.supaya ko dpt merasa kukis~! ehehehe

oklah..nk samung baca some light reading -> "the manny" :x

taking care all~! muwahs.

kukis kasih sayang dari hommie~ ;x

tenkiu for hommie, berhempas pulas buat kukis untuk diri sendiri dn juga saya. with sole intention, to bring some to office. hehehe. more like 2/3 of whole adunan..ahaks..

dearest fila, walaupun terdapat rintangan, kukismu masih tolerable.. sedap aja dilidah ku..ekeke..weh, bukanlah~! sedappp sgtt! marilah berusaha lagi..there's lot room for improvement~! haha..br buat 4 kali nie..we got a whole life to implore..hmm..kene pkpk ni nk kasik kat calon2 mak mertua nie nnt..ahaha.

kepada cik yati, kami berdua menunggu kedatangan anda..cepat tau~! nnt kukis abih..>;)

hari minggu yang sgt hebat..3 recipes, 3 new bought books, 3kgs gained at least..ekeke..

yeah yeah yeah..masih ku igt "hopes+fears" ku. no worries. nite2~!

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updets: gamba2 kucing comel~! :D psst...pardon the quality, my camera phone..biasa2 jek..hehehe

yg ni, nk kasi nama encik atau cik kapas (bergantung pada jantina)

yang ni pulak, si comot yang comel..hehehehe

[kalo dapt amik dedua ekor kan best~! tp semua ni, adalah emotional thinking not rationally...huhu]

week ends with sistas~

hommie too, of course..ahaks.

started with last minute plan lead to stressful nite..but all was worth it~ dan seperti biasa, telefonku mati tiada batt. it might suggesting something, but i chose to ignore.

oh, the plan --> make it short, enjoy one hella movie with kekure.."there will be blood". memang bertumpahnya darah malam tu..hahaha..lucky enough, amukan puaka kekure, no victim was initially down..:D

that nite, i was so tired, physically and mostly emotinally..i slept like a log. oh..my two sis come over too. which make it hectically haywired..as they dont hv keys..and me watching movie..how how? haha..

saturday was fun. morning @jusco midvalley. got myself signature hot choc which burnt my tongue..(sakit lg..mkn x sdap dah) shopping groceries to cook nasi ayam! my conclusion is, come early to supermarket, fresh fresh fresh. i ate salad and baby tomato for breakfast..yummy~! oklah, hv lunch of nasi ayam..it was great. disbbkan semua lapar..lupa nk tangkap gamba~! sis said, the presentation was good. kipas~! hommie said, can do business ni..@kl sentral..hari2 die makan..weks..oh skali ngan jimmy..and the stall would be called, "nort nasi ayam". haha..funny~! pastu semua tewas dn tido. haha..oh ye..my other sis also came..which make us 5 person all. ina, yana, ila, fila and me. yg tewasnya 4 org..sbb ada la sorang tu gi dating. ahaks. oh, lupe..sbb tido yg mcm x bersedia, boleh lupe tuan rumah nk datang melawat anai2..ahahaha..kesian adik2 kene paksa bgn. ;D

ptg merangkap malam, we (me+yana+ila) went to pantai dlm pasar mlm. it was great. the plastic bags we brought back was countless. ahahaha..nafsu nafsu. pastu mkn lg malam tu..ahaks..habiskan nasi ayam.got satay, ayam tulang, apam petak yg sdap, apatah lg..oh, the real reason we went there in the first place is to get us things to cook nasi lemak..haha

tewas skali lg, semua org pg tadi. yana, who earlier planned to go back yesterday postponed her journey to eat nasi lemak..haha..sanggup. but all went well. the nasi lemak was good too..love it~! bertambah 2kg semua org..ahahaha..aku lebih sket kot..haip..oh, menu for breakfast cum lunch is..nasi lemak+ayam goreng berempah+sambal with udang,ikan bilis, kentang+ikan bilis sedap+sayur kacang goreng udang+starbucks coffee gazebo blend. nyum nyum..our deserts is courtesy from yana, rojak buah pantai dalam.

thank you to all who participate..it was a great week ends spent together. looking forward for next week. muwahs..cya @sg rokam.

adakah anda betul2 yakin dengan pangkahan anda? ;-)

29.02.2008

closure.

i do not believe it, i guess. but at least, i do not deny it.

NO, is what i get. I'm not going to ask for "nape?". Just let that be.

do not be sad, i said, as there are those sadder than me.

so, is this a closure for me? as far as the ego said yesterday..it is.

oh, i dreamt of someone (rather odd but sweet, t'was) last monday. thank you stranger (kinda) for making my day worth smiling/blushing all day. stress is a four letter word.

gatal tangan.

hey hey~! guess, where i am?

guess la..ihiks. @lobby EDC, UUM. jauh nun ke utara saya pegi. terlupa kn nk bawak passport..kalau tak dah boleh ke selatan thai..ihiks. :D saje jekla menggatalkn..dah nama pon tema gatal..ahahaha.

ckp pasal gatal nie..gatal plak tangan ni..dua belah plak tu..tk suke pule..maksudnya mcm duit dpt..duit pon keluar jugak..huhu..tak boleh berbelanja nmpaknya..uhuks uhuks.

ptt nk kluar ni ha..tk keluar2 lg nye..mana tah org yg ditunggu2 ni tak kunjung tiba..oklah, segan lama2 kat sini..nnt org lain nk gune juge~!

nk baca buku, kasut buku rubina by sufian abas. lama2 baca...terhadharilah kita dibuatnya..ahaks..:p

tudeloo~!

Before It's Too Late~

I wondered through fiction to look for the truth

Buried beneath all the lies

And I stood at a distance

To feel who you are

Hiding myself in your eyes

And hold on before it's too late

Until we leave this behind

Don't fall just be who you are

It's all that we need in our lives

And the risk that might break you

Is the one that would save

A life you dont live is still lost

So stand on the edge with me

Hold back your fear and see

Nothing is real til it's gone

And hold on before its too late

Until we leave this behind

Don't fall just be who you are
It's all that we need in our lives

So live like you mean it

Love til you feel it

It's all that we need in our lives

So stand on the edge with me

Hold back your fear and see

Nothing is real til it's gone

booming "hoo-hoo"

"seperti sang pungguk rindukan bulan
terlantar dia di bucu katil
irama lagu-laguan jadi teman
entah kenapa berputik di kala
hatinya akan kekal pemuja rahasia.."

oit~ berangan pulak..syooh syooh..buat kerjalah..ahaha

182

my supposed lucky day. well, i feel luckier already. haha..

will you dance with me tonite? :x 

good day~!

while, im updating this (again!)..i'm crying..not that there's something bad/sad happening..like now..but i cannot help it..this song, jz keep me doing it..crying, i mean *sobsob* me cant sing it properly also..yelah, i cant stop crying what.haha. the lyrics + melody melancholically stabs thru my sensitive heart. :D anyhoo, please read this poem..you, who knows me..shall understand. 

"If you could told me everything

You could have found what love is

If you could have told me what was on your mind

I would have shown you the way

Someday I'm gonna be older than you

I've never thought beyond that time

I've never imagined the pictures of that life

For now I will try to live for you and for me

I will try to live with love, with dreams

and forever with tears"

fyi though..it's not mine..googling about "X-Japan-Tears", the song that always kept me crying. huhu..i found this poem..sources said, there would be times that in the end of this song, the poem is recited by the band. 

you are happy when..

you smiles a lot and in the edge of hugging everyone! yes, that would mean every strangers you met along the way..haha~!

he did it, he did it, he did it~!

:x

on other notes..dok melayan Nidji "Top Up" album. i like it~ but the first one was the best :D

"bukan aku tk cinta, tp aku tk mampu.."

hazera adalah seorang yang malas 2 hari ini. sbb bos xde.:))

mana cik fila ni..kata nk layan movie? :p ok..make a move first..nk masak bubur, sup sayur dan ikan pekasam mak buat..nyum nyum nyum..lapanya terasa..cepat2 gerak gi masakkkk...tata!

update khas untuk puan rynn~

hello all~! how's your holiday? hehe..mine was OK. I spend my 2 of 3 days leave in the office. haha.. even it was half day..it was worth it..ihiks. :D:D

takde lah aku rajin sangat OK..but i felt it was some responsibility (walaupun macm aku buat mcm opis aku sendiri..hehe)

untuk kesenangan puan rynn, aku akan cuba kasi clear sket cerita aku..ihiks..:D but no worries, puan..mostly crap. x paham pon xpe ;)

updates dari mana2 yang aku igt:
1. blk ipoh, ada la diskasen family sket..yelah, adik aku nk kawin beb..insyaAllah bulan 11 or 2..nnt aku jemput k ;) ada pape idea tak utk brg berkat? i'll be happy to receive some comments dearest friends..:D
2.ye, terima kasih cik yati kasi clear..aku naik gred. Alhamdulillah..more responsibilities to be held, obviously. :D
3.cuti aku byk lg, sbb tuhla berusaha utk habiskan cuti thn ni..disbbkan ongkos pon tidak membenarkan tahn ini, x dptlah digunakan utk ber"vacation" di luar negara..sehingga terpaksa membiarkan cik yati kita ber"vacation" dgn kawan baru dia..ehehe..jgn marah ek babe~! (psst, thanx call td..walaupun cubaan tk berjaya..maaflah, di waktu kejadian kawan awak yg sgt bijak ni..blk kg tk bawak charger blk..padan muka kt dia..sekarang masih charge)
4.sedang melayan dunia baru..ahaha..dan juga berusaha utk tengok sindarela tetiap minggu..wish me luck!
5.masih berusaha juga mengosongkan harddisk.hehehe..sebb nk isi citer lain lagi..
6.masih setia juga menunggu "writers guild strike" habis, supaya boleh donlod dan layan series dgn gumbiraa~!!

oklah..aku br blk dr ipoh ni..tgh basuh baju sambil layan dunia baru..hehe..so, taking care ok puan rynn. thanx singgah~! muwahs.

love life.

it's fuckin' indescribable life can be. huhu..it's sucks today, mostly.

sangat tk cool~

my intention was good..tego2 setelah lama tk bertego sapa kan..is, "oit, sombong~!!" dengan nada memain, sounds rude? knowing me, tak ke itu mmg aku..but..tegoran mengatakan aku bukan islam, mmg sgt tk cool..ok, memberi salam mmg bagus..tp wajib ke memberi salam dlm YM? hello, where are you...heaven?~! oh, F U la...uhuks..pastu nk lgi memberi ceramah ttg mmberi salam itu satu kewajipan..oh, please...salah la ko menyakitkan ati aku skang...eee...aku mmg marah skarang...tk bg salam dlm ym boleh isu kepada dia..so, you can go to your lil community..and i wont be in your little community, period. sekian, terima kasih~!

built to last.

so, not to make this long long long..i've just got to tell you truth..nothing but the truth. i am in love..ahahaha..i just hope the other person knows it too..which i highly doubt it. haha

this, is my hope towards the ever-to-be-if-it's-ever-gonna-be anything..:x

oh, i'm pretty much high in my selfless mind..ahaks..(tolonglah sedar, minah oi!) i'm so full of myself i cant properly think of the consequences..what i do know is i'm crazy..ahahaha..this must be because of me <-- caffeinated. it does me, sometimes..caffeinated, sugar high..i really did well in that division..ahaha..i can climb this very building of block 3 and sang my heart out..just to let him know what i really felt..do you think he'll hear me~?! *batting eyelashes*

or, it must be the song that i've heard first last yr @MTV, and it has successfully haunt me back this year. and without fail, i'm still loving it~ oh, it must be my sensual mind working it's way. damn~! i bet if i were destined to be dead, right now..my autopsy result would be..love anxiety overwhelmed~! ahahaha..whatever i was rattling, like now~! oh, it MUST be the coffee, definitely. fyi, i've got 4 sacks of coffee bean from starbucks..how do u think i'm gonna finish that huh? coffee freak, that's me..

you are my sun in my universe~!

i'm pretty much adore mike, from melee. he seems err, shy. :)

ode to abg heath~

1979 - 2008

It's sad when someone you know dead
Even sadder when that someone is someone you love to watch
Saddest when that one can relate you to something
Devastated when he leave a mystery behind
But who am I to judge, let alone define
May you rest in peace..:)
Is only what one can hope.

Heath Ledger is that someone that catches my eyes + heart in "10 things i hate about you", "a knight's tale", "brothers grimm" and "casanova".

yes, i'm one sensitive girl. thank you.

dan tidurlah..

haha..i wish~! mana boleh tido bai sekarang...ahaks..br pukul 1.55pm..ahaks.

adakah anda terasa digunakan bila:
a. dicari hanya jika ada perkara berkaitan HR berlaku?

humm...tak kot..ahahaha...

andra oh andra..your voice is kinda sexy. i like~! alamak, curangkah aku kepd husband?..oh, tidakk~!

whatevr i'm mumbling of..sbb pc lembap la nie..tkleh nk tgk gossip girl pilot. uhuhu..dan oh dan..ihiks..better stop, like now~!

okla..andra+thebackbone..mmg sgt best. lirik for lagi..dan lagi..*enjoy!

huhu..x jumpe plak..so, relaks~!

oh..x saba nk cuti raya cina yg sgt pjg..i dont care..nk cuti jugak~! haha